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2023.06.04 05:08 SillyKitty25 [PC][NA][PvX] Remnants of Hope – Come Game with Us!

We’re a diverse group of gamers of all skill levels and play styles, ages and lifestyles. We’re super newbie friendly and also have events and players who like the hardcore stuff, with everything in between. We have PvE, PvP, PvEverything events, including folx who will make you gear, potions and food, even help you decorate your house. :D
Remnants of Hope (RoH) has over 900 members, playing lots of games (currently 5 divisions -ESO, SWTOR, WoW, FF and GW2, plus plenty of people playing random games), and over 200 active members in ESO. ESO division has departments for fashion and craft, PvE, PvP, role play, trials (including a beginner friendly prog group to help you learn the ropes), as well as an active discord, social spaces (in discord and even in person sometimes). We have players of all skill levels and play styles, and a fully stocked guild house! Boom.
We’ve been around a long time and learned the hard way that having some supportive structure is important to maintaining a community that works for everyone. Our code of conduct ensures a respectful atmosphere with no tolerance for toxicity. The structure is just enough to keep things copacetic and is still open to input from the community.
We have a simple application and trial process via our forums. This gives you a chance to get to know us and for us to make sure you have everything you need to enjoy the game and find your way around the community. The tasks are simple and we’ll happily help you get them taken care of. You can find the application here. Once you’re in, play as often or as little as you like.
RoH is not just a guild, we’re a community. <3
Here’s an abbreviated list of our current weekly schedule. Check the calendar on the forums and specific channels in discord for more information. All times are listed in Eastern.
Monday
9pm EST Dungeon Mayhem with Snicket
Sign up in the below thread or show up to be grouped up for dungeons!
Tuesday
Free time – group up – Have fun – Pledges, randoms, overland stuff – Post pics
Wednesday
930pm -1130pm EST Trial with Snicket TBA---sign up early
Thursday
8pm - 9pm EST Social Hour with copper_dreams Come out and do some fishing!
9pm -11pm EST Cyrodiil Siege with Circe
Blood for the Pact! Level 10 EP character is all that is required!
No-CP Ravenwatch campaign
Friday
7pm - 9pm EST with copper_dreams TBA…make suggestions
Saturday
Free time – group up – Have fun – Pledges, randoms, overland stuff – Post pics
Sunday
Free time – group up – Have fun – Pledges, randoms, overland stuff – Post pics
5pm – 7pm EST Gear Farming Trial with Josie TBA

Reminder
Tuesdays---9pm EST RP Story RP with Stariya
Rockgrove trial with the guild
Please make certain you have access to Discord for all of our events. Some events have sign-up channels so you can reserve a spot and we always communicate over Discord during the events. If you do not want to join the group on Discord, it is your responsibility to keep up with the group during the event. Thank you.
Check us out at Apply RoH! And let us know if you have any questions!
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2023.06.04 05:06 THANA108 New JENOVA WEAPON theory

Hey everyone, in intoxication (anticipation I mean) for the new REBRITH trailer next week, here is a new theory I came up with. Very short. No head Cannon included.
ESTABLISHING LORE:
  1. Jenova corruptions include humans & Cetra (est OG), and the lifestream itself (est Advent Children & On the Way to Smile, et al other compilation works).
  2. Jenova imo is best described as an organic mind virus with agency--can take the forms of others, create hannucinactions, seemingly mutate genetic code to cause mutated evolutions within one living generation of host, & is mostly depicted as Sephiroth. Most gamers believe that Sephiroth takes control of Jenova's agency in the events of FF7.
  3. In Remake, the whispers are described as a type of guardian for the Planet whose purpose is to protect the Planet's fate. Its description essentially describes a Weapon. The Whispers collect to form the Harginger of Fate. Which is, for the purposes of the this theory, the WHISPER WEAPON.
  4. In Remake, we defeat the Whisper Weapon, Sephiroth is shown absorbing the whispers into his sword arm and throwing them back at us...
Okay that's the establish lore. THEORY TIME!!
Pretty simple theory here--Sephiroth will control the Weapons in Part 3. It's a nice little twist. It adds a sense of EPIC. And it tangentaly connects to the theory that Sephiroth in Remake was resurrected through GEOSTIGMA, the corruption of the Lifestream in Advent Children.
Let me know what you guys think. I'm pretty sure someone else has thought of this or streamed it--just thought of this now!!
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2023.06.04 05:05 Recent-East-1606 New Rammstein statement on insta

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2023.06.04 05:05 TheFrowningDM [Online][5E][UTC-05][LGBTQIA+ Friendly] New-ish DM looking for two players for a semi dark fantasy campaign.

Hey, everyone! I am a newer DM who's DM'd before but I'm still getting the hang of it. I am looking for 2 players to join my game as I already have two other slots filled. Here are the details of the game:
Session Day and Time: Tuesdays at 7:30pm EST - 10:30pm EST
Where: Roll 20 for maps and combat and Discord for voice chat
The campaign will consist of 4 players.
Will start at level 3 with a max level of 15.
It will be a mixture of RP and Combat in a Semi Dark fantasy setting taking place in Faerun with homebrew content.
Takes place in the Sword Coast with the small possibility of going to other places in Faerun.
All experience levels welcomed
Must be LGBTQIA+ friendly
Must be over 18
Synopsis:
39 years ago, strange and unusual monsters began appearing all across Faerûn in small droves. These new creatures provided ample coin and challenge for the experienced adventurer. As the years went by more and more monsters began to emerge to a point where cities are being wiped from existence. In more recent years, Rashemen has been overtaken by these monsters and there have been numerous sighting of them all over the Cold Lands. Many fear it will not be long before these creatures threaten to engulf the entirety of Toril.
Will you try to just make a living in what remains of the diminishing defended lands, or will you seek an answer to the ceaseless horrors that threatens to consume all.
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If this setting is something you are interested in, feel free to fill out the form below.
Depending on how many fill out the forms, interviews will be this week with the session 0 being on 6/13.
https://forms.gle/9oovxrftAhY2WW5f8
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2023.06.04 05:04 superkat21 Itinerary check - Family of 4 trip - 9 July to 20 July

Would absolutely love some feedback. I've been at a loss trying to this & overwhelmed. Not sure how you all put this together. Here's where I'm at just a mere month before leaving
10 July Arrive 9pm Tokyo, going to check in, grab small bite, crash for the night
11 July Tokyo Spend morning walking around Tsukiji market Shibuya area Ikebukuro area Private onsen somewhere
12 July Tokyo Akihabara Shinjuku Garden Harajuku Pokemon center
13 July Kyoto Arrive early & check in to hotel Day trip to Nara
14 July Kyoto Tea ceremony Fushimi Inari for shrine Kinkaku-ji Iwatayama monkey park Arashiyama Bamboo Forest Philosophers path Nishiki Food Market
15 July Day trip to Osaka Universal Studio Kuromon Market Mega entertainment center
16 July Hiroshima Peace Park Traditional archery lesson Shukkei-ein garden
17 July Hiroshima River trekking adventure Hiroshima orizuru tower Samurai taigi classes
18 July Open currently
19 july Tokyo Unplanned
20th July depart japan
Hit me with things. Helpful advice, more things to do, I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed and lost on all this.
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2023.06.04 05:04 Fragrant_Safety_8643 AITA for storming out of a restaurant after I had been ignored all night

I [22] had my birthday two nights ago with some close work friends and my childhood best friend. Before the outing, I made sure to introduce to introduce everyone so it wouldn't be awkward at the restaurant. I was surprised to see they all got along so smoothly, despite my childhood best friend being quite shy around new people.
So the day of my birthday arrives and it's 1pm in the afternoon and none of them have contacted me at all on the day, not even about the dinner later in the night. I guess the work friends could be justified but the best friend I had known for 16 years? I might have been overthinking, but the idea of being stood up or ignored by them on my birthday really hurt.
At around 9pm I arrived at the restaurant, and the others showed up in one big group 30 minutes later. Looking at them, it felt like I really underdressed for my own birthday party and I almost felt self-conscious. They all came around me and gave me hugs and presents which was a nice relief at the time. However I noticed my usually introverted best friend was wearing a mini dress 3 inch stilettos and her makeup was done so exceptionally, i almost didn't recognize her. To put this into perspective I had never even seen her with mascara before or even wearing a dress above her thighs so I was quite shocked. But I took this as a kind gesture to dress more like me on my birthday and complimented her.
Talking with wine around the table, I noticed that I wasn't really part of any of the conversations they were talking about and I didn't want to be paranoid, but it felt like whenever I said anything the whole table went awkward which felt extremely unusual. Then I heard one of my co-workers accidentally blurt out "By the way [best friend's name], you left your lipstick at my place before we came here, wanna go with me to pick it up?". The rest of them looked straight at me, and that's when I realised they must have met up all day without me, that's why none of them texted me. I felt so crushed and sick in the stomach, It felt like I couldn't breathe. But unfortunately, as a people pleaser I let them know that they were their own individuals and they were allowed to go out without me.
However, obviously I couldn't stay sane the whole time and after being flat out ignored the whole time and excluded I couldn't take it anymore and started sobbing while telling them how much their ignorance ruined my birthday and I stood up and stormed off. Looking back on it I feel like such a brat for lashing out like that, since it's out of character for me to be as bold as I was two days ago. I had to go back to work yesterday and was confronted by my colleagues telling me how much I embarrassed them and I should be ashamed of myself. However I feel that It wasn't completely my fault and they could also take some accountability for the way things went down. Am I the asshole?
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2023.06.04 05:02 WindowlessFrame Did I suffer from emotional parental abuse or am I overthinking?

Btw this is written on a throwaway account just in case for my sanity.
I’m currently back from college for the summer and living with my parents. I want to make it clear that my parents were not bad parents. They’d let me participate in different activities, and would provide all of my basic needs. This is the first week I’ve been back home and being back, I’ve started to realize that my parents may be a bit emotionally abusive. Just yesterday I said something about how I was going to do something, and they mockingly repeated what I said back to me. They also teased me about random things, like I said I’d grab food for myself in 20 minutes, and my dad repeated back, “oh so 4 hours,” but it wasn’t really in a fun joking manner. I also heard them talking about me and how I had all this stuff I brought back to college that I didn’t end up using and pretty much saying that I was spoiled and don’t need more stuff, which yes, there was a lot I realized I didn’t need, but it was mostly different food items that I had left over, and me bringing too many clothes (all of which I already owned). My parents also said that I really shouldn’t need them to help me move in and out of college since I am a capable adult, even though I do live relatively close to the college (about an hour away) and I was moving out on a weekend where a lot of parents were there helping their kids move out, and I ended up coming home after spending about 4 hours moving out by myself and saw my parents just on the couch watching TV.
 Thinking back on my childhood, I remember specific incidents. I remember one time, when I was 9 or 10, that I was crying and my parents decided to lock their bedroom door, and while I was crying outside their door I could hear them talking and laughing about me crying. My dad and I often got into shouting matches when I was younger, which my mom usually blamed on him being away for work often. Every other weekend he was home we’d usually end up in a shouting match about something, and my mom would always tell me after that he has stuff going on and that he’s not actually upset at me but instead what he’s going through. One time I was about 10, my dad and I were shouting and pretty much he was just telling me to stop and go to bed and he ended up shoving me to the ground and he left and my mom finally came over and started talking to me and trying to comfort me and I was crying more at this point and kept saying how he just shoved me and she said well he shouldn’t have done that but he does have a lot going on right now. I think I mentioned once when I was younger to my mom while I was crying after an argument with my dad that I thought my dad was emotionally abusive and said that that’s not okay and that I wanted to call CPS and she said that you don’t want him going away forever do you? So I ended up never doing anything about it. After an argument my dad sometimes ended up giving me the silent treatment after I tried talking to him about it. My dad often called me lazy and useless, incapable, and that I never applied myself. He also said stuff about my weight a lot. He would rarely curse at me, but my mom doesn’t tolerate any language in the household. Once at a doctors appointment I filled out a depression screening while my mom was in the room and I checked a few things and the doctor said that while I didn’t check many things off I should still go talk to someone about why I checked certain boxes. After we left, my mom said you’re fine right, you don’t actually need to go talk to someone right? Like you’re just a bit sad today, so you don’t need a therapist. And so my mental health was never brought up again. There are maybe some signs and symptoms I have now or had in the past from these things. I think my particular ones are at the age of 11 I had thoughts of hurting myself, and throughout middle school to now I’ve always had a low self esteem and body image issues. I also whenever make a mistake always worry what my parents reaction will be and prepare for the worst. I generally, ever since high school, tried participating in as many things possible, typically being at the school from 8am till 9pm, so I could limit the time with my parents. When I’m at home, I like to spend as much time as possible in my room so I don’t have to interact with them, or really only leave my room when they’re asleep. I can also recall specific incidents from my childhood of them teasing me in some way. I also rarely cry now (once every 2 months) and if I do I refuse to do it around other people. 
Anyways, am I overthinking about my parents just being upset with me sometimes like parents are sometimes or were they actually emotionally abusive? Any responses would be greatly appreciated, thanks.
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2023.06.04 04:58 Passerby_N Looking for Online 5e Solo Campaign (EST)

Greetings GM’s! I have been wanting to participate in a one-on-one campaign for a while now. I prefer Play-By-Post on Discord, and am available after 4 PM EST on weekdays and all day on weekends. Shoot me a DM if interested and available. Thanks!
Edit: If you are running another system, feel free to shoot me a DM too - I’m always down to try new systems!
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2023.06.04 04:58 moonwindt [A][NA][Moon Guard] < Dark Intentions> LFM to fill Progression Raid Team for Mythic Aberrus

About Our Raid Teams
We currently run two teams! A semi hard core one that expects good performance and attendance to push deep into mythic raiding. A secondary more casual team whose goal is to get AOTC by the end of the season.
Mythic raid nights are Wednesday and Thursday at 8:30pm to 11pm Eastern Standard time. We raid low amount of hours because we work smarter and not harder. We are currently 9/9 N and 8/9 H.
Casual team runs only Sunday nights 8 pm to 11pm EST.
We are willing to accept any exceptional player in any role; so we are always recruiting! We believe raid spots are earned and the best players should be picked. We do our best to support our raiders in learning the raids, improving their play, and even do things like provide consumables and even free legendries.
Currently our biggest needs are: Healers and Mage
Mythic team is currently rebuilding and has slots open to all roles. Guild is willing to help with gold to pay for transfers for very good players.
Casual team is open to all as long as they do not hold back progress of the team.
Apply through the follow application link for an interview/trial: https://apply.wowaudit.com/us/moon-guard/dark-intentions/mythic-team?preview
About Our Guild
Dark Intentions was founded in October of 2014 and is a stable and mature guild. We have a long raiding history and have raided each tier well since its creation. We have a large focus on PVE content. The guild is looking for like-minded people who want to enjoy a drama-free, non-RP adult atmosphere. Casuals and raiders of all kinds are welcome! Our Guild is proud of its member camaraderie! The Guild Master and our Officers are knowledgeable and helpful and are willing to assist our members in any way possible.
All roles/specs are welcome, whether you are looking to raid, run mythics, or just quest and play the game for the sake of enjoyment itself. We also do events on the side like achievement/mount/pets/mog/guild activities and other kinds of runs. Chat is usually active every night and adult humor and topics abound. So if you are looking for a stable atmosphere with low to no drama to enjoy your game play, contact us. We look forward to hearing from you!
Contacts
GM: Wrathbringèr (in game) Yajinni#1786 (btag) Yajinni#7294 (Discord)
Co-GM: Tattoomoon (in game) Moon#15106. (btag) Moon🌙#0076 (Discord)
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2023.06.04 04:53 lilithbath0ry I just need to talk about him

His name was Pepe. In May of 2013 he was a skinny stray filled with scabs all over his body. My current cat Wicked was 2 years old at the time and every day after work he was allowed to go out to the courtyard at my apt building, I would leave the door open for him. One day Pepe came in and went straight for the food bowl. He ate and then came and laid next to me on the couch. He was so dirty and tired so I let him sleep. Wicked came in later and I put Pepe (at this time he didn't have a name) outside.
This kept happening. Every single day Pepe would be outside waiting for me to come back from work. He would be laying on the stairs or waiting on top of the window AC. As soon as he'd hear me, he would start loudly meowing until I opened the door. Sometimes he would go outside with Wicked after eating, most days he would be on the couch with me. One time he brought in a big grasshopper and dropped it at my feet. He was trying to earn his keep. But every night I would put him outside again.
This went on for about 2 months. I was actively looking for a home for him because he needed a forever home. One day I left my place to walk to the gym in the morning and he was there and started walking after me. We were getting close to a street with heavy traffic and I stopped and told him to stay there or he will get run over. He stopped. I came back almost two hours later and he was there. We walked home. From that moment it was his home too.
From being so skinny you could feel his bones, he went up to 17lbs. He ate like if he was never going to eat again. He caught a mouse inside the house one time and I was able to save it from him. I left the mouse outside and that afternoon he found it outside again. I couldn't save the mouse that time.
We moved to a new place in 2018. Every time we moved he would get really bad anxiety when the apartments were empty. Like he thought I was going to leave him there. The last night he would always meow all night and we wouldn't get any sleep, no matter how much I tried to comfort him, he wouldn't calm down. In this place we would go outside for walks, sit on the grass, play with a branch. Later Wicked started joining us and then they would both stay together and walk around and leave me on the grass. Then home for dinner.
My grandma was my favorite human. She died in 2020. She used to tell me that Pepe was my son in my past and future lives but he knew in this life I didn't want kids so he turned into a cat and found me that way. After my grandma passed, my mom was waiting to see a hummingbird to know she made it safe. After a few months, the first hummingbird was found by Pepe on one of our walks. It would come down like playing with Pepe, and it made sense my grandma would show herself to him.
In 2021 Pepe lost a tooth. From there he started to lose weight. By the end of the year he was 13lbs. By the end of 2022 he was 9lbs. The medication for his intestines, the CBD, the diet food wasn't working the past month. He was puking more often than ever. Tuesday night was the last night he came to sleep with me, he slept right next to me every single night. Wednesday and Thursday he was hiding and didn't eat. Friday I came home from work and found him laying on the floor not able to move in front of the litter box.
A few weeks ago Wicked was constipated, I moved my camera to face the litter box to make sure he was pooping. Everything got caught on camera. At 19:00 passed and then fell down, he tried to get up and fell down again and then stayed there. At 19:04 I got home from work, he tried to get up but couldn't. Wicked ran outside I brought in some boxes. At 19:06 I saw him. He couldn't move, I called my boyfriend. He was 5min away. I went to get his blanket and I put him on top of it, he couldn't move. I was crying on the phone. I kept talking to him and petting him and I kept telling him I loved him and how sorry I was. My boyfriend got here and assessed him, EMT training kicking in. He told me it was time. We knew the time was coming. We kept a calendar of his good and bad days, and bad days were winning. I called the at home euthanasia place, no answer. They said open until 9pm but no answer. He wraps Pepe in the blanket and giving him to me, he is so stiff and straight. His eyes open wide and his pupils wide too. He told me he wasn't there anymore, he could barely breathe. We got in the car. Went to the address and it was a 24/7 animal hospital. I stayed in the car with Pepe. I talked to him, I thanked him, I apologized. He tried to move, he was getting more stiff. I went inside.
They had us in a room within 5min but it felt like hours. They took him so they could place the IV drip but within 2min the nurse came back in and said he passed before they could do it. Last time I took Pepe to the vet I promised him no more needles. He made me keep the promise. She asked if I wanted to see him. She brought him back in, still in his blanket and I held him. I sang to him, I said goodbye. His beautiful soul was gone. My boyfriend took him and brought back the blanket.
Since March I've been dealing with health problems myself. I got COVID for the first time. Had to have a blood transfusion at the begining of May. This weekend I'm getting ready for a procedure for Monday. I stopped drinking and medicating myself in April because of this, which means there is no numbing myself to the feelings I have. I wish I could. Pepe doesn't deserve that though. I need to feel the grief, the pain of losing him. In a way having health issues saved me from dealing with this in a very dark way.
I don't know where to go from here. I still have Wicked and Penny who are now 12 and 7. I've had them since they were kittens. Pepe was different though and I feel bad for feeling this way. Pepe hurts more than my grandma's death. I didn't think anything could hurt more than that. My soul is broken. My heart is shattered.
He gave me exactly 10 years and I would give 10 years of my life to have one more day with him.
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2023.06.04 04:52 nipaflee I must have been sending a lot of wrong signals.

(B) is a girl from my high school, about 2 years my junior. We didn't speak much during the high school years. We were aware of each other's presence, spoke on friendly terms, but just ran in different cycles, so didn't mix around too much.
Fast forward to when I was in year 3 of my degree. One day, one of my guy friends told me that 'an old friend of mine" met him at some cafe and asked how I was doing. And he ended up (I still give him shit for this) passing said person my my contact info.
Said person turned out to be (B). Didn't think too much of it at the time, but looking back, that should have been a major red flag because she could have just reached out to me on socials.
Anyway, (B) reaches out on WhatsApp, we speak casually, and says we should hang out and catch up. We do so - at Rock Cafe Sunway. Completely casually I might add, despite it being one-on-one.
There was a second and third meeting - the second when I gave her a ride because it was on the way for me and her 'transport bailed' on her. And the third was when she ran into me and said one of our mutual friends from my course told her my course's prom was coming soon, and asked if I planned to go - I just said "don't know, probably, it's still 4 months away".
And after that, shit just went absolutely batshit crazy. It started with the "are you hanging out with other girls texts" when I was out with my friends. And then she started calling me at odd hours to 'tell me about her day'. I tried to just distance myself as much as I could.
And then, I started dating someone else. And things escalated. (B) started asking me if I thought the girl I was dating was better in bed than she would be. At some point, tetek photos started coming in to my inbox, with extremely explicit captions. Not that I ain't flattered, but this, was some major next-level crazy shit. This continued for weeks, and at some point, after knowing my 'calm and reasonable texts' were not going to work, I called her. I explained to her in detail that I'm dating someone else, and that I don't think what she's doing is appropriate, and asked her to stop. She screamed, over the phone. I literally had to lower the call volume. I let her go on for about 5 minutes, and decided to call it. I ended the call, and blocked her.
Then there was 2 months of peace. I was in a great place in my relationship at the time. I was doing well at school, and was generally happy. And then one night I got a call from an unknown number. I answered, it was (B), apologising, and said she wanted to meet to clear the air at the field 3 minutes from my house.
Fearing stabbing, death, or worse, I called my friend who lives close by, and he stationed himself in a parked car next to one of the field entrances.
I went to the agreed meeting place, no one was there. About 5 minutes later, (B) walks up to the pondok I was waiting it. Wearing a red full length dress. At a padang. At 9pm.
She started telling me this was the dress she was going to wear to prom with me, and some other weird overly sexualized shit that I'm not even going to repeat here. And at some point she said "I feel like I was the only one putting effort into our relationship.'
OUR RELATIONSHIP? You mean that 'friend from high school who met you 3 times and one of them was a supposed transportation emergency?' I don't think Facebook has an option for that lor.
I walked away. Kept walking despite the screaming. Got in my friend's car. And we left.
And thank God, it's been 5 years since, and I have not heard from (B). Like, I'm going to be honest, I'm not that good looking, and my gestures weren't exactly prince charming behaviour. Was I sending the wrong signals, or was I just blind to the red fla-, I mean red BANNERS.
(B), I genuinely wish you well. I hope you met someone who can match your energy, and I hope you're happy. But I'm sorry (B), that shit was outright traumatic for me 😂
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2023.06.04 04:50 phrog1fan M20 United States est tired from work anyone wants to share music or just talk?

Still a little sick and dejected and also a lot of stuff is being annoying in my life right now but anyways just another bored person wanting to make a post I don’t have a lot of hobbies these days but I do like to read books, watch movies, I like to play sport’s soccer more specifically and I also love listening to music feel free to recommend me some open to anything but yea idk hope you have a good rest of your day!
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2023.06.04 04:49 phrog1fan M20 United States est [Chat] [Friendship] tired from work anyone wants to share music or just talk?

Still a little sick and dejected and also a lot of stuff is being annoying in my life right now but anyways just another bored person wanting to make a post I don’t have a lot of hobbies these days but I do like to read books, watch movies, I like to play sport’s soccer more specifically and I also love listening to music feel free to recommend me some open to anything but yea idk hope you have a good rest of your day!
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2023.06.04 04:48 Weirdfreak79 [Online] [5e] [18+] 4 Friends, 2 Semi-Experianced and 2 Newbies looking for a GM!

Hey! We are currently looking for a GM, we're a semi-serious group who just want to play either Homebrew Campaigns or Campaigns from the books.
We have a discord server setup and the times we would be available would be on
Saturdays at 9pm GMT-5
Please if any DM is interested shoot me a message and ill send you the invite!
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2023.06.04 04:47 phrog1fan M20 United States est tired from work anyone wants to share music or just talk?

Still a little sick and dejected and also a lot of stuff is being annoying in my life right now but anyways just another bored person wanting to make a post I don’t have a lot of hobbies these days but I do like to read books, watch movies, I like to play sport’s soccer more specifically and I also love listening to music feel free to recommend me some open to anything but yea idk hope you have a good rest of your day!
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2023.06.04 04:47 -Suigetsu [20M] Weeb looking for friends on Discord!

Before I get into stuff about myself, I just want to mention that I’m only comfortable talking with people 18+.
Well, to start off.. my names Jay, I’m currently 20 years old. I’m really into voice calling mainly. I’m also a really big fan of anime and manga, so it would be great to talk with somebody about them! I’m also really into gaming, I mainly play Grand Cross, League of Legends, Valorant, Overwatch, Roblox, and Minecraft just to name a few. My time zones EST (I’m from New York)
I’m a pretty chill individual and also pretty open to any questions you have, so I rarely get offended.
I’d also like to mention that I’m pansexual since that’s pretty important to list off early on due to my past friendships falling apart because of that little fact.
Feel free to message me for my Discord!
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2023.06.04 04:46 -Suigetsu Weeb looking for friends on Discord!

Before I get into stuff about myself, I just want to mention that I’m only comfortable talking with people 18+.
Well, to start off.. my names Jay, I’m currently 20 years old. I’m really into voice calling mainly. I’m also a really big fan of anime and manga, so it would be great to talk with somebody about them! I’m also really into gaming, I mainly play Grand Cross, League of Legends, Valorant, Overwatch, Roblox, and Minecraft just to name a few. My time zones EST (I’m from New York)
I’m a pretty chill individual and also pretty open to any questions you have, so I rarely get offended.
I’d also like to mention that I’m pansexual since that’s pretty important to list off early on due to my past friendships falling apart because of that little fact.
Feel free to message me for my Discord!
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2023.06.04 04:42 ShrewdDweller2 Dark Fantasy/Deep Space Horror!!

Looking to do an rp with someone who is an intermediate writer, I do not care about length, I care about quality. I am a female, 20, would like someone around my age. I am open to groups, and other genres I enjoy are dark fantasy. If interested, shoot me a dm! My timezone is EST, mostly active during the evening! I had in mind of sort of a deep space horror like our characters being soldiers sent aboard a ship where things have went bad, or battling aboard a ship full of enemies.

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