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I need to make an urn for my mother who just passed away. I want to use Purple Heart, Walnut or Cherry, and either Maple or White Oak. I want really high quality wood to work with and I live in East Texas, I don't know of anywhere to buy locally other than Lowes or Home Depot. There are lumber places but they sell mostly pine and plywood for builders.
Can anyone give me some suggestions either online or locally if you know of any. I'll drive within 2-3 hours of Northeast TX to pick it up.

I apologize for being vague, I’m trying to remain as anonymous as I can here!
I recently took a position that has me as an independent member serving at an established government agency. It’s great when I get to meet people in this agency and help out on projects, but for the most part, there is nothing to do.
I am supposed to work 40 hours a week, but I find myself finishing up each day’s tasks about two hours after I’ve arrived on site. I spend the rest of my work day trying to find little office tasks to do. I’ve talked with my supervisor about this, and have asked if there are more projects I can work on, or trainings from the agency I can participate in. I was recently given a list of places to go, with my travel time being counted as hours. However, I have already gone through the list, as the tasks I complete once I’ve arrived are completed in a matter of minutes.
Is this normal? What do you do to fill time? It’s both nice to not be so go go go, but I feel unaccomplished and under utilized.

I love my current job. Been there for 7 years. I love all the people and I have the perfect work hours and would consider myself as the master of my own day and workload. I have 100% mastery over everything I do and enjoy what I do. I am 31 years old and make 85k.
I just got an offer for 120k, totally remote, and much better benefits package. I would be starting at the bottom and would not be proficient and would have a long hard road ahead to learn what is needed. I interviewed with the lead 3 times so far and he wants me and said I would be a perfect fit and has no reservations about me being able to do the job.
So if you were in this situation what would you do? Money is not everything to me. And I LOVE people and my coworkers.
Do I jump ship after 7 years ( almost 8 ) and take the job that pays way more and is remote or what?
Both jobs are the same industry.

Hi! Hope anyone can advise, we will be taking my girl to the vets in the morning. Species: domestic cat Age: 10 weeks Sex: female- not spayed yet Weight- over 1kg History: none. Heath check (all clear) and first vaccinations one week ago on 27/05/23 Clinical signs: Sleeping all day from 10am this morning, generally a bit off. From 7pm she developed a limp in front paw, will let me touch all over. Meows when pressure is put on the paw (when she walks) Duration: 10hs seeming off, 1:30 hours limping Location: England
Eating ok, has pooped once and wee’d three times today. Just not moving and playing as normal. Wondering if it could be a vaccine effect but it has been 6 days since she was vaccinated, seemed to be in slight pain in the 24 hours after vaccination. Completely indoor cat and always supervised apart from roughly 6 hours at night. Currently sleeping.

Hi everyone, I just wanted to place a quick rant into the internet. I assume I will receive some sympathy in this subReddit. My mother-in-law is living with us for the second time in my 5 year marriage to my husband. He and I have been together 8 years and the first time she lived with us was before we were married. I absolutely feel alienated in my own home and am so ready to just kick his mother out. I've spoken to him and he's made it clear that his mother is his priority (yes, I know that says something about the relationship; but his alternative is he literally pays his mother's rent so she doesn't live here, and I am NOT ok with him paying her $1,800 rent (area average) when that money could be going to our own household. MIL has been living with us rent free for 18 months now and is behaving as though she is retired. She just smokes all day, sun tans, and goes to her shitty job for a few hours a day. She then spends her money on the most useless stuff and clutters our house. She is the most judgmental person I've ever known and uses her culture as an excuse to be a rude and condescending jerk. She literally hates my job and tells me I am bad at it. I work in a people-helping profession with a master's degree, and she is literally high school educated and a gas station minimum wage clerk (I do not intend for that to be offensive sounding). She is constantly pressuring me to have children and every time I explain we don't have the money, space, nor do I have the motivation to be a parent right now she loses her mind on me. She tells me how much I'll regret being an older parent and how much she wants grandchildren (PS: we are a male-male couple so age isn't barrier to having children). When she moved in she literally brought everything she owns with her, like, everything. She is also a hoarder and does not throw anything away. She literally takes used zip-lock back out of the trash, cleans them out, then scold me for throwing them away. At the grocery store she takes items out of the cart and puts brand in there that I don't like because they're "cheaper". She then lectures me on "responsible finances" but lives with us because she quit paying her mortgage for an entire year after - yet again - being fired from her job for theft. At the time she worked for Dollar General as an associate clerk (the lowest position). She constantly talks smack about me, despite the fact I am a highly accomplished professional with an aspiring career. She is a compulsive liar, which in part is why she can't live on her own. My husband, her son took out a more than $130,000 personal loan for her to save the house prior to it being foreclosed on. He always asked her if she was making the payments for the mortgage and keeping up with the house, she said yes she was. She lies all of the time and has erratic unbelievable stories in which, I believe, she is looking for sympathy. For example, she claims that something extreme happens to her on a weekly basis (last week someone pulled a knife on her at work supposedly and she got into a physical fight with them), but yet, the police were not called and she remained at work the rest of the day. It's always something extreme like that! Anytime I cook she acts like it's the most disgusting thing she's ever eaten. The when she cooks, if I so much as put pepper on something she loses her mind and get's so offended that I'd dare "alter her cooking". We went out to eat dinner last night, and like always, I paid. She constantly orders cocktails and complained that she hated the food. She pushed it around on the plate like a petulant child. I know she only did this because it's the restaurant I wanted and not where she wanted to go. I saw her eating the food from the to-go container that night without issue. She just needed to put on a charade in front of me. She get's angry when I tell her our dogs cannot be in the sun all day (because they have a condition that makes them print to sunburns and cancer) and they have exposed skin/missing hair. She say's I have no idea what I am talking about, that the sun is completely safe and good for you. Meanwhile, she is Caucasian but so tanned-brown she looks Latin. Her skin is literally leather and not moist at all. She chain smokes and vapes daily and has survived cancer. I've told her not to smoke in the house or around me because I have a precancerous blood condition and she does it anyway. She act's like she is above everyone else despite the fact that, without her son and me allowing her to stay here, she would literally have to turn to a homeless shelter. She also recently told me that she "was praying so hard to God that I and *her son's name* would get a divorce" because she thinks I am an abusive POS because I (attempt) to stand up to her. Now I feel relegated to just wait it out. She is supposedly supposed to be working towards moving out of out home, but yet, she spends superfluous money on things we, nor she, need nor will we ever use. She jumps at any "by one" sale and has hundreds of some items. Literally, we have over 60 cans of tomato sauce in our small house because if their is a sale, she'll buy it, regardless of what it is. Her cat destroyed my couch with it's claws and I told her I didn't like the destructive cat (I didn't even tell her to get rid of it, I just made a comment I was upset it's destructive) and she's made at me for not liking the cat. She is also a cat hoarder who was fined by the ASPCA when her house was foreclosed on for animal neglect, and she keeps trying to bring kittens into our home. She lives on Facebook marketplace and has purchased three different patio sets for (not her) but our (mine and her son's) home. She also purchased a grill when we already had one and it was very expensive. I told her she should save that money to move out and she says she has plant of money; then I suggest she start looking for apartments and she cites not making enough money to do so! I make a point to call the room she stays in the "guest room", because that is indeed what it is, and she get offended and calls it "her room". She got mad that I moved her nightstand yesterday when an emergency plumber had to come out for a $2,000 repair and he needed access through the guestroom. She accused me of not being gentile with her nightstand and breaking it, despite the fact it's literally had a broken leg for 60 plus years because it's an old family hand me down. Any given opportunity she has to make on overt or covert assault on me she does, she she'll have the audacity to say to me at dinner "I feel like you don't like me". She's right, I don't. Last night I caught her throwing away my mail and she is denying it, which is what brings me here to this sub. I just cannot do it anymore.

So I’ve been talking to this girl and we text back and fourth and things are going well but like recently I’ve been talking to her and although she replies she takes hours or days to reply even though i could see that she was online so idk what to do so i thought well maybe ill just stop texting her for a day and i did but then she start texting me first and I’m just so confused like what do i do here lmao

I would like for my translation of an old Arabic newspaper article to be revised.
Here's the original: https://imgur.com/gallery/olMUnGp
And here's the translation:
Palestine’s freedom is India’s freedom:
Convention of our Muslim brothers in India:
Yesterday, we published a memorandum which our Indian Muslim brothers have provided to the Governor-General protesting the British policy in Palestine. The newspapers of India have reached us yesterday night, containing ample details about the convention of our brothers there, we translate them as so:
The All-India Muslim Conference concluded at 1:30, in the afternoon on the 10th of this month. Important decisions were taken during it, among them being a boycott of the coronation of the king, not buying British goods, and refraining from paying for the funds of the Empire in its coming wars. The convention will not go back on these decisions unless Britain betters the solution of the cause of the Arabs of Palestine.
The convention had elected an executive committee consisting of 44 members to oversee the implementation of the decisions.
The convention had also issued a warning to the Zionists, demanding from them to back off from being the tools of the British against the Arabs. It would also issue a statement to the Muslim leaders, in it calling them to aid Palestine in its distress, along with another statement thanking the Arab Christian brothers for their Arab patriotism, and for their stance as one line with their Muslim brothers.
The convention had unanimously agreed that the response of the Governor-General of India was unsatisfactory. Likewise the committee could not do what is required of unless it were to investigate all of the intelligence that have been exchanged between the Government of Palestine and the Jewish Agency from one side and between it and the Ministry of Colonies from the other, as in this intelligence is what reveals to the committee the extent of the Zionist influence on the government of the Mandate of Palestine, and its submission to it.
The Arab Nation accuses the Ministry of Colonies, and sees that it is the root of all bad in Palestine, and thus it is upon the convention to check with this accused ministry before it can hope for the Arabs to cooperate with it.
The convention lasted for three consecutive days. Many people participated in it, all of them being enthusiastic and desiring to work.
Doctor Said Mahmoud had delivered an excellent two hour speech which had ended with him demanding the necessity of strengthening the committee upon the League of Nations to abolish the British Mandate on Palestine, and the cooperation of the Parliament of India along with all of the Indians in this demand, drawing attention to the fact that the freedom of Palestine is the freedom of India.
Doctor Mahmood would review the history of the Arab Revolt, the lies of the Allies, and the errors of the British Mandate with expertise. Afterwards, he would call upon the elected members of Parliament to add the Palestinian Cause in the core of the constitution as was done before even if the Governor-General refuses to do so. Thus it is upon them to provide a memorandum on that to the League of Nations. The doctor mentioned that he knows that there is no benefit in asking from the League, however India ought to send its loud voice in the world in the name of Palestine and for its aid.
Afterwards Doctor Mahmood would discuss a dangerous problem that we refrain from mentioning fearful of the publications registry, however we will refer to it in a simple manner: The doctor had talked about an opinion held by some people and which nearly became prevalent among the Muslims of Peshawar a few months ago​. The doctor had mentioned that the Muslims themselves cannot carry out the work to force Britain to provide justice to Palestine. Furthermore, he would state that the Hindus ought to cooperate with them, and that if the Hindus were to join with the Muslims in one body, not many, and that if the Muslims were to collaborate with the Hindus in one policy rather than a policy of separation, then the Muslims and Hindus would be able to aid Palestine and force the British to give aid to the Arabs.
“Some might say that Hindus are not Muslim, so what is their issue with the Muslims of Palestine? As for this, I say what I have said before, which is that the matter is that the freedom of India is the freedom of Palestine, and the freedom of Palestine is the freedom of India, and both are inextricably linked”.
Later, the doctor moved on to talk about the Zionists. He said that they are tools and instruments in the hands of the British colonization, and that the British are using them for their colonial policies in the east in general and in the Mediterranean in particular.
He would then talk about the minorities, and said that they are a colonial plot, as it was the British who would create what they call a Muslim minority in India, a Coptic minority in Egypt. Furthermore, the Italians, as soon as they set their eyes on Ethiopians, created a cause in the name of a Muslim minority.
However, we are not minorities, rather we must cooperate on each side as one nation against colonialism, and I call upon the Muslims of India to sacrifice for the sake of their Hindu brothers, and to unite with them in defense of Palestine as defending the freedom of Palestine is defending the freedom of India.

TLDR; recently diagnosed with epilepsy, but I haven't gotten any answers from my doctors. My job just informed me my short term disability is ending soon, and I'm not eligible for FMLA
I am 25f with no family history of epilepsy or seizure disorders.
I had my first ever seizure back in July 2022. It happened while I was at work so we just assumed it was from stress after my EEG and MRI came back normal. Fast forward to April 2023 - I have a second seizure. I was out shopping with my boyfriend and had a seizure in the mall parking lot. I was brought to the hospital where I was told I have epilepsy and was started on keppra, and made a follow up with my neurologist.
At my neurology appointment, my doctor was very concerned because I was still having debilitating symptoms over a week after my second seizure (extreme fatigue, flashing lights/floaties, headaches, memory loss, confusion, light sensitivity, and feeling like my eyes were convulsing 24/7) so she immediately got me an appointment with an epileptologist.
He recommended I go on short term disability through my job (I work remotely but I am on the computer 9 hours a day and my job is very stressful) while we run tests and wait for results. While under his care, I had an EEG and an ambulatory EEG done and both came back normal. No one has any idea what caused my seizures or what could be triggering them.
Fast forward to today, June 2nd and I still have no answers. I am still out of work while we adjust my medications because I am still having side effects that make it nearly impossible to get out of bed. I was just informed by my company's HR department that my short term disability will be ending on 6/23, and I do not qualify for FMLA because I have not been with my company for a year. So after 6/23 my leave will be unpaid, and my job is not protected (the HR rep stated "if we need to fill your position we will, but we try not to fire you because you are sick and can't work. I don't think you'll lose your job".
Am I not protected under ADA laws? Or is this a grey area?
I am so frustrated because I am supposed to be taking this time to rest and recover, but between HR and my doctors office I am beyond stressed. Any info or tips would be greatly appreciated.... it'll be more help than any of my doctors have been so far.

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I seriously am starting to feel like I am losing touch with reality. I am in utter disbelief that things turned out like this. Ghosted 6 weeks now with zero warning, and I just can't grasp why he wouldn't just say I don't want to talk to you anymore. I start to think he is ghosting because yes, it's easier than talking and dealing with me, but also that maybe he's trying to hurt me on purpose or make me hate him so I will give up and go away. I am suffering. I do hate him. I also love him. I can't enjoy anything anymore. Things that are usually pleasurable make me cry. Listening to any music, eating, having my iced coffee, showering, trying to fall asleep... Everything reminds me of him as well, right when I feel distracted and I'm not thinking of him finally, something will remind me. Seeing airplanes makes me hyperventilate. The only thing I keep my shit together for is our baby. Our 4 month old is here with me thousands of miles away from him and I put everything into being only joyful near our baby. Only smiles and love, never cry nearby even though he's a mini of his Dad. I block out my bad feelings so I can give our baby only positivity. Ugh.. I just want to scream at him that he's a grown man why can't he just communicate?! Silence might be worse than him telling me off, because atleast I would have something to go on. I check every day if today is the day he will finally say something back. I want to not give a crap anymore, but the broken promises haunt me.. no closure.. the man I knew just gone.

To sum it up: I always cater my life and choices to what my mom wants and I find it's getting ridiculous at my age. How can I start asserting my independence?
I find that I'm at a constant battle with my mom over choices I make with my life. I still feel like I'm getting treated as a 13 year old. I still have curfews, I'm "banned" from staying nights at my friends house, I have to prioritize her plans over mine, and I can't even leave the house without constant questioning on why I did so.
She doesn't see any issue in treating me the way she does because in her mind she's being lenient because she "lets" me have my phone (she used to take it every night to search though it) and "lets" me spend a couple of hours with my friends.
I've tried talking to her before about letting me be my own person but it resulted in her yelling at me she can treat me however she wants as long as I live under her roof and threatening to take away my education funding if I thought about leaving. She even got my dad involved and he blames me for being difficult. (This happened because I wanted to sleepover with my friend for her birthday and she doesn't approve of her).
I don't have the money to find a place to move out into, or any relatives I can stay with instead. I could stay with my boyfriend but my parents know where he lives and will make a fuss to get me home which I'm afraid of happening.
If you grew up similarly, how did you start getting more independent? Is there anything I can do in my situation?

I'm a college student. This is what my diet (in the food sense, not in the weightloss sense) has looked like the past few weeks:
Breakfast: 1/2 oatmeal with chia seeds, that whole nut butter from Costco, Greek yogurt, and frozen fruit.
Lunch: Homemade fried rice (peas, sesame oil, brown rice, bell peppers, onions, mushrooms, spinach, chicken, egg)
Dinner: Leftover fried rice
I'm pretty sure I hit all food groups with this kind of meal plan. Some days I'll go off the meal plan and consume more fats or more carbs or more protein, trying to figure out what is missing and yet every day I wake up feeling exhausted despite getting 9 hours of sleep per night. Not groggy or tired, but like my body has no energy. The only thing that is providing me with a hint as to what is happening is that I have a heavy sugar craving.
I know the human body does not require added sugar to live so I have been resisting that craving. (I additionally have teeth problems and I know sugar will only make them worse.) The only little extra things that I'll eat during the day are bacon or whole wheat pancakes (with no sugar) or fruit (which has minimal sugar but none added) or an extra serving of my meal prepped food.
I don't know what to do. Is the solution to simply eat more sugar?

I love my current job. Been there for 7 years. I love all the people and I have the perfect work hours and would consider myself as the master of my own day and workload. I have 100% mastery over everything I do and enjoy what I do. I am 31 years old and make 85k.
I just got an offer for 120k, totally remote, and much better benefits package. I would be starting at the bottom and would not be proficient and would have a long hard road ahead to learn what is needed. I interviewed with the lead 3 times so far and he wants me and said I would be a perfect fit and has no reservations about me being able to do the job.
So if you were in this situation what would you do? Money is not everything to me. And I LOVE people and my coworkers.
Do I jump ship after 7 years ( almost 8 ) and take the job that pays way more and is remote or what?
Both jobs are the same industry.

So I moved up here about a year ago and I've registered 4 different vehicles in that time. For three of them, an SUV and two sedans, the registration fees were pretty normal compared to many places I've lived throughout the US. I expected to pay more than I have in my last state of residence because they heavily discounted registration for disabled veterans so that wasn't the issue.
In November I purchased a pre-owned vehicle and registration just came due. I nearly had a heart attack when I read that all said and done done I'd be paying well over $500 for just the one car for one year. My last three vehicles were roughly a hundred or less each. I calculated the registration cost minus the various fees and it's roughly 1.12% of the reported vehicle value. That's nearly double what California tried to charge me for a new car when I was stationed there.
I asked an employee and was told that the fee drops 10% per year until it hits a minimum after 10 years. Even then after 10 years it will still cost more than the last time I registered last year.
What gives? Am I paying a premium so I can use my car as a boat in the potholes?

Hello! love robotics and for the past 6 months I've been only thinking about prototypes and circuits. Not long ago I also won first prize at a robotics contest ona project worked on all by myself, in less than 2 months... It wasn't easy to fund my project, in fact, my family and I made huge sacrifices to make all of this possible (reason for which am incredibly thankful for their help), and now, after obtaining results to show I want to work, well, NOTHING happened.
I wasn't expecting anyone or my high school to come and aid me with funds, nor anyone giving me equipment to continue my research, but feel like be on pause for a really long time (months). This is because, as said, most of the funds we had went on our previous award-winning project, and there's nothing left in our family's budget to support any robotics prototype... also don't feel good asking them for components anymore...
We live in Romania, and if you want to get financial aid for anything as a highschool student (<18), you have 2 options:

1. Ask the Highschool for support, and you may or may not receive something, BUT, whatever you make, will become the highschool's property, which, if you work hours and hours every single day is surely not an option would take
   
2. Ask your parents to make a non-profit organisation which can receive donations/sponsorships and go ask multiple companies to support you until eventually you find someone.
   

And this is exactly what we did (except for the sponsors search, we haven't contacted anyone yet since we have no association), but in Romania the time it takes to create any association is absurdly big... won't get into politics, but the main problem we have is that there will be something like a judge holiday lasting from July to September in which (as far as I know), no company/association can be created... And our association is nowhere even near being finished, so our odds to have it done by July are minimal, which means our odds to receive sponsorships are alsso minimal
To make matters worse, my next robotics competition have will be in late autumn, and what wanted to make (an animatronic for civilian use, won't get into details) requires at the very least 5K €.. Not to mention such a project would be ideally begun as soon as possible.. will take part at any costs, as I've been there once before, and it was my greatest humiliation...
But now it could be different! want to work, to develop myself, to learn more, and NOT by just sitting down and reading from a book!
My question is: What would you do if you were in my situation to continue the research and find funds for the next project? Are there any European funding opportunities or ways we could get the financial aid? Maybe not on my name, but on one of my parents'? It should be possible to do this without an association/non-profit organization. And also.. A way that is as fast as possible? wanted to start working on my animatronic by the end of June.
Staying all day and writing down sketches or making PCB schematics feels good but ONLY if also get my hands into a circuit. My stocks of everything are at an all-time-low (resistors, ICs, mosfets, etc) and no matter how much I try to learn extra theory (electronics, mechanical engineering, cad design..) feel like it's all worthless without ACTUALLY building the thing, or working on a component that will go into it!
Do correct me if I'm wrong with any of the legal facts mentioned above. That's what know about the current laws in our country.

It sounds silly when I put it into words, but super last minute my cousin offered to take me to see my favorite band in the whole world. The closest show to me was seven hours away so she offered to drive if i got her ticket which I thought was reasonable. The only issue is I don’t get paid again until after the show and I’m so scared I’m gonna spend money and not have enough for the trip there and I just guess I’m looking for advice on how to not spend for the next two weeks

Thank you guys so much. I cannot imagine what you're all suffering through, day in and day out -
I just wanted to thank you for the consideration, the speed, the concern and humanity you all showed me today(on the off-chance any of you read this sub).
I expected so very much worse of a delay, I was in and out in 4-4.5 hours. With my symptoms, that is amazing.
Thank you all so very much for everything you do and I hope enough of us are still ever-so-appreciative of everything that you do that it keeps worthwhile for you.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart <3

So i bought a license for Android vh server after years of resistance (because i had interacted with the dev years ago and he was kind of a dick) and remarkably, i nearly instantly regret it.
Iirc there was not a warning that buying the license through in app purchase would limit me to three devices - i need 6 devices. I need these usb devices on my remote client tonight, and i had already shot an email to the vh account several hours ago and hadn't heard back, i made an account for vh forums and posted asking about a refund for the android license so i can buy a license without the limits, then contacted google support for a refund, so i could just buy the license and not risk spending twice as much on a single license - and then i check back on the post i made on virtualhere website.
Access denied. My fucking account had been banned.
Couldnt get back to me about help with the software i paid money for, but found the time to ban my account within 15 minutes of its creation.

For reference I'm a 30f. The only other medication I am on is Adderall. My Psychiatrist recently prescribed Lunesta to help with moderate insomnia. I took doxylamine every night for about 5 years and then the last 2 years tried to fall asleep using CBN. With both doxylamine and CBN, they both stopped working. Psychiatrist had put me on hydroxyzine which worked great for about 2 months until i started having to take 8 a night and MAYBE it would work. So then she suggested Lunesta about 2 weeks ago and I've had pretty good results so far. She started me at 1mg and the first night it worked like a charm. However after that, nothing.. So I started having to take 2 of the 1mg (she prescribed a few to see how I liked it) taking 2 of the 1mg knocked me out eventually but it took about 3 hours to work and it still didn't really keep me asleep.
I told my doc I wanted to continue trying it but asked her to prescribe the 2mg and she did. Here's where things got weird. One of the 2mg pills knocks me the hell out. As in I've been on it for 2 days and within 30 mins of taking it I'm nodding off... and also sleeping for 14 hours. This didn't happen when I took 2 of the 1mg so that's why I can't believe the huge difference. I obviously don't want to sleep 14 hours a day cause I ended up missing work today and that can't happen. I thought about splitting the 2mg in half but that would be 1mg and that didn't work for me. But do you think it would be different since apparently this 2mg pill is working like magic? It's so weird. It's almost like a different medication. Or I could try splitting the 2mg into a 1mg and splitting another 2mg to make .5 so I could try 1.5?
Im just wondering if anyone has heard of something like this happening with medication. I LOVE how the 2mg knocks me out. But why didn't taking 2 of the 1mg do the same thing? It doesn't make sense because it's the same amount of the drug. Is this normal and if so opinions on why it might have happened? Super curious. Thanks!