When I first watched Heathers: The Musical, believe it or not, I fucking hated Heather Duke. My favourite character back then was Heather Chandler, because she’s a mythic bitch. Then, I realised I hated Heather Duke because she was too much like me.
But that’s not the point. My point is, Heather Duke is considered by many to be an extremely hatable character. The purpose of this essay is not to convince you to like Heather Duke more; it is just to defend some of her actions, as stated in the title. Though many of Heather Duke’s actions were inexcusable, she is ultimately one of Heather Chandler’s victims; an example of the victim becoming the bully. Most of this essay is written with the Off-Broadway production in mind, as well as the movie.

Heather Duke has a personality

Let’s start from the very beginning. While it is true that we have about 2 hours of musical content and 1 hour and 44 minutes of movie content to go off of, as well as deleted scripts, much can be gathered regarding Heather Duke’s personality.
Veronica describes Duke as having ‘no discernible personality, but her mom did pay for implants’. It is proven further on in the musical that yes, Duke does have a personality; a personality is defined by the Oxford dictionary as the combination of characteristics or qualities that form an individual's distinctive character. Duke is far from having no discernible personality; hell, you could even argue that Duke is the most in-depth character in Heathers.
The most prominent example of this is Duke’s interaction with JD before ‘Kindergarten Boyfriend’, Duke immediately knowing that “I now know thee, thou clear spirit” is from Moby Dick, and that’s not even the whole quote. Duke is shown to be an avid reader in the movie as well; reading Moby Dick even while playing croquet and in early drafts of the script, referencing The Catcher in the Rye (“Yeah, you know Holden Caulfield in The Catcher in the Rye wouldn’t put up with their bogus nonsense.”).
I read The Catcher in the Rye recently, and it’s a coming-of-age novel from an unreliable narrator perspective. The main character, Holden Caulfield, has a very warped worldview, classifying people as ‘phonies’, smoking and drinking while underage, his most notable trait being his red hunting cap; a physical manifestation of his different thinking and uniqueness from others. I interpret Duke liking this novel as her relating heavily with its themes of angst and alienation, often picturing herself as being alienated from the Heathers; with Chandler shown to treat McNamara better than her, and even treats Veronica better than her (to an extent). And as another Reddit user mentioned, curiosity is a sign of intelligence; her willingness to seek new information such as books makes her an extremely intelligent character (even managing to find a quote from a book with 135 chapters immediately).
I almost forgot to add how Duke runs the yearbook; and running a yearbook committee requires qualities such as good leadership abilities, good teamwork skills as well as a high level of creativity. High schools do not just let random people run their yearbook committees; unless Duke bribed the faculty to give her the position or intimidated the student body into electing her as yearbook committee head. In the movie, there’s a scene that Dennis, Peter and a random girl are discussing the yearbook regarding Chandler’s suicide, and the fact that Duke is allowing it to be included in the yearbook (as the head, despite not being in the scene itself) shows that not only is she a somewhat competent head, she also knows what’s best for the yearbook and what isn’t.
Duke comes up with many snarky remarks throughout the musical, some taken directly from the movie version of Chandler (“What? It’ll give her shower nozzle masturbation material for weeks!”) which implies how she models her behaviour after her though she does come up with her fair share of snarky remarks herself (“We all didn’t kiss on the kickball field!”, “Here comes the cootie squad! We should-“, et cetera).
Duke is insecure, described in the Off-Broadway script as being ‘the whipped beta dog of the three Heathers. Deeply insecure.’ A good example to show her insecurity is in the OOBC bootleg of ‘Beautiful’ on YouTube (Alice Lee is an amazing Heather Duke), when she tells Veronica “Of course, you could stand to lose a few pounds.” she grips her stomach area, heaving deeply as if she’s disgusted by herself, reflecting her insecurities on Veronica, but regains her composure quickly. Another Reddit user pointed out how Duke seems to adjust the bottom of her blazer after being placed in a situation out of her control; and control is a very important aspect of her character, which I will also be going into when talking about her eating disorder. After Duke gets SA’d by Ram in ‘Big Fun’ and suspended by Mrs. Fleming after ‘Lifeboat’, she readjusts the bottom of her blazer, and I do think this is symbolic; reminding her that after everything, the one thing she has control over is her body and her weight, which is why she specifically readjusts the area of her blazer covering her stomach.
Lastly, Duke is the only character in canon confirmed to have a disorder; bulimia nervosa. While some of you may argue that “JD has antisocial personality disordePTSD!” or “Veronica is depressed!” they are not confirmed. The diagnostic criterion for bulimia nervosa in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, 5th Edition (DSM-V) are:

• Recurrent episodes of binge eating
• Recurrent inappropriate compensatory behaviors in order to prevent weight gain (like purging)
• The binge eating and inappropriate compensatory behaviour both occur on average at least once a week for 3 months
• Self-evaluation is unduly influenced by body shape and weight
• Disturbances do not occur during episodes of anorexia nervosa

While Duke’s bulimia is mentioned only once throughout the whole musical in ‘Beautiful’, and twice in the movie where it is shown that she started to make an attempt to normally after Chandler’s death (no, you can’t recover from bulimia instantly), it shows a lot about her character. The act of binge eating itself has a sense of lack of control, as stated in the DSM-V. It goes so far that during binges, individuals tend to eat foods they would otherwise avoid; continuing until they are uncomfortably full. The DSM-V states that experiencing multiple stressful life events can precipitate onset of bulimia, and bulimics tend to be ashamed of their eating problems, which can be triggered through multiple factors like interpersonal stressors, negative feelings related to body weight and body shape, boredom, et cetera.
Why am I telling you all this? Because Duke’s bulimia is a product of her insecurity. Heather Duke hates the way she looks; if she didn’t, her mom wouldn’t have paid for implants. Also, the minimum age to get breast implants in the USA is 18; implying that Duke’s mother and Duke got it through illegal means. Heather Duke mafia arc?! Bulimia is also seen by bulimics to be a way to maintain control over their own body. They believe that even if they can’t control anything else around them, they still have complete control over their own body; which is what leads to the development of an eating disorder. Duke wants control; shown by her jealousy of Chandler as well as her taking initiative to obtain the red scrunchie in the musical after Chandler’s death. When Duke doesn’t have control, she uses unhealthy coping mechanisms like her bulimia and phrases to reassure herself (like when JD blackmails her, she says “Nobody cares about the past. Nobody cares about Martha Dumptruck.” and it has a vengeful, angsty intonation to it; as if she’s saying it to reassure herself, perhaps?).
In conclusion, Heather Duke has a personality. She is highly intelligent, snarky, insecure, aching for control over her own life and the lives of others’. Which leads me to my next point.

Heather Chandler’s abuse

Many people speculate that Chandler is an asshole to Duke because she knows that Duke will go batshit crazy on McNamara if Duke gets the power (like she did after ‘Lifeboat’) and hence keeps Duke on a tight leash. In actuality, she does not just keep Duke on a tight leash. She abuses Duke, both physically and mentally. Chandler’s physical assault is shown in ‘Candy Store’, before her riff where Duke wails vocal ad-lib and Chandler fucking pushes her. It has come to the point where people don’t compare how good each individual Chandler’s riff is, rather, people compare how far each individual Duke gets pushed. Under no circumstances should you ever push someone to the ground, let alone your friend or someone who is part of your clique. That’s called bullying.
And if I could list every single instance that Chandler mentally/verbally abuses Duke, I’d be here all day. Which I already am. Some examples include:

• “Grow up, Heather. Bulimia is so ‘87.” Not only does Chandler not show a conscious effort to help Duke recover from her eating disorder, she mocks it, ridiculing Duke for being immature (as implied by Chandler’s words) in front of McNamara. Also, fun fact, excessive purging can lead to death. Either Chandler is extremely indifferent and couldn’t give 2 shits if Duke died or is ignorant of what bulimia is. In which case she is still an extremely shitty friend for not trying to help Duke.
• Chandler tells Duke to shut up a total of 4 times in the musical (first time in ‘Beautiful’, “How about prescriptions?” “Shut up, Heather!” second time before ‘Candy Store’, “What? It’ll give her shower nozzle masturbation material for weeks!” “Shut up, Heather!” third time during ‘Candy Store’ before the riff, “Woah! Honey, what you waiting for-“ “Shut up, Heather!” and last time during ‘Big Fun’, “Here comes the cootie squad! We should-“ “Shut up, Heather!”). And Chandler is alive for a grand total of 42 minutes. Notice that every time Chandler tells her to shut up, Duke always replies with a meek “Sorry, Heather…” (except for during ‘Candy Store’ because Duke’s on the floor but there’s a recording of Jessica Keenan Wynn, Elle McLemore and Kristolyn Lloyd performing the song at a Barnes and Noble where after Jessica as Chandler tells Kristolyn as Duke to shut up, she replies with a hasty “Sorry, Heather!”) which shows how Chandler has basically beaten this poor girl down into submission, silencing her and giving her no right to speak or even have an opinion. Which brings me on to my next instance.
• “You’ll need something to write on. Heather, bend over.” Chandler literally makes Veronica use Duke as a table. In the movie, there is literally a table right behind them; and in a deleted script, both McNamara and Duke bend over, and Chandler makes Duke go back down. The fact that in both the movie and the musical, Duke does it with zero protesting shows that she was acclimatised to her position as Chandler’s metaphorical (and literal) punching bag.
• “I am talking to my friend.” This is in the West End production, where Chandler directly addresses Duke after she says “You were totally throwing your panties at him!” to Veronica. Even within the Heathers, there’s a hierarchy at play; Chandler’s tone of voice is extremely condescending, addressing her as if she’s a dog or an insolent, disobedient kid. Which Duke immediately ‘steps back in line’ and responds with a “Sorry, Heather…”
• During ‘Big Fun’, after Veronica saves Duke’s ass (both metaphorically and literally) from Ram, Duke approaches Chandler who throws her hands up and gives her a patronising look. Even after being sexually harassed by Ram, and even after calling out (“Quit it jackass, get off of me!”), Chandler refuses to offer Duke help; leading to her responding to Veronica’s offers of help with spite and anger from being thrown aside by Chandler (“I didn’t need your help.”).
• “Heather Duke was such a sad little poser. Veronica, tell her to stop touching my stuff.” While this is arguable because this is Chandler’s ghost and it’s implied that Chandler’s ghost is a manifestation of Veronica’s guilt, it shows that even Veronica would subconsciously know that Chandler would say this about Duke. Chandler’s treatment of Duke is so bad to the point of Veronica knowing exactly what Chandler would say about Duke in that situation.

This is way too much for a 17 year old to handle. When Chandler says “Grow up, Heather. Bulimia is so ‘87.”, it’s also implying that they knew each other since/before 1987. Which is even more fucked up considering Duke has been constantly taking abuse from Chandler for 2 years or more. The worst part is, if Duke wants to remain a Heather, she can’t do anything. And she’s not allowed to do anything. Or she’d become an ex-somebody, and we all knew the consequences of that in the actual musical. After 2 years (or more) of suffering, what do you think Duke would do? It’s human instinct to feel like shit if you were abused like this. And instead of getting swallowed up by her pain like McNamara did, what did Duke do? Lash out at others. But before I go into that, I’ll go into a small sub-section.

Heather McNamara’s ignorance

Heather McNamara is not an innocent cinnamon roll. She is equally as bad as every other Heather; just that she is redeemable. As Janis Ian/Sarkisian once said, “There are two kinds of evil people in this world. Those who do evil stuff and those who see evil stuff being done and don't try to stop it.” And it is safe to say that McNamara falls under both categories.
She doesn’t try to stop Duke or protect Veronica when Duke spreads the rumor that Veronica had a threesome with Kurt and Ram; instead, she actively encourages it! In Blue (Reprise), she sings “I hope she rinsed it!” and actively joins in the singing in the West End production’s ‘Never Shut Up Again’.
Heather McNamara is a follower. She’s a lot like someone I know; she follows what the most influential person wants, and goes with it. After Chandler died, it was Duke. And before Chandler died… you guessed it!
You may argue that McNamara told Duke “Maybe you should see a doctor, Heather.” but that is kind of a given…? Someone with bulimia, as stated earlier, would not be open about their eating disorder at all. That is extremely shitty advice to give someone. She could’ve agreed with Duke, could’ve stood up for her or at least tried to interact with her or help her up when she was pushed down; but she didn’t (I think in the West End production she did? I’m not sure either; it looked more as if she was pushing Duke into place which is an even more asshole move to do). Naturally, Duke would associate McNamara as one of the people who wronged her, as well as Chandler. And when McNamara poured her heart out to TV cameras during ‘Lifeboat’… well…

Justifying Heather Duke’s actions

…Heather Duke was not having it. Many people take notice of the “And every morning on the bus I feel my heart beating louder and faster and I’m like ‘Jesus, I’m on the freaking bus again because all my rides to school are dead…’” and then they look at Duke’s line in ‘Candy Store’ (“And get in my Jeep!”) which could be interpreted many different ways. And I like to think that Duke walks to school because bulimics tend to overexercise in order to lose weight (especially considering Heathers occured in a relatively short time frame), but as I said, it could be interpreted many different ways. Bulimics typically have to go through cognitive behavioural therapy (or they can just… recover from their own, but it takes time) but that’s not the point. My point is, Duke didn’t necessarily refuse to pick McNamara up. It’s just a theory. A musical theory.
After ‘Lifeboat’, where McNamara is stuck in a trance-like state, Duke rushes towards her, confronting her. And here’s where everyone forgets that the TV cameras are still recording; why would Duke yell at someone who is suicidal on TV cameras? She wants control. She craves positive attention. The last thing that Duke would do would be to make herself seem like an asshole on national television. The whole sequence seemed as if it was out of rage and pent-up anger more than anything; it was almost immediate after ‘Lifeboat’ ended. Her tone was not dissimilar to Chandler’s before ‘Dead Girl Walking’; both extremely indignant. And here’s where some people also forget that ‘Shine a Light (Reprise)’ happened in McNamara’s head and Duke didn’t actually tell her to go kill herself. I interpret ‘Shine a Light (Reprise)’ not just as McNamara imagining Duke telling her to kill herself, but subconsciously encouraging herself to kill herself. Why would Duke use Mrs. Fleming’s song? In essence; Duke lashed out at McNamara in rage. It seemed more of an outburst rather than a premeditated action.
Sure, I can’t justify Duke spreading the rumor about Veronica having a threesome. I admit that Duke is an asshole for doing that. Which is why I like her. What I can somewhat justify is Duke usurping Chandler’s position as head bitch.
Duke had always been in Chandler’s shadow; and in this case, always been beaten up by Chandler. Naturally, what she’d want to do is issue a final “fuck you” to Chandler by firstly, usurping her position, her red scrunchie, raiding her locker, and blowing her boyfriend (I believe that’s in a deleted part of the movie script where she blows David. But people with EDs typically don’t participate in sexual activities because of their body image issues). Duke wanted to take what Chandler didn’t give her, and she wanted to make others feel how Chandler made her feel. Her actions were out of vengeance and rage.
After ‘Kindergarten Boyfriend’, Duke attempts to get Veronica and McNamara to sign the petition, and when Veronica tells her that “We were avoiding you.”, Duke lets out a gasp of bewildered betrayal. This implies that Duke didn’t understand the consequences of her actions (which again, I can imply that Chandler did it to her so many times that she thinks it’s okay) which is so fucking sad. Which also further leads me to believe that Duke lashed out at McNamara out of rage.

Conclusion

The saddest thing about Heather Duke is that in the Off-Broadway production, she does not achieve a happy ending. She is the only living character in the musical to not have a happy ending (JD reunited with his mom in heaven, Veronica, Martha and McNamara reconcile, the school as a whole reconciled) and instead goes back to being a nobody. She joins a random group and sings with them, showing how it’s so tragic that she didn’t even get to keep what she wanted for so long. Though, in the West End production, she reunites with McNamara and Veronica. But I don’t really like that ending because after what Duke did, I wouldn’t see McNamara and Veronica forgiving her, especially since Duke said that Martha was “Just another geek trying to imitate the popular kids and failing miserably.”
Heather Duke’s actions can’t be fully excused, but she isn’t inherently bad; I believe that her actions were mostly out of vengeance. And that is so relatable. What the fuck.
I like to think that after the events of Heathers, Heather Duke and Heather McNamara went to therapy together, explaining their actions and pushing past their past grievances and turning their trauma bond into a true friendship. But again, it never happened. Unless I write a fanfic about it.
If you’re reading this, thank you for coming to my TedTalk. And I’m so happy you managed to read through my Heather Duke essay. She just like me fr

“God said to Abraham, "Kill me a son"
Abe say, "Man, you must be puttin' me on"
God say, "No, " Abe say, "What?"
God say, "You can do what you want Abe, but
Next time you see me comin', you better run"
Abe said, "Where do you want this killin' done?"
God said, "Out on Highway 61"
The radio, a martyr’s relic from a bygone era, sounded half as faded as I was.
I reeked of vodka and middy weed. I didn’t care. This lonely stretch of highway belonged to no one as far as I was concerned, and you gambled taking the curves in the dark.
It was your fault if you choose to gamble with me. Least, that’s the way I saw it.
Texas felt so far away.
“Well, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene
He goes to the reservation, drinks and gets mean
And he's gonna start a war
He's gonna start a warrrrrr
And he hops in his pickup
Puts his pedal to the floor
And says, "I got mine
But I want more"
Because Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene
He goes to the reservation, drinks and gets mean
He goes to the desert, fires his rifle in the sky
And says, "God, if I have to die, you will have to die"
I hacked up what felt like part of a lung. My hand was stained, the oxidized rust of old blood mixed with a fresh coat of red, a fresco that highlighted a life poorly lived.
Wait.
What happened to Bob Dylan?
Or was it Johnny Cash?
Wasn’t I just listening…
Gaps in time. I prayed I hadn’t taken the ketamine.
That was for later.
If you want proof time is just a strongly worded opinion, just slip into a k-hole.
That was for later.
My eyelids felt heavy.
There were no stars.
Endless pines, only shadowy outlines in the dark, still cover for the night’s starving predators, were all I could make out.
I just guessed at where the road kinked and turned and straightened.
I was playing a game with God, and I wanted to lose.
I wanted us all to lose.
“Dance, Dance to the radio
While the, Devil takes control,
Dance, Dance to the radio,
While the, Devil takes control…”
The warm hug of oblivion, a feeling like endless cookies and Saturday morning cartoons, began slipping its infinite arms around me.
Come and See, and I saw.
It was still the witching hour when I woke with a startled gasp. I could feel the claws of need, withdrawal, dragging up my arms, burrowing into my skin, making the back of my eyeballs vibrate.
Every day the need grew stronger, and every day, I killed off a little bit more of me.
One is too many, and a thousand is never enough.
I was in a ditch.
This wasn’t new or news. I tended to wake up in a lot of ditches. Beats Motel 6. Fewer roaches and you could smoke in every room.
My truck wouldn’t start.
Not even the wheezing gasps of a machine trying to cling to artificial life. Just a click and utter silence.
The battery couldn’t be dead. I checked my watch.
5:55 A.M.
I figured I’d tried to hit the eternal snooze button around 3 A.M. It had only been a few hours. Battery should be fine.
A cursory inspection showed no external damage. No blown tires, no misbegotten wires or missing spark plugs. Hell, it seemed like I’d just slowly cruised into this dark little corner of the universe.
It was as though the truck just gave up the ghost and said, "I’m done." The thirsty horse dropping to the ground in an endless desert, done with the death march.
I bear crawled up the small ravine and onto the highway.
A generous term for a lonely road in whatever the Hell backwater burg America had shit out here.
All I could see were outlines in the dark.
Fitting, I thought.
And then an explosion stole my vision.
Let there be light.
And there was.
And it was good.
Especially good.
Because it was a bar.
A ramshackle of a spot, dive joint meets biker meth hangout, from the looks of it, and it was just powering up.
Shit, if you couldn’t drink on Sunday morning, were we really free? Were we really God’s children at all?
I started ambling toward the light, my eyes adjusting to the deep gloom.
“The Man from Capernaum.”
Hell of a name for a spot in the middle of BFE.
Hell of a name.
Hell.
Hell, I needed a drink.
My watch read 6 a.m. but it was 5 o’clock somewhere, and this place had electricity buzzing it had to pay for and didn’t much strike me as the sort of establishment that probably saw the law as anything more than a nuisance.
I sauntered up to the door, my black boots clicking loudly against the rotten wooden porch.
Into the lion’s den we go.
Unsurprisingly, it was empty as a church on Friday night. Why kill the Son if you can’t have the sin, after all?
But it was unlocked and music was softly crooning from somewhere.
“As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that Good Ol’ Way
And who shall wear the robe and crown
Good Lord, show me the way”
Fantastic. No bartender and proselyting in a shit joint. That’s just what my migraine and itchy skin called for.
I considered hopping the bar and grabbing a bottle of Jack Daniel’s, but this struck me as a place where your head might become acquainted with a shotgun right quick and nobody would kick up much fuss.
I was going out, a lamb among wolves, but on my terms. I’d had enough violence. I wanted to feel the void swallow me whole, not feel a hole swallow my head.
Plopping down on an empty stool, I risked lighting up a smoke. Certainly they wouldn’t get bent out of shape over a cowboy killer or two.
And shit, who was there to kick up dirt anyway? A ghost town without the spirits, save the ones just behind the bar and out of reach.
The tantalizing fruit in the garden.
God, I need a cold one, now.
“Till armageddon no shalam, no shalom
Then the Father Hen will call His chickens home
The wise man will bow down before the throne
And at His feet they'll cast their golden crowns
When The Man comes around”
The hairs on my arm stood up.
That wasn’t the gentle croon of some A.M. gospel channel. That was someone singin’ in the bar.
In the furthest stool at the left end of the bar, a wild looking man sat, intermittently taking greedy gulps of amber beer and singing loudly, his other arm flailing frenetically as though conducting an unseen orchestra.
Ah, good, a ninja crackhead. That’s just what I need.
He looked over at me and I leapt from my chair and damn near outta my boots.
Ancient as the hills, this man looked like he’d just come down the mountain from communing with the darkness itself.
God damn.
A wild, grey, patchy beard splayed out in every direction, as though the hair itself was trying to escape the vessel that grew it.
The crown of his head was bald but the rest was shaggy white hair, matted in some places, errantly sticking up in others, as though it couldn’t choose between electrocution and submission.
He wore what looked like a white robe, but it was stained with all manner of mess. Copper, brown, yellow, black. Blood, shit, piss, and Heaven only knows what. A fetid robe of many colors.
Tattered, rudimentary sandals held in dirty feet with long, yellowed toenails.
The man reeked worse than sulfur. Worse than death. It was like the pungent stank of the human stain clung to him with reckless abandon.
He was chubby and withered and maddened.
But none of that held a penny to his eyes.
Orbs of the purest white, ringed with seared, blackened flesh around the edges.
Nothing but endless, empty white that somehow felt like it saw nothing but what we all couldn’t see. Nothing of this world but everything we hide in it. Our lies, the horrors behind the masks, what we do in the dark, this tattered, horrible amalgam we have the audacity to still call “a soul.”
Fuck this.
I went to run but found I had no will to do so.
My boots had become one with the earth, like the leather was finally gonna join the cattle that had to die for me to feel like a man.
A crash of thunder stole my hearing, a tiny whirlwind began lifting and smashing bottles from behind the bar.
The seals of the bottles came open, spraying spirits everywhere.
The bar was alight with white fire and a light blasted through the bar that would embarrass the Sun.
Then all was silent and still.
“Nice hooves,” the man said in a velvety baritone.
I looked down at my black boots and back up at him.
There is probably a drug cocktail somewhere in existence where, if mixed properly and taken with utter scientific precision, probably unlocks the gates to Heaven in the human consciousness.
I think I might have found the one’s that unlocked Hell’s.
The man wore a wide, warm grin. Authentic and inviting, the jovial visage of every TV grandfather. Creature comfort. He no longer looked like a raving maniac.
Far from it.
The man was now young, maybe late 20’s.
Golden, feathered locks elegantly curved just behind his ears.
A black cardigan, dark jeans, and new Grecian sandals graced a well-kept temple, a body of with seemingly perfect porcelain skin.
Sapphire blue eyes, pools of painful beauty, the kind that feels like a knife twisting your gut, looked at me with compassion.
I could smell lilac and some spice that seemed reminiscent of a world long gone by but made me what want to curl up with a blanket and read a good book by the fire wafted my way.
A single, marred tattoo of a small cross ran down the index finger of his left hand.
The man sat down and said, “why don’t you and them hooves join me, Pappy?”
I go by a lot of names to keep myself safe in this shithole world, but I hadn’t gone by my real name since I beat a kid black and blue in elementary school for mocking me for it and my daddy had told me he was proud of me. Put a cigarette out on the back of my neck later that same night after a few too many for causing trouble.
The duality of man or whatever the Hell the academics prattle on about, I guess.
“They’re boots,” I snarled, playing at bravery, bluffing like I did every day of this wasted life, hopin’ it might but him back on his heels.
I didn’t know if I was messing with some damned creature not of this world or was just higher than a kite and seeing nonsense. While the latter seemed far more likely, I wanted to prepare for the former.
“Sure,” he said kindly, “sure.”
I sat down on the tattered stool.
“Where’s the bartender? And how the Hell do you know my name?”
“Calm down, son. You look like you could use a drink of the old blood. Sure beats those poisons you keep sticking in that body we gave ya.”
A wine glass appeared before each of us, filled to the brim. The man, or whatever it was, sipped away, humming some forgotten hymnal.
“I ain’t much of a vino fan. Got any Irish whisky?”
He lifted his glass as though to toast me and said “Sure. And you certainly will need that later. For now, the grapes of wrath, as it were.” A soft chuckle left his lips.
I sipped the wine. No sense bucking the bull when you don’t know how big or angry it really is.
It tasted like nothing I had ever had before. An indescribable, wicked deliciousness.
It warmed me up and filled me with light and hope and covered up all the dark holes that had punched through me by others.
Even plugged the ones I’d punched myself.
“We?”
The man took a small sip. “Sorry?”
“You said ‘the body *we* gave ya. *We*.”
It was only then I noticed he was crying.
There were no sobs, no audible gasps, no tremors or shakes, just slow, steady tears of blood dripping from those perfect blue orbs.
“Name’s Arah. I’m an Angel.”
Arah downed the goblet of wine, flecks of his bloody tears caking the glass’s rim.
“Behold, I send an angel before you to guard you on the way and to bring you to the place that I have prepared.”
This obvious machination of my drug addled brain chuckled louder this time, a slight slur and anger tinging his words.
“I’m even less for all that religious babble than I am for wine. Though this shit’s pretty damn good, I gotta admit.”
“LIAR!” Arah screamed, shaking the whole bar. His eyes were wide and obsidian and his chest heaved heavily.
“Liar.” This, a quiet whisper.
“You spent your whole life in church.
You soaked up every hopeful word, every promise of redemption and fixing, and the truth of that still rattles around inside you.
You can stick all the needles you want into that arm so you can lie to yourself and take away the pain you were meant to bear, but you can’t lie to me. We see everything, for we are many.”
Arah refreshed his glass with a small flourish of his hand before downing it again, his disposition getting slightly wobblier.
“DRINK!” he screamed, and when the world stopped shaking and those eyes turned blue again, I sure as shit started pounding the fermented fruit.
Ain't the time to be picky.
“You aren’t having a bad trip. I'm having a bad trip.”
The endless tears of blood fell quicker, like a swift red river coursing from a deep blue waterfall.
Small pools of it began forming of the bar. A slight acrid smell was on the air, barely noticeable behind all the wonderful aromas.
I felt warm and real and firm. I felt human again. My glass had been refilled and I downed another.
Okay, so I was getting wasted with an angel. Admittedly a first, even for my winding and warped road, but getting blitzed on Jesus Juice sure beat pissing off some emotionally unhinged cherub motherfucker.
“I can’t find Him. I can never find Him.”
Slight groans left Arah’s lips and he gulped down another glass.
With a minor twitch, the glass flew and smashed against the wall.
A nanosecond, if even, after the sound of shattering, it reappeared anew, full of the deep blood wine, before him, and he slurped it down his gullet.
I was trying to keep pace with him.
Shit I could drink a fifth of whisky and make it home alive but something in this good good had me slippin’. A part of me knew I should be petrified to ask, but the rest of me was too faded to care.
“Find who? What brings you here, cryin’ tears in yer beers?”
Now I was the one slurring.
“Take them.”
I looked down at the bar.
A belt. A syringe full of something brown and beautiful.
All the gear.
And six shots of what I prayed was Jameson.
“But where sin increased, grace abounded all the more.”
Arah was slurring hard now, slowly spinning in his chair, laughing and crying.
“Have a taste. At least there’ still manna.”
I shot the whole thing and downed that beautiful Irish whisky. Warmth and light filled me up and stole me away from this putrid rock.
Somehow, as wrecked as I was, I felt I could see Arah all the clearer, like the Sun pushing out the remnants of a storm. His hands looked withered, and those blue eyes looked heavy and tired.
“I miss Him. God. Father.”
I began to mumble some apocryphal question, but a raised hand silenced me.
“We’re taking communion here, son, an act of contrition, of grief, celebration and loss. I’m not giving about to give you a seminar on the finer points of how you all bungled what we gave you and called it ‘religion.’ Just shut the fuck up and drink.”
We downed a glass of wine in unison, a broken human and clearly a broken angel, performing a ritual at the alter we were left with.
“You wanna know why I’m here drinkin’? I know you do. I can hear it rattling around in that little rat brain of yours, gnawing, gnawing, gnawing.
Well, here’s why. GOD LEFT.
You remember your Bible.
Like a schizophrenic mother when the voices just crept too far in, he drowned all his children in the bathtub. He felt regret.
You apes can’t come to terms with the fact that it isn’t cognitive dissonance to be perfect and make mistakes. Your binaries and absolutes are the pathetic crutches you rest on, the prisons you build for yourselves. You think you live in the grey but you don’t. You are the simple minded mistake of something far greater than you could possibly fathom.
Hell ain't nothin' but a door locked from the inside.
He was right to drown all of you, ya know.
You’re an abortion that didn’t take.
You’re the science experiment gone wrong.
You’re the motherfucking poisonous residue left over when the manufacturing process goes the slightest bit awry.
He TRIED. He gave you EVERYTHING. And you chased him away.
He wanted to put you all down. Wipe the slate clean. Shoot the wolf with the broken leg caught in the trap. Mercy. But He had made those fuckin’ rainbows, and He kept his word.
You all sit and pout and scream and gnaw and gnash and blow each other up. Always the same shit in this horrible flat circle.
"My god is real, your god is fake! "
You never once consider you’re all talking about the same damn thing, and more to the point, you're spend your entire lives debating His existence. What a catastrophic waste to be so far from the mark.
Is He real? Is He a fairy tale?
Is there a big bearded man with a sword in the sky or is it just what some primitive apes told themselves to explain the lights in the night sky, a mechanism of control and purpose in an entropic and meaningless world?”
I felt frozen listening to Arah rant.
Somewhere, between the distant sound of brutal words, I heard that radio kick on.
“The Third Planet is sure that they’re being watched
By an Eye in the Sky that can’t be stopped
And when you get to the Promised Land
You’re gonna shake the Eye’s hand”
“You won’t.”
Arah spoke quietly and sipped and audibly sobbed.
“I…I won’t what?”
“Shake his hand. He’s GONE.
You all fight with words and books and swords and shells and atoms about whether he exists. It’s your relentless, simpleminded addiction to dichotomy. It would be so boring if it wasn’t so sickening.
You think He exists, and if He does, He is here and He loves you and hears your stupid little prayers about football and bone cancer and bank accounts and AIDS.
And if He doesn’t exist, well, it’s just a bunch of conmen working over some fools with a fairy tale.
Any of you shitbirds ever consider He exists and LOATHES you? That he cut the cord to that existential phone line and ain’t nobody on the other side of that line anymore?
You live in an infinite universe that is forever exploding and expanding. He exists outside of even that.
You think you’re special? You’re one tiny experiment among so fucking many, I couldn’t make the smartest mathematician in the history of this planet understand how infinitesimally numerically irrelevant you are.
The question isn’t, is God real or is it all a hoax, a self-delusion?
The salient question, Pappy, is whether He’s here. And He ain’t.
He kept his word and let you all live and fester and replicate and mutate like the virus you are. The fruit that ate itself.
But daddy split. Went out for smokes and He ain’t never coming back. Moved onto a new family. Just like He's done again and again and again. And I'm guessing will keep doing 'till He decides He got it right. Ain’t been here for a long time. Long, long time.”
6 glasses of wine appeared before Arah and he downed them all with lightning speed, spewing blood, sobbing and gasping and drinking.
His hair greyed and whitened and fell to the floor.
His nails began to decay and yellow.
The smell of shit and piss and bile crept up and began to make me nauseous.
“And you know who got really fucked? US. The angels.
God gave us instructions and we followed it. We knew what we had and we didn’t deviate. We did our duty. And He left us behind, too.”
Arah’s clothes began to whiten and dirty.
The enrapturing blue of his eyes began to fade, growing paler and lifeless. A wild, twisted beard and belly began to sprout.
“Then it goes and takes along with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there; and the last state of that man becomes worse than the first. That is the way it will also be with this evil generation."
Arah began shrieking.
"Fucking humans.
I AM AN ANGEL OF THE LORD YOUR GOD, AND I AM BOUND FOREVER TO THIS SHITHOLE OF A ROCK, ENDLESSLY SEARCHING THE COSMOS FOR A FATHER I CAN NEVER FIND, TRAPPED IN A PRISON I CAN NEVER LEAVE, FOR A CRIME I DIDN’T COMMIT.
YOU ALL DID THIS.
YOU ALL DID THIS.
YOU DID THIS.”
Arah leapt up and grabbed me by the throat, lifting me on high.
Fire scorched his eyes, leaving empty pale pools singed to a blackened crisp at the edges.
The wild, infested thing I’d seen before held me as though I weighed less than the judgment feather.
He was sobbing.
“I…I just did what I was told.
Do you know what Hell is? There’s no fucking lake of fire or torture rack with goats.
It’s this.
An endless existence having tasted God’s grace and love and then forever being separated from it, eternally searching for that one drug you know you can never find.
'Abashed the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely: and pined his loss.'
This, this place, is Hell.”
All the opium in the world couldn’t save me from the stark terror of this celestial’s tortured judgment.
I was quaking and pissed myself.
“Now I got ya shakin’ in your boots. Nice hooves.”
He threw me and I slammed against the wall and I felt every ounce of wine and heroin and whisky spill out of my body and onto the floor.
In that moment, I felt the unmitigated suffering of absolute sobriety, and I’ve been sober every moment since.
This wild, unfettered thing inched closer to me.
It was only then I noticed the tattoo on his finger more closely. It was…clearer to me now. Everything was. That little cross on his finger was upside down as it faced me.
“What does your name mean, Arah? What did you do that made God leave all his angels behind?”
Arah opened his mouth and two snakes, one a viper, the other a colorful coral, slid out of his mouth and began encircling his head and neck, never striking, never squeezing, simply coiling infinitely.
“YOU FUCKING APES. I’LL RIP THE SOUL OUT OF EACH OF YOU AND EAT IT FOR LIFE ETERNAL.”
Arah, this manifestation of man’s worst nightmare, leapt at me, blood spewing, snakes dancing, the bar shaking and burning and reeking.
Alas, Babylon, for me.
Inches from me Arah froze, held still by some unseen force, his mouth snarling words that only came out as unintelligible, wet squelches.
A voice from the bar’s door whispered a single word.
“World.
In the first tongue, 'Arah' meant ‘World.’
At the door stood an older black woman with the kindest eyes I’d ever seen.
She wore a bracelet of thorns and a dress made of every flower my mind could conceive.
Golden eyes flecked with amber looked at me lovingly.
She quietly sauntered up to Arah and shook her head wistfully, a disapproving but loving mother wishing her child would just behave.
“You would do well to accept your place here, Arah. The Father may be gone, but this is where you and your lot stay. It was not man’s fall that bound you here.
Tell him what you did...Angel.”
Arah fell suddenly to the barroom floor, all the strength clearly sucked out of him.
“I..I did what I was told. I followed the orders I was given. It was for Him, Uriel.”
Uriel tutted her tongue as though an impudent child had told her a silly, obvious fib.
“You can lie to yourself all you want, Arah, but you cannot lie to me.
You, who whispered endlessly to Herod.
You, who dwelt in Caligula.
You, who served Qin Shi Huang.
You, who sought refuge in Robespierre .
You, who possessed Mengele.
‘And the angels who did not keep their positions of authority but abandoned their proper dwelling—these he has kept in darkness, bound with everlasting chains for judgment on the great Day.”
Uriel helped me to my feet, brushed me off, and lightly put her hand on her cheek. It was the only moment in my life I knew what the word “home” meant.
“And you won’t lie to Man, either.
You remember the deal you begged for, Arah? Let remind you:
'They began to entreat Him, saying, “If You are going to cast us out, send us into the herd of swine.'
You had the gall to call his creation, however staggeringly imperfect, swine.
You got what you asked for, then.
And you will have it for all time.
Get behind me.”
Uriel picked me up as though I were a mere baby and carried me to my truck. She laid me gently in the passenger side and started the engine.
The radio kicked on.
“I’m a rolling stone
All alone and lost
For a life of sin
I have paid the cost
Take my advice
Or you’ll curse the day
You started rollin’ down
That Lost Highway”
As she pulled away, I looked back at The Man from Capernaum one last time.
It was consumed in fire and the squeals of pigs shrieking carried through the cool night air.
“Do not pity him.
‘You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons.’
God may have left this world but let the Demon burn.”

The Silent Cry for Help behind the Model Race: A Look at Domestic Violence Against Asian Women in the United States after The Pandemic
How many times does it take for Asian-American women who are victims of domestic abuse to save themselves from structural problems?
Against the backdrop of the post-COVID era, the Report on the Impact of Domestic Violence on Asian Women in the United States and the Assistance and Support for Them after the Pandemic focuses on the Asian women who are victims of domestic violence in the United States, develops around the research question of the living conditions of the Asian women victims and the survey of the assistance provided by the United States government and society, and attempts to present the plight that Asian women are currently facing in seeking help.
As the COVID-19 outbreak took the world by surprise, domestic violence has emerged as a “shadow pandemic” in the wake of the U.S. quarantine policy. In this report, we can get a glimpse of the social structural dilemmas faced by Asian American Chinese with dual identities: a social environment exacerbated by subculture, unstable immigration status, fragile economic status, the shackles of the dregs culture and the seemingly invisible patriarchal oppression that penetrates every aspect of life living as a woman. It suggests that the lifetime incidence of intimate partner violence (IPV) among Asian American women is likely to be much higher than that reported by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) based on national surveys, that the presentation of domestic violence cases in the news media or research reports must be hiding more unspeakable moments of hardship, and that the current seemingly objective and neutral American domestic abuse assistance system may still fall into the mold of patriarchal culture at every moment when it is not prudent.
How to better help Asian-American women experiencing violence by an intimate partner is a question that needs constant consideration. Turning to formal-channel support networks, represented by government agencies, is important, but so are the issues relating to reducing exposure costs and uncertainty risks for Asian American women. Compared with government agencies, many NGOs that serve Asian women themselves have strong ties to the Asian community. For Asian women experiencing
violence at home and in need of help, NGOs are more likely to provide more professional help than friends and relatives with less contact cost and risk than turning to government agencies. Nowadays, the social security problem in the United States is overall becoming more severe, and the living space of Asian people is also strained. In this context, Asian women, especially those with relatively precarious immigration status, do not see seeking help from government agencies as their first choice. Therefore, how to build a bridge between female victims and formal support networks with the help of NGOs is an issue of practical significance that should be pondered over. When frontline workers in NGOs effectively establish contact with female victims and provide detailed answers to their problems, they are more likely to obtain more legally secure assistance with the support of government agencies. It is hoped that the Report on the Impact of Domestic Violence on Asian Women in the United States and the Assistance and Support for Them after the Pandemic will be an enlightenment for fellows who are also concerned about the plights facing minorities
模范族裔背后的无声呼救：疫情后美国亚裔女性家暴问题观察
在结构性困境面前，遭受家暴的美国亚裔女性要努力多少次才能救自己于水火之中。
《疫情后美国亚裔女性受家庭暴力影响与援助支持概况报告》从疫情后的时代背景出发，聚焦美国社会遭受家暴的亚裔女性群体，围绕受害亚裔女性的生存现状与美国政府以及社会的援助概况这一研究主题，尝试呈现亚裔女性目前面临的求助困境。
新冠疫情的爆发让全世界始料未及，随着美国防疫封锁政策的施行，家庭暴力问题开始成为新冠疫情影响下的“影子问题”。在这一报告中，我们可以一窥少数族裔与女性双重身份下面临的社会结构性困境：仇亚文化加剧的社会环境，不稳定的移民身份，脆弱的经济地位，糟粕文化观念的束缚以及以女性身份生活所面临的看似隐形实则深入生活方方面面的父权制压迫，暗示着美国亚裔女性终身遭受亲密伴侣暴力(IPV)的发生率很可能远远高于美国疾病控制与预防中心(CDC)基于全国调查所报告的数据，暗示着出现在新闻媒体或研究报告中的家暴案例分享必定隐藏着更多让人难以言说的艰难时刻，暗示着当前看似客观中立的美国家暴救助体系在构建过程中仍可能在每一个不够谨慎的时刻落入父权文化的窠臼。
如何更好地救助遭受家暴的美国亚裔女性是一个需要不断思考的问题。求助于以政府机构为代表的正式支持网络固然很重要，但如何降低美国亚裔女性的接触成本与不确定型风险也很重要。与政府机构相比，很多以服务亚裔女性为目的非政府组织本身就与亚裔社区有着紧密连接。对于有着求助需求的受害亚裔女性来说，非政府组织更有可能提供与朋友亲属相比更为专业的帮助，但与求助政府机构相比，接触成本更低，风险更小。目前，美国整体的社会安全问题变得更加严峻，亚裔的生存空间也面临诸多挑战，在这一背景下。亚裔女性，特别是移民地位相对不稳定的亚裔女性并不会将向政府机构寻求帮助视为首选。因此，如何借助非政府组织在受害女性与正式支持网络之间建立桥梁是具有现实意义的思考方向。当非政府组织中的一线工作者有效地与受害女性建立联系，并对受害女性的问题进行详细解答，受害女性更有可能借助政府机构的支持获得更具有法律保障力的救助。《疫情后美国亚裔女性受家庭暴力影响与援助支持概况报告》希望可以从这一方向抛砖引玉，为同样对少数族裔生存困境忧心的同行者带来具有启发性的思考

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In keeping with the long-standing tradition of militaries around the world to never actually finish doing anything, the end of the initial invasion of Omen was declared on that day. Not the end of hostilities, nor of combat, nor even of major combat operations. The end of the initial invasion. The backs of their forces on-world had been broken, but they were far from done fighting.
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Darren wasn’t too enthused.
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The order to scramble came just as he finished unloading crates of supplies from the newest freighter into the system. Sighing, he grabbed his rifle and ran for the hangar deck of the Bunker Hill, donning his armor on the way. The Dark Sparrow sat fueling on the deck, about half of the platoon already aboard. Once on himself, Darren learned the circumstances of what had happened.
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A number of servicemen had gone rogue while on duty in Omen’s capital, holing up in a building and detonating a canister of chlorine gas. Dozens of civilians were already dead, and they had warded off all attempts by military police to apprehend them.
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“Brainwashed?” Darren turned to Pavlov.
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“Yeah, definitely.” Pavlov said, consulting a flash card containing the signs of Poslushi neuroforming. It had been noticed that the brainwashed had an eerie calm about them, but were otherwise hard to detect, being nearly identical to their prior selves. Darren wondered when the government would stop panicking about national security and declassify the whole thing about brainwashing.
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The helicopter lifted off the ground and started the somewhat short flight towards the capital, apparently named High Unlerin. It was already visible on the horizon; for a major city, it wasn’t very large. Then, Darren saw that it actually blended into the surrounding forest, concrete and metal fading into lumber and dirt roads. The city center was built in the flowy, vibrant style of the Poslushi; the previous had probably been demolished to make room. However, the Poslushi were far more regular in their construction than the Ovinis, making the Rangers’ jobs easier.
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Poslushi cities were built in a honeycomb style, which made them horrendous for automobile traffic but otherwise efficient for saving space. It made sense, considering the Poslushi had no wheeled vehicles, using nimble, legged machines in the place of cars. Each city “block” was its own building, constructed in a rough spire shape, sometimes with a statue or similar art piece to top the towers.
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This particular one was bright blue, with a structure composed of multiple parts that stretched upward and melded together like wisps of flame. However, it was partially obscured at the ground level by a cloud of sickly yellow-green gas, and a multitude of dark, limp forms lay strewn about. The whole block had been cordoned off, with barriers and hazard-suited guards abound.
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“Jesus. Why would they kill their own citizens?” Pavlov mused, gazing down at the numerous corpses below.
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“My best guess is scorched earth or maybe trying to induce some sort of terrorism to make our jobs harder.” Simmons proposed, shrugging.
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“Well, it isn’t anything we can’t solve with a little bit of elbow grease and judicious application of firepower. Nothing like 8.5mm to dissuade the bad guys, eh?” Sparrow remarked.
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“Nothing indeed.” Darren said. The helicopter hovered over the building, its doors sliding open and the lights on the roof flashing green.
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“Go, go, go!” Pavlov barked, donning his gas mask and leaping from the Dark Sparrow. The rest followed shortly after, Darren’s heart leaping into his throat before his jetpack kicked on and sent him gently drifting into the asphalt. The gas mask was hot and not well-ventilated, but it was better than the water in his lungs turning to hydrochloric acid and dissolving him from the inside out. At least it wasn’t VX or some equally-terrible nerve agent.
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Darren loaded and primed his rifle, finding the rest of his platoon and regrouping. Once gathered, they split up into their combat teams, spreading out to cover all entrances to the building. Darren, Pavlov, and Simmons went to the south doors, while two six-man teams breached the other, more heavily-trapped entrances. Darren ran his hands over the door, checking for anything that could indicate a trap or mine. Nothing.
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Cringing, he mustered his courage and ripped the door open, expecting the entrance to explode. It didn’t, somehow. Darren leaned over, rifle brandished–
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Thwip. A bullet whizzed past Darren’s head, the shot sounding a fraction of a second later. Yelping, Darren ducked back behind the doorframe as Pavlov discharged a shot from his grenade launcher. The shell exploded in a burst of light and sound, and Darren entered shortly afterward, setting his sights upon the blinded shooter and firing twice. The soldier staggered back, then collapsed. Darren methodically advanced down the hallway, keeping an eye to each side in case someone emerged from there.
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This place was quiet. Too quiet. Their intel showed that there were at least a dozen rogue men in this building, but where were the gunshots as the other two teams encountered their own enemies? Surely they wouldn’t guard one entrance and abandon the others?
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“Hey, there’s a note.” Pavlov said, stooping down to grab a small, lightly-bloodstained piece of paper from the ground next to the corpse. Darren kept an eye out as he started to read.
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To the esteemed units of the United States Armed Forces, or whomever else may find this,
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My name is Sgt. Philip Halloway, and I am most likely dead. I am alone within this building; it has been arranged for the numbers to be bungled to increase the urgency of your response. I have chosen to hasten my exit from this world by firing a warning shot; if I had intended to hit you, you would not be reading this. Don’t worry about me. I’ve nothing left to lose anyways, and I’ve chosen this task for myself.
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The events of the last few years, namely the Contact Wars and the recent outbreak of hostilities with the Poslushi, have left many embittered, including me. You may know us as the Mankind Defense Home Guard, or the MDHG for simplicity’s sake. You will most likely hear more from us in the coming time.
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“The hell does that mean?” Pavlov squinted at the text.
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“Go on, keep going.” Darren urged him.
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First things first, we do not believe that humankind holds any special place in the cosmos, that we are any form of “master race,” or the like. For that, contact any of the dozens of nationalist, jingoist, or downright neo-Nazi groups out there, to which you will find us far preferable. However, that is not to say that we do not believe the alien to be an existential threat to our way of life and/or survival as a species. Like any threat, they are to be neutralized with efficiency and without sentimentality, up to and including the great taboo of genocide, should it become unfortunately necessary.
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This unsavory act was an important step in the preparation of mankind for a thousand more crimes like this, done so that no greater atrocity need be committed. Think of this as sowing salt in the fields of war. One day, you’ll thank us for our insight when your children walk the stars freely and without fear, and violence is an evil long forgotten.
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Thank you for your time.
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P.S.: Check my chest. No secret keeps forever.
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Darren inspected the vest of the dead soldier, the blood-drenched graphene augmented with a strange pouch not present on the standard-issue model. Inside was… oh, no.
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A tiny webcam, a little red light on its side blinking, probably still broadcasting. And it had heard Halloway’s entire speech. Darren picked it up and clicked a button on its backside twice to switch it off. Then, he activated his radio.
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“Platoon, we might want to relay this to command. Looks like we just participated in one hell of a publicity stunt.”
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“Director Hoover? We’ve got a Colonel Jasper here to talk to you. It seems important.”
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“Send him in.” the Director of the Central Intelligence Agency spoke into the phone. The door to his office creaked open and a hulking soldier entered, in his old dress blues, his chest festooned with medals of all kinds. He had an imperious, authoritative air about him, but it was not something the head of the most feared intelligence organization in the world would let sway him.
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“Director Hoover.” Colonel Jasper saluted.
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“Colonel, you mind telling us precisely what your underling was doing gassing a number of civilians on Omen? You’re lucky we found you before the Hague did.”
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“The perpetrator undertook this action on his own and with no intervention from us, even if we were mentioned. We don’t control what people do in their downtime.” Jasper shrugged.
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“Well, you should, if they’re going to do this. We’ve been trying to establish good relations with the populace and your little maverick’s just set us back severely. You had better hope he acted alone, or your group’s going on the list we use for terrorists. And you don’t want to be on that list, no matter how tough you think you are.”
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“If you’re trying to intimidate me, it won’t work.” Jasper said, narrowing his eyes and leaning over the desk. “I’ve fought in the Anathema Encounter, what makes you think I’ll–”
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“You will not mention that incident!” the Director shouted, slamming his palms on the desk and standing up. Supposedly, Director Hoover was one of the foremost “agents of regime correction” in the service before his appointment, and Jasper could see the killer in him as he postured himself almost predatorily. Then, he collected himself and spoke with measured calm.
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“It’s bad enough that you know about Anathema. Do what you must, if you believe that you can rally the people to your cause. But the moment we find any evidence that you ordered this, you’re going away for a long time. And if you so much as say a word about Anathema to anyone, you’ll be in a blacksite before the week’s out. Do I make myself perfectly clear?”
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Jasper sighed. “Yes, sir.”
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“Good. Now leave. Next time, I’m not going to be nice.”
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Hell on Earth wasn’t a really accurate way to describe war. War was a lot worse. In Hell, things were uniformly terrible, and no one was there without cause. In war, things got better just long enough to leave one complacent when they got worse, and it was filled with people caught inside by plain bad luck.
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These notions were unknown to the United States Air Force. From so high up and so far away, war was impersonal. You didn’t have to look the man you shot in the eye. No scream of terror, no keening of anguish could carry twenty kilometers into the air, after all.
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The bomber squadron was near-serene as it shot over the landscape of Omen. The only sound was the consistent whine of jet engines and the occasional peal of thunder from storms that appeared on the horizon in a flash and vanished as quickly as they came. The blackness of space was readily visible above.
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The remainders of the Poslushi garrison had long since seen the settlements of the planet as a lost cause, retiring to the hamlets of the forests to continue the fight. It was a shame; many of the airmen had been looking forward to a tropical paradise to vacation in.
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The pilot of the B-60 in the lead turned to the weapons systems officer. “Get ready to drop the payload.” the WSO nodded, tapping a set of buttons on his control console. In the bomb bay, the electric fuses of the dozen bombs activated simultaneously. All the while, the bomber shrieked towards its target at Mach 6.
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Three hundred kilometers out, the squadron dispersed, each bomber flying to its own target. There was no longer any worry of enemy interception to be had; the brave pilots of the Bunker Hill had all but annihilated the already small air forces of the garrison.
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A minute later, they were within two hundred kilometers. Hypersonic aircraft were, true to their name, rather fast.
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“Drop our speed and pop open the bomb bay.” the navigator ordered. Rapidly, the aircraft descended to Mach 3, the great doors in the plane’s belly sliding open. If they opened the bay doors while at cruising speed, the immense change in air resistance could tear the bomber apart. Still, it was moving fast, far too quick for the manually-aimed Poslushi air defenses to track.
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“Three… two… drop.” the pilot counted. Nodding, the WSO pressed a button and the payload began falling from the plane at regular intervals. One bomb every two seconds, a dozen bombs total, leaving a trail of falling bombs twenty-four kilometers long. The payload plummeted towards the ground for a few short seconds, and then the tiny explosive charges in the casings detonated, blowing the bombs apart and leaving in their place a whirlwind of swirling, falling papers. Written in the language of the Ovinis, they were a warning, telling any civilians in the area to vacate immediately before the worst happened.
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It was no empty threat. Twenty-four hours later, they would repeat this route with a far different payload. The Poslushi would also do well to heed their words, because this time they would be carrying napalm bombs, and a lot more than twelve of them.
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War was not hell. It was far worse. However, mankind knew how to make war seem like hell, more literally than not in some cases.
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(AN: Forgot to celebrate #10, so let's celebrate #20! Woo! Anyways, I don't exactly like war, as you can see. However, it makes exploring the consequences of a fictional war quite interesting. Just wait until things really start to escalate!
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Love 'ya!)

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Synopsis:
Juliette Contzen is a lazy, good-for-nothing princess. Overshadowed by her siblings, she's left with little to do but nap, read … and occasionally cut the falling raindrops with her sword. Spotted one day by an astonished adventurer, he insists on grading Juliette's swordsmanship, then promptly has a mental breakdown at the result.
Soon after, Juliette is given the news that her kingdom is on the brink of bankruptcy. At threat of being married off, the lazy princess vows to do whatever it takes to maintain her current lifestyle, and taking matters into her own hands, escapes in the middle of the night in order to restore her kingdom's finances.
Tags: Comedy, Adventure, Action, Fantasy, Copious Ohohohohos.
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Chapter 3: Kingdom In Debt
There were more empty chairs than usual today.
Dinner was becoming a rather solitary affair, wasn't it? In my memories, I could hear the grandstanding and the laughter as my brothers and sisters fought, argued, laughed, and did something that was a mixture of all three.
That was many years ago now.
A tragic thought, considering I surely wasn't old enough to be able to look back on times gone by. Yet time ran swiftly for royalty. Especially at dinner.
I placed my napkin down on my plate, satisfied at a meal shorn of any wonky carrots, if not the crumbliness of the sweet potatoes.
The plates belonging to my mother and father were long cleared. Clarise was dining alone in the observatory, dabbling as she did in her trinkets and toys. The rest were working. Dinner, still. But working dinners nonetheless.
My eldest siblings were enamoured with politics, and were thus exempt from our mother and father's fussing. Even without being given the choice, they would dine with the daughters and sons of the Ducal Houses.
Already, there were rumours of factions as influence ebbed and flowed between them.
I didn't believe any of it, of course. In other nations, other kingdoms, perhaps. But not this one. House Contzen did not do in-fighting. Except when Roland let out the most abominable of smells while sharing a carriage with Tristan. Then there was blood. Usually when Mother put a stop to it.
Otherwise, we were well behaved … if not exactly normal.
Yes, even for someone as far removed from normality as I, even I could recognise that what I was seeing in front of me was not normal. And I was not referring to the untouched confit de canard braised with hot oranges. No, that was just eccentric. And disgusting. Please don't ever make it again.
No, what I knew was not normal … was the 14 layer cake that was threatening to either touch the ceiling or collapse the table beneath its weight.
“Did you enjoy today's gratin dauphinois de patates douces, dear?” asked Mother, beaming with excitement as she lowered her teacup. She'd finished drinking it over ten minutes ago. “The spring harvest is truly bearing fruit this year. Everything was delectable.”
Next to her, Father gave a chuckle as he toyed with an orange from the fruit basket. I wondered if that's why they all tasted somewhat shrivelled up.
“The stewards say that this year's yields will be our finest yet,” he said. “The markets will be teeming with people from all across the continent for our seasonal wares.”
I cocked my head and gave a puzzled smile. Wasn't that what the stewards said last year? And the year before last?
If so, it'd mean that quantity was truly no replacement for quality. What good was more food if I could only stomach less of it? The bourguignon d'agneau was overdone, the gougeres were dry and the oeufs en meurette were the consistency of tepid pond water. How could I live in these conditions?
Why, if I didn't know better, I'd almost say that the food tasted ... old. It's a wonder I was still alive!
“That brings joy to my heart,” I replied, pushing my semi-emptied plate away. A maid immediately scooped it up and retreated to the kitchens. “Our beautiful kingdom can only be made richer still by the presence of so many curious visitors experiencing the fruits of our labours.”
“Well spoken, my dear. Wealth begets wealth. Ours is a prosperous land. And it is only both wise and fair that it's enjoyed by people from across every realm.”
My father smiled with unabashed enthusiasm. I couldn't help but smile in return. Even though I knew that we were simply avoiding the main subject here.
The extremely gaudy 14 layer cake smothered in cream and strawberries.
“Mother, Father.” I let out a small cough. “The cake. I can't help but notice that the maids began assembling it during dinner.”
“Oh, goodness, did you notice?” said Mother, looking sheepish. “I hope it didn't ruin the surprise. I actually hoped that the construction process would have been rather more discreet.”
“No, Mother, they were very discreet. Why, when the topmost layer began toppling over, I barely noticed as three of the maids locked arms to prevent a collapse, while another utilised a halberd from the wall to lodge it back into position.”
My mother let out a sigh of relief.
“Good, good. Then I suppose it hasn't all been to waste.”
“That would depend. The question needs to be asked. Why, Mother and Father, do we have such an extravagant cake prepared?”
“For you, of course!”
Both Mother and Father smiled at me. I smiled back, as all my tutelage taught me. I was quite proud of this. Because inside, I wasn't smiling. Oh no. Not at all. I was peering down a chasm as wide as the ground once this table inevitably collapsed under the weight of this cake.
Because as certain as the fact that all the maids had conspicuously retreated from the hall, a cake on a day where no cake should be served was the guillotine for my good, if slightly strange day.
“I see.” I swallowed. Hard. “Thank you. It looks wonderful.”
“You're very welcome, dear. The strawberries are your favourite variety. And the cream was only whipped minutes before the cake was assembled.”
“Yes, the gleam is very enticing. However, I must apologise. The occasion has completely evaded me. If I may be so bold as to ask, why are you gifting me with such a luxurious cake, topped with my favourite strawberries and freshly whipped cream?”
My mother elbowed my father, who elbowed my mother, who kneed my father, who shouldered my mother, who headbutted my father.
“My dear,” said Father, his eyes spinning slightly. “Do you remember Duke Hallingsey?”
“I do. He visited two years ago. His beard left a strange trail on the floor as he walked. I could not tell whether it was hair or something living inside it.”
“That's the fellow! And what do you think about his son?”
“I'm afraid I didn't meet him. He was, if I recall, too busy introducing himself to the statues in the gardens. Should I ask them if he was charming?”
My father's smile quivered momentarily. I couldn't tell if he was struggling to maintain his forced expression, or if I'd simply said something to actually amuse him.
“Darling,” said Mother. “Duke Hallingsey's son is a worthy match for you. Although it's true that in the past he was known for his eccentricities, he has been tempered into a fine young man. Just as you are a fine young lady. All we're asking for is a meeting.”
“A meeting.”
“Yes.”
“Just a meeting?”
“Just a meeting. And also marriage plans.”
“I see. Thank you, Mother and Father. It's as you say, the son of Duke Hallingsey is a fine match. I will, of course, consider this meeting in due course. Once I've made my decision, I'll inform you immediately.”
I nodded, smiled, and rose from my—
Rose from my—
Rose from—
I looked down.
Hmm. Interesting. I wasn't rising from my seat.
Despite my legs clearly working to eject me from this chair, the fact remained that I was firmly stuck to it. Only the chair itself moved, its heavy wooden frame budging by approximately half an inch as I forced my muscles to push against what felt like a wall.
I smiled at my parents.
“Why am I stuck to this chair?”
Mother leaned forwards and cut a small slice of cake. She placed it over a plate, considered me, then began nibbling on the end instead.
A wise choice. Offering me the cake would have been offering me a weapon.
“A troll caravan visited the villa earlier. They touted us a new invention created by the greatest minds of the Mage's Guild. The traders called it … what was it, darling?”
“Super glue.”
“Yes, that's it. Super glue. Its efficacy is stunning, wouldn't you say? It creates an unbreakable bond between almost any material. Why, we even managed to fix the crookedness of your grandfather's portrait. It no longer tilts on its own.”
Crank. Crank. Crank.
I scraped the chair across the marble floor as I forced it to move one chair leg at a time.
“Yes, highly impressive,” I replied. “Almost as much as your attempts to marry me off.”
“Really, dear!” said Mother. “There could be worse matches. If Duke Hallingsey's son isn't quite your cup of tea, then there's also—”
“Neither Clarise nor Florella are married. And Roland and Tristan's engagements are indefinitely postponed.”
“Your brothers and sisters are working hard to secure the future prospects of this kingdom in their own ways, dear. It's not necessary for them to remove themselves from a table they may still use for their advantage.”
“I can do that when I'm older. The same as them. Why is this being discussed now? What is this about? This is quite clearly out of the blue. Your last attempts to marry me off at least came with a hint of subtlety.”
“Oh? You actually knew?” Mother's eyes lit up with triumph as she turned to Father. “You see? I told you she wasn't tone deaf to social nuance. She was just being difficult.”
“I'm not tone deaf and I'm not difficult,” I said, continuing to noisily slide my chair towards the nearest door. “Now, why are we, and I mean the both of you, suddenly seeking a marriage arrangement for me?”
My mother looked at my father. This was all the bad news she was willing to give.
“We're bankrupt,” he cheerfully said, before accepting a piece of the cake being offered by my mother. “Gosh, we overpaid for these strawberries, didn't we?”
“Dry as a wicker basket. I told you so, darling.”
“I apologise. Next time, do ignore me if I try to go with my gut instincts. You need to be more incessant.”
“I try. But you've failed so much with your gut instincts that you're always convinced the next will be correct.”
“Well, a streak has to break at some point, doesn't it?”
“Mother! Father!”
I slammed my palms down on my thighs. I could hear the glue setting even further. My regret was deep.
“How are we bankrupt?! Do you mean to say that we're … that we're … poor?!”
Father nodded as he slid a crystal glass of amber wine towards himself.
I almost fainted on the spot. Although I wasn't sure how much of it was due to physical exertion. Chairs were remarkably heavy.
“The truth is that the previous years have been rather difficult for the kingdom, dear. The promised crop yields never materialised. Ships have ceased to trade at our ports owing to the pirates in our straits. Rival criminal syndicates plague the capital and monsters stalk the open roads, all the while our soldiers must stand vigilant against the continued skirmishes on our eastern border. Our forests are beset with unfathomable snow and a hole into the abyss has been discovered in our mines. Oh, and Duke Valence is in open revolt. Really, it's been one thing after another. We've done what we can do stifle the effects. But there is only so much we can do. Our vaults are now empty. Would you like a slice of cake?”
I stopped skidding forwards, then slowly, twisted my chair around.
This … This sounded awful?!
“Why didn't I hear about this before?!”
My father smiled kindly at me.
“There was no need to tell you, dear. And in truth, we may well have not needed to. Your brothers and sisters are securing alliances, loans and deals as we speak. There are promising winds, if nothing more. If all goes well, then perhaps this marriage proposition is not needed, after all.”
My arms fell to the chair's sides.
My brothers and sisters. So they knew. But of course they did. They were the shining stars of the kingdom. And what was I, but a princess in her tower?
I thought back to the days of sloth I enjoyed. To the scandals and the villainy I read about in my books. To the countless hours I'd spent tending to the apple trees, napping in the grass and shooing away any force of nature that dared disturb me. I … well, I did not regret a single moment of any of that.
But I did feel terrible. I wasn't a help. I was a burden.
This … This cannot be allowed to continue!
I am Juliette Contzen … and I refuse to be poor! I had ... I had living standards to maintain!
“I understand, Mother, Father. Please rest assured that I'll devote all thought towards restoring our family's … no, our kingdom's finances. As your daughter ... and as the 3rd princess to the throne, I solemnly promise that I will not permit our noble country to fall into the throes of destituteness.”
The expressions on my parents' faces were brighter than even my sword, which had lit up the orchard as though I were wielding a star.
In that moment, I knew what I had to do.
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CORK
It's time for Cake at Stake!
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*CAKE AT STAKE*
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CORK
Eliminated contestants, whichever one of you got the most votes will rejoin on Sapphire's team, whose members are impatiently waiting over there
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The prize for rejoining is a single saltine
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DISHRAG
You all got at lease 2 votes
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CHANCE
Yay! ^w^
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DISHRAG
With 2 votes are Pail, KB and Key. None of you come back
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KEY
Oh no
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*zip zip zip*
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CORK
It's down to Chance or Wonder rejoining. They're tied at 3 votes each, so we need a tie breaker
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DISHRAG
*rolls a die* Odd rolled, so Chance is the last person to be sent back to the VB
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*zip*
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SAPPHIRE
The VB seems LARGER now
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CORK
We recently enlarged the VB, so it has 30 slots instead of just 6
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DISHRAG
Anyway, welcome back to CADR, Wonder!
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WONDER
>w< Yay! New team!
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CORK
You are the final 18, and that means something CRUCIAL
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DISHRAG
We are entering a NEW STAGE in the battle!
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CORK
Sky, do you realize that your team is about half the size of Sapphire's team?
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SKY
Yes, why?
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CORK
We'll rearrange into 3 teams of 6. The first step is that your team has to ditch two members
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SKY
Guys, who can we do without?
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FB
OwO meow?
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10B
Well FB doesn't contribute much to us, and frankly neither did I. Come over, FB!
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FB
-m-
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CORK
Sky, Boltie, Enby, PS, SSP and UB, choose your name
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SKY
Easy, we're the Clowder
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CORK
As for my team, you'll split in two, and co-own your clong's further development
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SAPPHIRE
Who's on my alliance now?
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LUCKIE
Me of course .w.
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10B
Can I also join?
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SAPPHIRE
Sure you can, 10B
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10B
UwU
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SAPPHIRE
We'll also take FB, and the two mechanical minds; Alarmy and AV
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DISHRAG
Now decide on team captains
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SAPPHIRE
I'm still the captain for my team. What about you guys?
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COSMOS
I guess I'm a captain now
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CORK
Alright, time for you both to name yourselves
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Sapphire, 10B, Alarmy, AV, FB and Luckie, choose your name
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SAPPHIRE
Since we've kept the mechanical mind contestants, I think our team name should be Mechanical Minds! Sounds alright?
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AV
It's MORE than alright!
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CORK
Then that's your team name. Cosmos, Lock, Roomba, Soap, Sticker and Wonder, choose your name
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ROOMBA
Ooh! Ooh! I wanna be the Mechanical Minds too!
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COSMOS
Roomba, NO! The others are ALREADY the Mechanical minds! We have to be SOMETHING ELSE!
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CORK
Then your team is Something Else
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COSMOS
[@]
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CORK
Let's go over our current teams:
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MECHANICAL MINDS: SAPPHIRE 10B ALARMY AV FB LUCKIE THE CLOWDER.....: SKY BOLTIE ENBY PS SSP UB SOMETHING ELSE..: COSMOS LOCK ROOMBA SOAP STICKER WONDER 

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CORK
This also marks the start of the BFDI style team switching antics
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In this stage, there's still only two clongs, with the Minds and the Elses sharing their lang's development between them
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Each team only has six lines of dev time each, and each team's additions will be compared among themselves to determine the ranks at the end of each episode
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COSMOS
We get it, let's just move onto clonging!
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DISHRAG
For this episode, the order teams will go is Something Else, The Clowder, Mechanical Minds
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For future episodes, the ranks of the previous episode will just be inverted to get the turn order of the next one
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Anyway, clonging begins in 3, 2, 1, GO!
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[18] COSMOS
So we're two teams co-owning our still unnamed clong
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[17] ROOMBA
I guess we'll dev the case affixes first
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[16] WONDER
O^O We have cases?
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[15] LOCK
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NOM: -n * ABS: -m * ERG: -r CON: -k GEN: -s DAT: -t LOC: -l ABL: -p INS: -y COM: -ñ TOP: -w VOC: -h * The Nominative is only marked on Inanimate nouns, and the Absolutive is only marked on Animate nouns Animate nouns in the Nominative and Inanimate nouns in the Absolutive both lack case suffixes, i.e. they take -Ø 

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[14] ROOMBA
Ok, nice
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[13] STICKER
It's up to the Mechanical Minds to pick up the tab from here
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[12] ENBY
Where were we again?
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[11] PS
I presume it's time for us to gloss the diatribe ourselves
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[10] BOLTIE
First gloss the pronouns present, then apply those single phoneme particles, and some other finer wording tweaks
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[9] SKY
A sprinkle of vocab we need, and...
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AF -obviously AP -appeal FI -to finish FO -viewer IP -episode KI -1P KN -to gross out NI -to read ON -understand OT -ordinal number marker PA -by PFNP -BFLP SI -3P ST -to start TN -try 

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KI N I ON P AP O PFNP .
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I OT IP A KI NI ST PA A SI TN KN P FO .
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KI AF N I FI NI P SI
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[8] UB
OwO OMG GUYS, WE DID IT! OUR CLONG IS NOW CIRCUS READY!
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[7] SSP
UwU *purr*
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[6] SAPPHIRE
As Cosmos's team said, we now flesh out the verb affixes... OH GOD, NOT THE THE VERB AFFIXES! NO!!
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[5] 10B
Easy .w.
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1P..: -m* 2P..: -s 3P..: -y* 12P.: -n 13P.: -k 23P.: -t 123P: -l * 1P is default for the subject slot and 3P for the object slot, so in those cases, suffix -Ø instead IMPR: -h PERF: -ë INDC: -Ø SUBJ: -ñ CAUS: -w ACT: -Ø PAS: -p ANP: -r 

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[4] AV
Then we shove all of those affixes into our gloss of the diatribe?
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[3] LUCKIE
Yes, OF COURSE that's our next step!
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m-r NEG understand-h appeal-k BFLP
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first-r episode-r read-ë-ñ-n start-y-ë try-h-ñ disgust-y-h-ñ viewer-m Ø-y
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obvious-ë m-Ø NEG read-ë
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[2] FB
Now our clong is FINALLY starting to ACTUALLY take shape!
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[1] ALARMY
Yeah, I agree!
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CORK
And time's up
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DISHRAG
Ok, I find it hard to believe myself that the Clowder already finished Hyper Feline. Does that mean they win?
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CORK
Yeah, I guess they DO win after all of that effort put in over the last half-a-dozen episodes. Who should give the final rank verdict?
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DISHRAG
You do it
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CORK
*ahem*
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The Clowder, you're team number winner, you'll be receiving a new member next episode
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Mechanical Minds, you're team number middle, you neither win nor lose
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And that means Something Else falls into last place, they are today's losers
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COSMOS
Ugh, [@]
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CORK
Don't get me wrong, what your team did wasn't bad at all, it's just not as impressive by comparison, thus your team being up for elimination
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COSMOS
Ok, fine!
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With all the claptrap out there, let's simplify why the CRE (Commercial Real Estate) CREDIT market has entered a negative feedback loop that we've seen before. I won't review SVIB, SBNY, etc. bc that horse is dead. EDIT- When I talk about CRE or CRE market, I am focusing on those that provide credit. Apologies for the lack of clarity.
Assumptions:

1. CRE is a lot worse than SVIB et al. Why? Because SVIB was able to sell their investments at a loss; its a lot harder to sell an office building, no?
2. CRE is experiencing:
   1. rising vacancies in office, malls, tech centers - everything. Reasons why: Covid, work at home, Gen Z laziness, etc. Up until now though it wasn't bc their weren't loans to be had.
   2. loans done at low interest rates that are losing principal value.
   3. First occurrences of institutional borrowers walking away from properties.
3. Annual loan covenant checks by banks are coming up in Q2 mostly. Due to #1 and #2 above, those reviews are not going to go well. Result? more asset write-downs by lenders to CRE.
4. After 2008, if anyone remembers (I do bc I had clients complaining about it), the TBTF banks stopped lending to any project below $50 million. Why? Bigger loans = bigger fees.
5. Mid and small community banks picked up all of that CRE lending slack. Yup.
6. But they now have smaller deposit bases (limits lending) due to SVIB crisis (deposits have fled small & mids to the devil. I mean JPM, BAC, CITI, etc.)
7. Small & mids can't lend at the same volume as before bc of #6 & they simply won't bc they want to stay in business and out of jail.
8. Result? CRE lending market completely seized up. Literally no new CRE loans are being done.

The Initial Flush:

• deposit bases shrink - more conservative lending- CRE market capital supply OFF - borrowers' credit facilities reworked but no new funds able to be withdrawn = property owners have less operating capital.

The LOOP:

• Further declines in asset value (if you can't pay the maintenance crew, the property goes to crap) - more losses for the lenders as their collateral keeps dropping - and repeat ad infinitum. YES - very oversimplified but you don't have to be Mensa to see the loop.

Result: negative feedback loop that cannot be escaped.
What's the worse case scenario? Bailout. What do I think will happen? Bailout. But by JPM et al. But no matter how you slice it, the CRE market has already started down the toilet drain; Flush momentum is just starting. Do I think its the apocalypse? No, save that for derivatives.
It does not matter what Yellen, or JPowz, or Cramer or anyone says - the CRE flush has already started; now we are just waiting for the first lenders or borrowers to cry uncle.
I will leave you with this: remember that the GFC happened in slow motion before gaining speed; straight from Wikipedia:

1. 4/2/2007 - New Century REIT files Chapter 11
2. 7/2007 to 9/2007 - various banks fail due to mbs etc.
3. 9/18/2007 - the Fed starts REDUCING RATES. Remember this when the Fed does the same and everyone breathes a sigh of relief.
4. 12/2007 to 3/2008 various banks went under or were bought at firesale prices (remember Countrywide Financial?)
5. 3/17/2008 - Stearns had $46b in mortgage assets and $10 TRILLION in total assets and it was sold for $10 per share. Offer was originally $2. A week prior it was at $60, a year prior at $178. Buyer? THE DEVIL - I mean JPM.
6. 7 -9/2008 - Indymac fails, Fannie and Freddie taken over by the US government.
7. 9/18/2008 - The Feds say "no soup for you" to Lehman Bros after they asked for the same thing Stearns was given. Lehman goes bye bye. As does Merril - bought by BAC.

From there it just got worse as the momentum picked up bc all the parties owned each others crap - sound familiar?
Obviously I left a lot out in terms of dollar figures and blah blah blah but the point is, all the "experts" reassured people from July 2007 to the Fall of 2007 that everything was fine, when it was actually gaining speed to the downside. There is only one thing that could fix this: access to credit - which won't happen until many CRE related companies fail or are acquired at firesale prices.
Where do I think we are today in CRE? Between #1 and #2. When, not if, #3 happens, it will just increase the speed of the CRE flush.
TL/DR: this is 2008 all over again and the CRE market will be the Queen of the Ball this time.
And JPM is SATAN.
Thankyou. I look forward to being told I am wrong.

1:48 AM EST - 1:37AM EST 1.23.2020 - 2:29AM EST -
1.22.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2020
2:36 AM EST - 3:05AM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER 14: MOVING FORWARD
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IF THIS WERE A DIARY, I WOULD SAY, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. I WANT TO HELP MYSELF TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND DOCUMENT THE PROCESS. IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE TWENTY TWENTIES, I MUST PURCHASE AS MANY SHARES AS POSSIBLE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR NOW THOUGH, I MUST ONLY THINK ABOUT THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. WE STILL TRADE. THE HOLDINGS MUST BE HELD. INVESTING IS ACTUALLY NOT THE RISK TO FEAR. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.
LAYERS OF INVESTMENTS. MARKER. THIS IS THE DIARY FOR AMASSING FORTUNES. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. TODAY'S THURSDAY. WHEN I GET PAID, I WILL PURCHASE STOCKS AND CRYPTO TO HOLD. I AIM TO FILL MY PERSONAL PORTFOLIOS UP. TO MY LIKING. I THINK IT IS TIME TO JUST INVEST UNTIL I AM WITH CHILDREN AND WIFE. THEN KEEP INVESTING. NEVER, EVER, EVEN ONCE, STOP INVESTING. YOU HAVE TO INVEST IN THE KIDS AND THEIR PORTFOLIOS.
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ROCKET SCIENCE IS HARDER THAN THIS. SAFE TO SAY IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE.
WHAT I WASN'T DOING IN MY TWENTIES, I AM DOING NOW. REGARDING THE FINANCIAL MARKETS AND TECHNOLOGY SECTORS. THERE WERE KEYWORDS I DID NOT HAVE FROM 18 TO 27. YOU SPEND TEN YEARS SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, EVENTUALLY IT'LL SMACK YOU RIGHT THERE IN THE FACE. TOOK AN ENTIRE DECADE. I HAVE NOTHING BUT NEUTRAL GROUND TO BUILD ON. I STAYED FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS. IN ORDER TO RESEARCH HOW TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE, I STRAYED FROM THE CIRCUS PATH.
THE CRYPTO LOAN. NEXO WALLET OFFERED THE FIRST CRYPTO LOAN. IMAGINE THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. YOU PURCHASE CRYPTO. YOU USE IT AS COLLATERAL ON NEXO WALLET. PLACE THE CRYPTO IN THE NEXO WALLET. TAKE OUT A LOAN BASED ON THE COLLATERAL WORTH. PURCHASE ENOUGH CRYPTO TO TAKE OUT THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN IS NOW AMONG ST US PEOPLE. MPH MPH MPH. `WHEN YOU TAKE OUT 100K IN A SINGLE LOAN, WILL YOU LEGITIMATELY INVEST IT TO PAY OFF THE LOAN? GET YOUR CRYPTO BACK PEOPLE. AFTER PURCHASING IT AND LOANING IT OUT MAN. DIGITAL COLLATERAL MAN COME ON. THERE'S A STORM COMING. WHY AMERICA SLEPT.
IN ORDER FOR AMERICA TO RISE UP AGAIN, AS A NATION, IS TO INDIVIDUALLY RISE UP THE NEXT AMERICAN. I DID NOT CRAVE THE BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH FOR MY OWN SAKE. I CRAVED TO SHOW THE WORLD, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, WHEN THE BILLIONAIRE, CARES THE MOST. AMERICA DOESN'T PUSH INFORMATION LIKE THIS, TO AMERICANS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS, DO NOT PUSH THIS MATERIAL TO AMERICANS. THUS AMERICA, GROWS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IN A REAL NORMAL VARIETY. IF I SAID SMME, SMART METRICS, A BIOMETRICS COMPANY, IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, A COMPETITOR OF NXT ID, MAKER OF THE FLYE CARD, COSTS ONE PENNY PER SHARE, WOULDN'T THAT JUST SOUND LIKE GIBBERISH? REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME, I CALLED IT. RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW I WROTE IT COST ONE PENNY. RIGHT BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS PUBLICATION, I WILL TYPE A LIST OF THE RECENT PRICES OF ALL SECURITIES MENTIONED.
THERE IS A DOUBLE PLEASURE I GET FROM THIS INFORMATION. I GET TO USE IT. I GET TO SHARE IT. YOU MAY USE IT. THOSE WHO USE IT, WILL RETIRE BEFORE THOSE WHO DO NOT. I PUT MONEY ON THAT AS WELL. I GET TO GO AROUND PURCHASING $10 IN SMME STOCK FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1000 SHARES. 10,000 SHARES. 100,000 SHARES. I TINGLE JUST UTTERING SUCH PREDICAMENTS. 100 SHARES FOR A DOLLAR ARE YOU EXPLETIVELY KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME WHAT? I COULD SAVE THE TEN DOLLARS IN FIAT CURRENCY, IN A BANK? THE BANK WOULD JUST PURCHASE STOCKS TODAY WITH THE CAPITAL. IT'S A NASTY BALL GAME. THIS PUBLICATION, IS ONE SPICY MEAT A BALL. ZEITGEIST THREE MOVING FORWARD, GAVE ME THE ANALOGY FOR IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX. FOR THE RECORD.
ECONOMICALLY I'M STARTING AN ARMY. IT'S AN ECONOMIC ARMY OF FINANCIALLY LITERATE COWABUNGERS.
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7:31PM EST - 8:21PM EST
1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN: A HEADACHE
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I START THE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO THIS UPCOMING WEEK. TOMORROW IS MONDAY RIGHT? E-TRADE TAKES 5 DAYS TO TRANSFER THE EXTERNAL ACCOUNT DEPOSITS INTO THE HOLDING OR TRADING ACCOUNT. HERE IS THE SCENARIO. THIS IS THE INVESTMENT DIARY, OF ALL INVESTMENT DIARIES MY GOOD FRIEND. $240 IS THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. $45 GOES TO JASON FOR HIS E-TRADE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO. I WILL SEND HIM MORE NEXT TIME. $75 GOES TO JASON TO SEND XRP TO MY CRYPTO WALLET. I WILL CONVERT THOSE COINS TO OTHER ALTERNATIVE COINS. ALT COINS. $25 GOES TO THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT FEE FOR NOT HAVING THE $9 DEPOSIT AVAILABLE ON THE 5TH DAY OF THE TRANSFER. $125 MUST GO ON THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT. I WILL PURCHASE $100 IN STOCKS. I WILL SPLIT THE PURCHASE BETWEEN TWO COMPANIES. SMART METRIC AND RVBR MARK RAY.
EVERY $10 SPENT ON SMME, SMART METRIC, IS 1250 SHARES, AT THE PRICE LEVEL OF ONE PENNY. RVBR CONTAINS THREE DIFFERENT STOCK SYMBOLS, WITHIN THE ONE COMPANY. MARK RAY OWNS KFGL. GANS IS A KFGL SUBSIDIARY. THE PRICE LEVEL OF THREE PENNIES FOR RVBR NOW IS ONE PENNY PER CONTAINED SYMBOL. $30 IN RVBR NOW IS 3333.3333 SHARES. THE TOP TWO STOCK PICKS, ARE BETWEEN ONE AND THREE PENNIES. I HAVEN'T SEARCHED FOR RVBR COMPETITION YET. SMME WAS FOUND WHEN I SEARCHED FOR NXT ID COMPLETION. LOL. SMILEY FACE. WE'VE BEEN IMPLEMENTING THESE STRATEGIES FOR YEARS, NOW WE ARE GETTING DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS CONCEPT. THIS IS A PHILOSOPHY.
$50 IN SMME COMPANY STOCK ALONE, IS 1250 TIMES FIVE. 6250 SHARES IN SMME FROM A $50 INVESTMENT. YOU WOULD WANT TO ALSO THEN PURCHASE NXT ID SHARES. 100 SHARES FOR $50. THEN YOU REALIZE THE DIFFERENCE THE PRICE LEVELS AND PROFIT MARGINS ARE BETWEEN TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES, IN THE SAME INDUSTRY. IF SMME AND NXT ID ARE BOTH IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, IT IS FAIR TO SAY, NXT ID IS FARING CONSIDERABLY BETTER OFF THAN SMME. I HAVE FAITH IN THE BIOMETRICS DIVISON. I HAVE FAITH IN THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. I HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF. I AM A MAN OF FAITH. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE STOCK MARKET. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FOREIGN CURRENCY EXCHANGE MARKET. I AM AFRAID OF NOT PARTICIPATING.
I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THE RECENT AND FUTURE DEVELOPMENTS OF THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO, WE ARE BUILDING FOR OURSELVES. I WILL HAVE MY MOTHER SIGN UP FOR AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT SO I CAN BUILD THE FAMILY'S HOLDING PORTFOLIO. I MUST ACCEPT, ONCE THEY ACQUIRE IT, THEY WILL SELL OFF SHARES AT THEIR DISCRETION. I MAY HAVE TO HAVE A BACKUP ACCOUNT FOR THEM SOMEWHERE, MAYBE WITH MALIK. MAYBE I WILL SEND MALIK MONEY TO PURCHASE MY STOCK PICKS. HE CAN SPLIT THAT MONEY BETWEEN THREE PEOPLE. JUSTIN, KEVI, DANTE. THAT'S WHEN THE FAMILY REALIZES I LEFT BEHIND MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS WITH THE WEALTH PRE-DISTRIBUTED TO ACCOUNT FOR ANY FALLACY ON ANYONE'S BEHALF. INCLUDING THE POTENTIAL FALLACY, OF NOT ACCOUNTING FOR ANY POTENTIAL FALLACY, ON MY BEHALF.
I JUST SOLVED THAT ISSUE, OF HAVING ANOTHER HOLDING ACCOUNT STASHED AWAY FOR MY FAMILY. MY COUSIN MALIK SMITH. I CAN SEND FUNDS TO HIS E-TRADE FOR PURCHASING THE SAME SHARES FOR MY BIRTH FAMILY. I HAVE TO LEAVE THE SLATE CLEAN ON MY ACCOUNT TO BE LEFT TO MY CHILD OR MY MENTOR. MY FAMILY HOWEVER AND MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE THEIR HOLDING ACCOUNTS BEEFED UP TO WHERE MINE ARE. THEY WILL ALL JUST BE DUPLICATE ACCOUNTS. WHEN THE TRADING TAKES OFF, THE DEPOSITS FOR STOCKS WILL INCREASE TRIUMPHANTLY. THEN I CAN PAY OFF THE $4000 LOAN DARRELL KEELE AND GEORGE C. WORD TOOK OUT ON MY DELTA COMMUNITY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT, WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK IN AUGUST OF 2018.
WHAT'S $4000 TO A BILLIONAIRE? THIS IS WHY I STAY TO MYSELF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I'M OF A STRANGER CALIBER THAN MOST I ENCOUNTER. THEY ARE SAFER AROUND ME, THAN I AM AROUND THEM. I DO HAVE TO HAVE A BENEFICIARY FOR MY INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS. I WANT IT TO BE MY CHILD AND THEIR MOTHER. FOR THAT I NEED ONE MORE ACCOUNT TO BUILD UP FOR MY MENTOR. THEN EVERYONE IS GOOD. UNTIL I DO HAVE A CHILD, THE BENEFICIARY WOULD HAVE TO BE MY MENTOR UNTIL I HAVE A CHILD. YOU SEE THE THOUGHTS I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT? KEEPING THE ACCOUNT BENEFICIARY SLATE CLEAR FOR FUTURE CHILDREN YET STILL HAVING SOMEONE TO BENEFIT FROM IT. YET STILL HAVING THAT SAME AMOUNT LEFT TO THEM ONCE YOU DO HAVE CHILDREN. THAT'S A HEAD ACHE.
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3:12AM EST - 3:55AM EST
1.29.2020
JANUARY 29TH, 2020
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE MAMBA MENTALITY
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TODAY IS THE ONE MONTH TIME STAMP OF MY 30TH BIRTHDAY. I AM GRATEFUL, I STARTED MY HOLDING PORTFOLIO ONCE AGAIN. I STARTED THE CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS IN THE SUMMER OF 2017. THREE YEARS AGO. THREE YEARS BEFORE THEN, I PURCHASED THREE BITCOINS AT $88 DOLLARS A PIECE. 3. IN 2013. I WAS 23. GOD IS GOOD ALL OF THE TIME. I PUT $225 ON MY ONLINE BANK CARD AT RITE AID. I PAID THE $5 FEE TO UPLOAD THE CARD BALANCE. I SENT JASON $100. I PAID THE PAYPAL FEE. $3.20. I PAID THE $25 FEE ON MY E-TRADE. I TRANSFERRED $122 ON THE E-TRADE. $97 WILL HIT THE HOLDING ACCOUNT. $48 WILL GO TO SMME. SMART METRICS. SMART METRICS IS THE BIOMETRICS COMPETITOR OF NEXT ID. NXT ID. 39 PENNIES NXT ID IS. ONE PENNY IS THE COST OF SMART METRIC STOCK. IN 2017, THE WINTER OF, SMME WAS 45 PENNIES. HALF OF NXT ID. I BIO MAY HAVE BEEN TEN PENNIES THEN AND EVEN WHEN I PURCHASED $10 WORTH IN STOCK, IN THE SUMMER OF 2018, ON ROBINHOOD FROM NEW YORK.
I ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE $25 WORTH OF SMME STOCK. I ASKED JASON TO SPEND THE OTHER $25 OF THE FIRST $50, ON RVBR, AT THREE PENNIES PER SHARE. 1600 SHARES OF SMME IN MY OWN ACCOUNT. HALF OF THOSE SHARES ARE IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. HALF THE $48 ON RVBR. 2500 SHARES, 4800 SHARES. 5000 SHARES. FLOATING THRU VARIOUS ACCOUNTS FROM NOW ON. MANIACALLY PURCHASING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS, ON THE MOST DIABOLICAL OF LEVELS. THE OTHER $50 WAS ASKED OF JASON TO DEPOSIT IT INTO HIS ROBINHOOD. WE ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE DOGECOIN WITH THE $50. WE CALCULATED THE DOGECOIN AMOUNT AT 20,500. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING. I PRAY TO GOD I SEE THIS THRU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF DESTINY ALL AROUND ME. I CAN NOT HELP BUT TO REMAIN FOCUSED AND DISCERNING.
I WILL CONTINUE TO INVEST IN THE STOCK MARKET. I HAVE SO MANY INDUSTRIES TO INCLUDE INTO THE PORTFOLIO. THE DIFFERENT COMPANIES IN THOSE INDUSTRIES, AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE AND ROBINHOOD, AND ANY OTHER PLATFORM I FIND. AFTER MANY ROUNDS OF DOING THIS, THE MOST URGENT ASPECT OF THE INVESTMENT WORLD I'M DELVING INTO TO BUILD MY FAMILY AN EMPIRE. I WILL GET THE ONLINE BANK ACCOUNT ALLOWING ME TO PUT MONEY INTO SAVINGS BONDS, ANY OTHER BONDS, AND CERTIFICATES OF DEPOSIT. THIS IS HOW I WILL STORE THE VAST OF THE MONEY I HAVE EARNED FROM WORK. I WILL GET ANOTHER ONLINE BANK, FOR A SAVINGS ONLY AND DON'T EVER HOLD THE CARD. ONLY TO PUT MORE ON THERE. THIS IS ALL UNTIL THE FOREX TRADING PAYS OFF. THEN IT'S TENS OF THOUSANDS OF SHARES PER WEEK. HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF ALTCOINS PER WEEK. TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DIGITAL UNITS OF FINANCIAL MEASURE. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ECONOMICAL PLEASURE?
I DO. I DO. I DO. DO I REALLY? I REALLY DO. COME TO THINK OF IT, I TRULY DO. JASON PURCHASED A NANO TECH COMPANY NNVC AT $2. NANO VERICIDES. HE SAYS I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. HE LISTENED. I DID. GUESS I SHOULD BUY IT TO HOLD NOW. OF COURSE I MUST. IT WENT UP FROM $2 TO $8. IT JUST CAME DOWN FROM $18. TIMES TEN JASON'S INVESTMENT. NASTY. HE ONLY BOUGHT A FEW SHARES. HE STILL LISTENED THOUGH. HE PROFITED. HE DIDN'T CASH OUT. E-TRADE ALLOWS YOU TO EXECUTE A SELL TRADE INITIALLY. NOT AS IN SELLING YOUR HOLDINGS. BUY TO HOLD IN ONE TRADE. SELL TO TRADE UNTIL YOU BUY THEN TO HOLD MORE. WHEN THE STOCKS ARE HOLDING, DOUBLE OVER ONCE OR MORE TIMES, EXECUTE AN ORIGINAL SELL TRADE ON E-TRADE AGAINST IT. THEN USE THE PROFIT TO ENTER INTO THE BUY AT A LOWER PRICE. OR SPEND OTHER FUNDS TO BUY TO HOLD AT THE LOWER PRICES, WHILE YOU SEE HOW LOW DOES SHE GO.
AS I CONTINUE TO STUDY THE WORLD OF INVESTING AND ECONOMICS, I CAN DO SO KNOWING I AM CATCHING UP WITH MY OWN AMBITION, AND REALIZING THE VISION. I AM BRINGING AS MANY OTHERS TO THE WATERING HOLE WHOM AS IS CAN STOMACH SUCH THOUGHTS. MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT STOMACH THE THOUGHT OF THE POSSIBILITY OF RETIRING EARLY. DOUBT COMES FROM HAVING NO PLAN AT ALL. IT IS DOUBT FOR GOOD REASON. I'M REALLY GRATEFUL I GET TO BE THIS GUY. I AM YOUR SECRET BEST FRIEND. TELL THE WORLD ABOUT ME. I LOVED YOU. I WANTED FOR YOU, THE EARLIEST RETIREMENT POSSIBLE. RETIREMENT AS IN, YOU RETIRE HAVING A BOSS. FIRE YOUR BOSS. BOSS YOURSELF AROUND. NOW YOU ARE RETIRED. DUH. DOISKI.
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3:16 AM EST - 4;17AM EST
1.30.2020
FRIDAY JANUARY 30TH, 2020
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CHAPTER EIGHT-TEEN: KOBE BRYANT OF THE STOCK MARKET
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THE WHOLE KOBE BRYANT TRAGEDY HAS ME SHOOK. I AM SHAKEN. I FEEL LIKE, IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I AM TIRED OR HAVE A FEW HOURS TO GET TO BED TO GET ENOUGH REST FOR OVERTIME, SIX DAYS PER WEEK. I MUST FINISH THIS VOLUME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. I MUST START THE NEXT VOLUMES AS QUICKLY AS I CAN. THE FIRST MONTH OF THE YEAR IS OVER. THE NEXT MONTH IS THE SHORTEST OF THE YEAR. I WANTED 25 SESSIONS IN EACH VOLUME. TODAY WOULD BE SESSION FIVE OF VOLUME TWO. I MUST PUSH MYSELF TO CATCH UP. THREE SESSIONS PER DAY OF ANYTHING, IS ONE THOUSAND SESSIONS YEARLY. I M GRATEFUL TO GOD I AM STILL ALIVE. I AM EVEN MORE GRATEFUL TO GOD, MY LOVED ONES AND OUR LOVED ONES ARE STILL ALIVE.
I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND AN INHERITANCE TO MY FAMILY. THE FACT, KOBE'S DAUGHTER GIANNA, AND OTHER KIDS WERE KILLED IN THE CRASH, MAKES ME WAY LESS ANXIOUS TO HAVE CHILDREN. BY THE TIME YOU FINISH READING OR LISTENING TO THIS FULL TEXT, IT MAY BE APPARENT WHAT MY FEARS ARE. MY FEAR, WHAT IF I WAS IN DANGER DUE TO HOW I USE MY INTELLIGENCE, ENERGETIC INPUT/OUTPUT, AND INFLUENCE AS A SPIRIT? THERE ARE CERTAIN THOUGHTS I HAVE THAT I DON'T NECESSARILY WANT TO INCLUDE IN THIS PROJECT, SO I WILL INCLUDE CERTAIN THOUGHTS THAT MAY GIVE INSIGHT INTO WHY I'M THINKING HOW I'M THINKING. I HAD TO ADOPT A LIFESTYLE ALLOWING SPACE TO GROW AND TO BE ABLE TO INVEST MY EARNINGS, FOCUS, AND TIME, INTERFERENCE FREE. CLEAR SIGNALS.
THE MAMBA MENTALITY, BEFORE I LEARNED OF IT IN 2018 OR 2019, I WAS EN ROUTE TO IT ALREADY. WHEN I DID WATCH THE DIFFERENT VIDEOS ABOUT THE MENTALITY, I WAS ALREADY DOING IT. IT WAS CONFIRMATION AND VALIDATION, TO CONTINUE IN MY FORM OF WORK ETHIC. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER WORK. I WOULD WATCH THE VIDEOS BEFORE AND AFTER THE WRITING AND RECORDING SESSIONS. I AM DEEPLY HURT BY THE NATURE OF KOBE'S PASSING AND HOW IT ALL PLAYED OUT. I HAVE WITHDREW FROM CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIVITIES, INCLUDING DATING. I AM THIRTY, I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN A PERSON PREGNANT. ONE DAY THERE WILL TECHNOLOGY TO GIVE MEN ABILITY TO BIRTH A CHILD. GROSS. NET. BUT STILL GROSS. EEL. DISGUSTING. WE SHOULD STILL INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY. I DO NOT AGREE WITH SUCH TECHNOLOGY. YET AND STILL, BUSINESS NEVER PERSONAL DAWGA (TOMMY FORD VOICE).
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DID I MENTION E-TRADE CHARGES $7 PER TRANSACTION? SO ONLY $50 OR $100 E-TRADE DEPOSITS AT A TIME. NOT REALLY. ONLY $100 PER TRANSACTION AT A TIME, MINIMUM. WE HAVE OUR ECONOMIC MISSILE OF PRODUCTION, AIMED SQUARELY IN THE SIGHTS OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. THE TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, WAS SOMETHING THE PREVIOUS GENERATIONS DID NOT INVEST IN THESE COMPANIES. PERSONALLY, AS A MILLENNIAL, I AM ALREADY ASHAMED OF THE PIECES OF THE RECENT TECHNOLOGY SECTOR, I MISSED INVESTING IN AT THOSE TIMES THEY EMERGED. I WILL MAKE UP FOR THIS, IN MY THIRTIES. I HAVE JUST TURNED THIRTY, ONE MONTH AGO. THE ENTIRE MONTH, FLEW BY. MONTH TWO HAS BEGUN. THIS IS MONTH TWO'S FIRST WRITING SESSION RECORDING.
WHAT WE ARE SAYING IS THAT WE ARE MAKING SURE, WE INVEST IN THE TECHNOLOGY SECTORS EVERY MONTH. THE MONTH'S HAPPEN TO HAVE BEEN FLYING BY FOR DECADES. ENSURING THUS PROFITS ARE RETURNING ON INVESTMENT. THE ONLY WAY TO WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP, IS WITH THE MAMBA MENTALITY. FROM HERE ON OUT, WE REFER TO THE INVESTIOPATHOLOGY, AS THE MAMBA MENTALITY WHEN APPLIED TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND LEVERAGING. PROPERLY LEVERAGING THE DOLLAR AS THE BLACK MAMBA WOULD IN SUCH AN INDUSTRY. SO NOW I CAN TRANSLATE IT TO THESE TERMS. HERE IS MY BLACK MAMBA IN THE STOCK MARKET IMPRESSION.
YOU HAVE TO PURCHASE STOCKS RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE GETTING OLDER. YOU MUST SECURE YOUR FINANCIAL LEGACY. YOU MUST FINALLY BUILD AND FUND THE EMPIRES YOU SET OUT TO SET UP. YOU DEDICATED YOUR TWENTIES DECADE, BEFORE THE TWENTY TWENTIES. YOUR THIRTIES ARE ALL ABOUT STOCKS. THIS IS YOUR SECOND CAREER. THESE NEXT TEN YEARS, YOU BUILD YOUR INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO, THE SAME WAY YOU BUILT YOUR CREATIVE ARTISTRY PORTFOLIO. WHY YOU WRITE THIS, IS FOR THOSE YOUNGER TO APPLY THIS SOONER. DON'T LISTEN TO THOSE WITHOUT STOCKS, ABOUT STOCKS. I WILL HAVE MORE SHARES TOTAL THAN ANYONE YOU KNOW. I'LL PROVE IT. THAT IS WHY I OFFER WHATEVER I OFFER. I FELT THE PAIN OF THE FATE OF ANYONE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. THE MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE I GROW, I HURT MORE AND MORE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T. WHY SHOULD I BE SO LUCKY? LUCKY ENOUGH TO DO MY BEST TO HELP. IF YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHO CAN READ, IN A CROWDED ROOM, WHERE EVERYONE HAD LETTERS TO BE READ, BUY YOUR OWN BOTTLE. BYOB.
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I AIM TO HAVE A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF SHARES, BOTH DOMESTIC AND FOREIGN, OF COMPANIES OF THE EMERGING INDUSTRY VARIETY. I LIVE 1000 MILES AWAY FROM ANY FAMILY I'VE LIVED AROUND BEFORE. I AM SINGLE. I WAS SINGLE WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE, SINCE AUGUST OF 2018. ONE YEAR AND A HALF. THE ENTIRE TIME I HAVE BEEN TRADING FOREIGN CURRENCY, MINUS THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF THE FIRST SEASON, FIRST QUARTER, IN NEW YORK. TRADING CURRENCY DURING THE NEW YORK SESSION, FROM SYRACUSE, NEW YORK. I APPRECIATE THE INSIGHT GOD HAS GIVEN ME, SO MUCH, I MUST HELP YOU THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GIVE OUT LOANS. I AM NOT NEXO WALLET. IF YOU WANT A LOAN, YOU SHOULD PURCHASE YOUR ALT COINS TODAY.
USE YOUR ALT COINS AS COLLATERAL, FOR THE NEXO WALLET OFFERED CRYPTO LOAN. THERE IS A NEW KIND OF LOAN EMERGING FROM THE FINANCIAL WATERS OF HISTORY'S TIDE. ALL OF MY MONEY IS GOING TO BE FOREVER TIDE UP IN INVESTMENTS. TIED UP. PEOPLE WON'T BE LOANING MONEY FROM ME. I'M NOT A BANK. I DON'T LIKE BANKS. I RESPECT THE TONTINE. NEITHER HERE NOR THERE. SO WHERE IS IT? ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE. THIS MAY END UP THE MOST CINEMATIC INVESTMENT STRATEGY PUBLICATION EVER. EVER. EVER. I WATCHED A STOCK I HAD ON MY WATCHLIST, GO FROM $2 TO $18. IT IS NOW AT $12 FROM $8 AFTER THE SELL OFF STABILIZATION. JASON PURCHASED A FEW SHARES. MAYBE HE WISHES HE HAD PURCHASED MORE. IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE ON E-TRADE TO ENTER SELL TRADES ON THE SAME SYMBOLS YOU ARE HOLDING IN YOUR HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TRADE SELL THE STOCKS YOU ARE HOLDING WHEN THEY DOUBLE MANY TIMES OVER, AS IN THIS SCENARIO.
NOW I HAVE TO THINK WITH NO EMOTION. I MUST GET IN ON THE STOCK. NANO VERICIDES. NNVC ON THE NASDAQ. I WATCHED NNVC, ELEVATE FROM $3 BELOW THE PENNY STOCK CATEGORY, TO BEING $7 OVER A PENNY STOCK AFTER ALMOST DOUBLING THAT PRICE OF $12. IS $8 THE NEXT SUPPORT LEVEL? WILL IT EVER GO BACK TO $8? I BELIEVE SO. THE MARKET PROJECTION IS FOR ANOTHER THREE TO FIVE YEARS. SO WHAT IS THE BEST SOLUTION BOTH WAYS, CONSIDERING ALL FACTORS CONSIDERED. FIRST FACTOR? THE FIRST FACTOR IS WHAT IF IT GOES BACK DOWN AFTER YOU BUY TO HOLD AT THIS PRICE TOM? USE YOUR TRADING INSTINCT TO SELL TRADE IT AT $12. YOU CHECKED THE TRADING VIEW TECHNICAL ANALYSIS OSCILLATORS. SELL AT $12 IT SAYS. THIS WOULD MEAN YOU PROFIT OFF OF THE STABILIZATION OF THE MASSIVE SELL OFF MANIFESTING LAST WEEK. THIS ALLOWS YOU TO GET IN AT A BETTER PRICE LEVEL, WHILE IT DROPS AS LOW AS YOU MAY WANT IT TO DROP, WHEN CONSIDERING THE LONG TERM PURCHASING OF THE SHARES IN QUESTION, MARK.
NOW WHEN IT SAYS TO BUY ON THE TRADING VIEW CHART, I WILL BUY TO HOLD. HERE'S THE KICKER. CONSIDERING THE OTHER FACTOR, OF $12 BEING THE NEW SUPPORT LEVEL, EVEN THOUGH NOT TOO LIKELY NOW, WE WILL PURCHASE $100 IN SHARES NNVC. GRAB TEN SHARES WHILE YOU SELL TRADE. THEN BUY MORE SHARES. KEEP BUYING SHARES IN REVERSE LEVELS AS IT TANKS BACK TO JASON'S PRICE OR AT THE ONE DOLLAR NEAR PENNY STOCK LEVEL. THERE ARE MANY WAYS THIS STOCK COULD GO. ANTICIPATE THEM ALL THEN ACT IMMEDIATELY. WHY DID JASON'S STOCK IN NNVC GO UP? WE ARE LOOKING IN THE PROPER LONGITUDE LATITUDE. OUR DEGREES OF SEPARATION, ARE THREE FEET FROM DIGITAL GOLD. INTRODUCING THE BLACK MAMBA MENTALITY, INTO THE FINANCIAL SECTORS, TECH SECTORS, OH YEAH. HISTORY IN THE MAKING WE ARE ALL WATCHING. I CAN SEE THE HISTORY COMING. I CAN SEE THE FUTURE COMING. IT IS EMERGING RIGHT BEFORE OUR VERY EYES. THE UNIVERSE AND THE COSMOS HAVE ALLOTTED ME, THE PRIVILEGE OF A LIFE OF ANONYMITY. NO ONE KNOWS ME. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO. I LEFT BEHIND A BOMB. WHEN IT BLOWS UP THEY WILL THEN KNOW MY NAME. THIS PUBLICATION COULD GIVE RISE TO MANY NEW GENERATIONAL WEALTH CREATORS. GENERATIONAL WEALTH IS STATED AS $20 MILLION.
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1:34AM EST - 2:34AM EST
2.2.2020
FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
SUPERBOWL DAY
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CHAPTER NINE-TEEN: REVERBUR
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JASON HAS A FIDELITY ACCOUNT. JASON STARTED A SECOND
E-TRADE TRADING ACCOUNT, WITHIN THE BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC AT $2 PER SHARE. JASON THEN PURCHASED TWO SHARES OF NNVC, AT $8 PER SHARE. JASON IS PROGRESSING WELL INTO WEALTH JASON IS ALSO PROCESSING WEALTH CREATION WELL. HE ASKED ME HOW DID I FIND OUT ABOUT NNVC? NNVC IS A NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANY, NANO VERICIDES. MY ANSWER TO JASON WAS TO ME A DASH IGNORANT. I JUST LOOKED IN PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. THEREFORE BEFORE PURCHASING SHARES, THE COMPANIES ARE OF LITTLE CONCERN. AS FAR AS WE ARE CONCERNED, AT THIS PROFIT MARGIN, THESE COMPANIES ARE ALL BANGERS. HEAD BANGERS. AS IN, YOU MIGHT JUST END UP BANGING YOUR HEAD ON THE SOFA.
LISTEN. ARE YOU LISTENING? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE LISTENING? BIONIC CHIZZY. NANO CHAD. NANO CHATO. I AM EXCITED ABOUT THE END OF THIS VOLUME. FIVE MORE ONE HOUR SESSIONS. GO BACK AND ADD TO SHORTER SESSIONS. I LOOK FORWARD TO PUBLISHING THIS PROJECT. I LOOK FORWARD TO ORDERING COPIES OF VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO READING VOLUME ONE. I LOOK FORWARD TO PROOF READING VOLUME ONE. THE PERSON OF NUMBERS. WHY AMERICA SLEPT? HONESTLY, I TOLD YOU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL A SENSE OF DESTINY AS NEVER BEFORE FELT. REVERBUR. HOW JASON PRONOUNCES RVBR. I FEEL AS IF I AM NOT GOING HARD AND FAST ENOUGH, IN THE FINANCIAL MARKETS. PERIOD. NO ELLIPSIS. ON THE 3RD OF FEBRUARY, THE E-TRADE DEPOSIT OF $97 WILL BE AVAILABLE FOR TRADING. I WILL BE HOLDING THOUGH. JASON'S ACCOUNT WILL HAVE $100 I SENT AVAILABLE FOR HOLDING. WE WILL PURCHASE WITH THE FUNDS, TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES. JASON SENT $10 IN RIPPLE XRP, TO HIS FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING ACCOUNT, AND MINE.
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1:34PM EST - 2:03PM EST - 2:55PM EST - 7:10PM EST - 8:11PM EST
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 2ND, 2020
2.2.2020
GROUNDHOG DAY
BADGER DAY
SACRED BEAR DAY EH
SUPER BOWL 54
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CHAPTER TWENTY: NAOV AND NANO VIBRONIX

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2:27AM EST -3:27AM EST
1.16.2020
THURSDAY JANUARY 16TH, 2020
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CHAPTER ELEVEN: E-TRADE
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I SIGNED UP THE BANK ACCOUNT TO E-TRADE. $17 I CAN PURCHASE RVBR WITH. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, I BEGIN TO FEEL A LITTLE NUEROTIC, ABOUT IT ALL. THERE IS A LONG LIST OF INDUSTRIES WE ARE LOOKING AT. $20 IN A COMPANY EVERY DEPOSIT. THIS MEANS I WOULD HAVE TO HAVE TO BE DEPOSITING FREQUENTLY. $20 GETS YOU OVER 600 SHARES. HOW MANY MORE SHARES OF THIS COMPANY, WILL I END UP GETTING? THIS IS THE TOP PICK. THIS IS NOT THE ONLY PICK. THERE ARE ENTIRE INDUSTRIES. THROW $10-20 IN EACH COMPANY. THROW FIVE TIMES MORE IN TOP PICK. STILL, IT DOESN'T MATTER. WE BELIEVE IN THEM ALL. RVBR HOWEVER, WE WERE WAITING FOR THIS ORGANIZATION TO MAKE A PUBLIC MOVE SINCE AGE 21. IT'S AN HONOR TO EVEN BE ALIVE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I AM THANKFUL TO GOD.
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7:52PM EST - 8:15PM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 18, 2020
1.18.2020
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CHAPTER TWELVE: JALEN BUSH
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DEAR JALEN,
YOU ARE TWENTY TWO. YOU HAVE SEVEN YEARS LEFT UNTIL THIRTY, AFTER YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY. THE COINBASE APP. THE E-TRADE APP. ROBIN HOOD APP. BINANCE APP. FREEWALLET APP. DOGEWALLET APP. YOU WANT TO HOLD STOCKS FEVERISHLY. IT'S SIMPLE YET IT'S HARSH TO DO. WHAT STOCKS TO BUY? YOU PURCHASE STOCKS BY THE INDUSTRIES. THE INDUSTRIES, ARE TO BE OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. VIRTUAL REALITY AND BIONICS, WERE JALEN'S SUGGESTIONS HE WOULD PICK FOR HIMSELF. THOSE TWO ARE IN OUR RESEARCH. JALEN'S ON THE TRAIL. THE EMERGING MARKETS WILL ALWAYS DO WELL.
WHEN YOU ARE THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. THEN YOU WILL GET INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IF YOU ARE INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, BY THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD DURING YOUR WANDERING TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES HAVE JUST ENDED. YOUR TWENTIES ARE TWO YEARS IN. I LEARNED FROM MY ERRORS AND I YEARN TO HELP TWENTY YEAR OLDS NOT MAKE THE SAME ONES.
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9:55PM EST - 10:47PM EST
1.19.2020
JANUARY 19TH, 2020
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN: DEAR MALIK SMITH
DEAR MALIK,
I WANT YOU TO START TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO NOW. YOU ARE, ON YOUR WAY TO 25 YEARS OLD. YOU ARE NOW 24 YEARS OLD. YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY, YOU WILL BE HALFWAY THRU YOUR TWENTIES. I HELD MY FIRST CRYPTO AT THE AGE OF 23. ONE YEAR BEFORE YOU, IF YOU START HOLDING CRYPTO NOW. I DID NOT OWN MY FIRST STOCK HOLDING PORTFOLIO, UNTIL 28. WHEN I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK, SYRACUSE, I BOUGHT $20 IN SHARES OF BIOMETRICS COMPANIES, ON ROBINHOOD. NOW, AT THIRTY, I HAVE AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT. YOU AS WELL, HAVE YOUR OWN E-TRADE ACCOUNT.
I WANTED YOU TO GET THE SAME ACCOUNTS I HAVE BEEN SETTING UP FOR MYSELF, SO I CAN HELP MY LOVED ONES BUILD THEIR OWN PORTFOLIOS. THATS ALL I WANT, IS FOR YOU TO IMPLEMENT THE STRATEGIES I AM IMPLEMENTING NOW, AT AN EARLiER AGE THAN I WAS CAPABLE OF DOING SO. YOU ARE ONE YEAR BEHIND ON THE HOLDING CRYPTO ASPECT, YET THREE YEARS ARE STILL AVAILABLE FOR YOU TO PURCHASE STOCKS AT AN EARLIER AGE THAN I DID. I WENT RELATIVELY LATE. I DIDN'T INVEST IN ANY FINANCIAL SECURITIES BEFORE THE BTC. THE BTC WAS THE FIRST DIGITAL ASSET. SO, MY FIRST INVESTMENT IN FINANCIAL SECURITIES AND ASSETS, HAPPENED TO BE THE FIRST EVER DIGITAL ASSET. I WAS BORN IN THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. I SAW THE DIGITAL AGE PRECIPITATE DOWN UPON US ALL.
MAYBE I'M NOT AS BEHIND AS I THINK. YET AND STILL, I MUST PROCEED AS EFFICIENTLY AS POSSIBLE, FROM HERE ON OUT. I HAVE SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO. IT TOOK TEN YEARS, ONE DECADE, OF RESEARCH CONSTANTLY, TO GET WHERE I AM AT NOW. NOW, WITHIN THIS NEXT TEN YEAR PERIOD OF MY LIFE, I MUST APPLY SAID INFORMATION FROM RESEARCHING CONSTANTLY FOR A DECADE, AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. THUS, CATCHING UP TO MY PREFERENCE IN HOLDINGS. RIGHT NOW, AT 25, YOU CAN PURCHASE SO MANY STOCKS, IN THE EMERGING MARKET INDUSTRIES, FOR YOU TO RETIRE FROM WITHIN 15 YEARS.
AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE, I CAN HELP OTHERS. THIS IS ALL I WANT TO DO. GOD HAS GIFTED ME WITH THIS BRAIN, FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE. THIS HEART, THIS MIND, THIS SOUL, ALL BELONG TO ME, AS A GIFT FROM GOD. I MUST USE THEM, TO THEIR FULL ABILITIES, WITH MY FULL EFFORT. A TOUGH SENTIMENT TO ADHERE TO. TONIGHT, AFTER THIS WRITING SESSION, I WILL LISTEN TO THE AUDIOBOOK. SENECA ON THE SHORTNESS OF LIFE. IT IS SHORT, IT WILL LAST ME MY MEAL. I AM A DEEP SOUL. MY SOUL COMES FROM THE DEEPEST PIT OF LIGHT ENERGY. GOD PUT ME HERE FOR A REASON. I MUST UNEARTH IT. WE MUST DISCOVER. WE ALL MUST DISCOVER OUR REASONS THAT WE ARE HERE. I WATCHED A VIDEO OF LISA LEFT EYE LOPEZ, TALKING ABOUT TUPAC SHAKUR. THE ENTIRE 6 MINUTE VIDEO WAS INSPIRING, ONE ASPECT I WILL MENTION HERE, IS WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT DESTINY.
DESTINY IS WHAT YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF AND FATE IS WHAT HAPPENS. YOU CAN FOLLOW THE PATH TO YOUR FINAL DESTINY. YOU CAN REACH IT THERE AS LONG AS YOU SEE THRU THE DISTRACTIONS ALONG THE WAY. THIS FUELED ME, TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER AND KEEP UP THE WONDERFUL FIGHT. HOW HARD I AM FIGHTING, IS OVER SHADOWED IN MY OWN HEAD, BY HOW MUCH HARDER I ACTUALLY NEED TO FIGHT, WITH THE LIGHT ENERGY GUIDING MY EFFORTS. INTENSIFYING THE EFFORTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT NOW LAID BEFORE US. I DEDICATED MY LIFE, THE FIRST TEN YEARS OF MY ADULTHOOD, TO THE ASCERTAINMENT OF THE DESIRE TO BE AN INDEPENDENT FILM MAKER. TEN YEARS LATER, WITH HEAVY RESEARCH, I FIND MYSELF AT ANOTHER TEN YEAR PERIOD, I HAVE JUST ENTERED.
I AM IN MY THIRTIES, IN THE 2020's. I MUST NOW SPEND THE NEXT TEN YEARS, APPLYING THE INFORMATION LEARNED, DURING THE LAST TEN YEAR PERIOD. THIS TEN YEAR PERIOD, MUST BE FILLED WITH THE APPLICATION OF OLDER TO NEWER RESEARCH. APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED UP TO NOW, THEN APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED FROM HERE ON OUT. YOUR TWENTIES WERE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE, ASF. AS LONG AS YOUR THIRTIES, ARE THE MOST LITERATE YEARS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU MADE UP FOR IT. NOT ONLY WILL YOU BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE IN THE KNOWING ASPECT, YOU WILL BE APPLYING THE FINANCIAL LITERACY, IN CONCENTRATED DOSES OF STRATEGY, FOR THE REST OF YOUR NATURAL BORN LIFE. THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE AT, IN YOUR FIRST MONTH, OF THE FIRST YEAR, OF YOUR THIRTIES. YOU ARE DOING WELL MY FRIEND. STAY ON COURSE. STAY FOCUSED. STAY DIRECTED TOWARDS THE TRAJECTORY OF THE TARGET.
IN CONCLUSION, THE FINANCIAL ILLITERACY I EXPERIENCED, DURING MY TWENTIES, WAS NOT COOL. I DON'T WISH THIS ON ANYONE. I BELIEVE I SHOULD HELP AS MANY PEOPLE, AS FAST AS I CAN. THIS IS A PRELIMINARY STEP, IN THE DIRECTION. I LOVE MY LIFE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD, FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE. FOR GIVING ME LIFE PERIOD, I AM THANKFUL TO GOD. I FEEL LIKE I AM ON THE PATH. I MUST RUN FASTER DOWN IT. I MUST IGNORE EVERY SINGLE DISTRACTION ALONG THE WAY. I MUST REACH THE FINAL DESTINY OF CHAD FILMS SR. I LOOK FORWARD TO IT. I DEDICATED MY ADULTHOOD TO THE ACQUISITION OF MY CHILDHOOD AND YOUNG ADULTHOOD DREAMS AND ECONOMIC FANTASIES. I LOOK FORWARD TO SOUPING THIS BOOK UP TO AN ASTRONOMICAL PROPORTION OF ECONOMICALLY CREATIVE WARFARE ATTACK STRATEGY TYPED MATERIAL.
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1:48 AM EST - 1:37AM EST 1.23.2020 - 2:29AM EST -
1.22.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2020
2:36 AM EST - 3:05AM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER 14: MOVING FORWARD
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IF THIS WERE A DIARY, I WOULD SAY, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. I WANT TO HELP MYSELF TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND DOCUMENT THE PROCESS. IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE TWENTY TWENTIES, I MUST PURCHASE AS MANY SHARES AS POSSIBLE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR NOW THOUGH, I MUST ONLY THINK ABOUT THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. WE STILL TRADE. THE HOLDINGS MUST BE HELD. INVESTING IS ACTUALLY NOT THE RISK TO FEAR. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.
LAYERS OF INVESTMENTS. MARKER. THIS IS THE DIARY FOR AMASSING FORTUNES. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. TODAY'S THURSDAY. WHEN I GET PAID, I WILL PURCHASE STOCKS AND CRYPTO TO HOLD. I AIM TO FILL MY PERSONAL PORTFOLIOS UP. TO MY LIKING. I THINK IT IS TIME TO JUST INVEST UNTIL I AM WITH CHILDREN AND WIFE. THEN KEEP INVESTING. NEVER, EVER, EVEN ONCE, STOP INVESTING. YOU HAVE TO INVEST IN THE KIDS AND THEIR PORTFOLIOS.
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ROCKET SCIENCE IS HARDER THAN THIS. SAFE TO SAY IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE.
WHAT I WASN'T DOING IN MY TWENTIES, I AM DOING NOW. REGARDING THE FINANCIAL MARKETS AND TECHNOLOGY SECTORS. THERE WERE KEYWORDS I DID NOT HAVE FROM 18 TO 27. YOU SPEND TEN YEARS SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, EVENTUALLY IT'LL SMACK YOU RIGHT THERE IN THE FACE. TOOK AN ENTIRE DECADE. I HAVE NOTHING BUT NEUTRAL GROUND TO BUILD ON. I STAYED FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS. IN ORDER TO RESEARCH HOW TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE, I STRAYED FROM THE CIRCUS PATH.
THE CRYPTO LOAN. NEXO WALLET OFFERED THE FIRST CRYPTO LOAN. IMAGINE THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. YOU PURCHASE CRYPTO. YOU USE IT AS COLLATERAL ON NEXO WALLET. PLACE THE CRYPTO IN THE NEXO WALLET. TAKE OUT A LOAN BASED ON THE COLLATERAL WORTH. PURCHASE ENOUGH CRYPTO TO TAKE OUT THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN IS NOW AMONG ST US PEOPLE. MPH MPH MPH. `WHEN YOU TAKE OUT 100K IN A SINGLE LOAN, WILL YOU LEGITIMATELY INVEST IT TO PAY OFF THE LOAN? GET YOUR CRYPTO BACK PEOPLE. AFTER PURCHASING IT AND LOANING IT OUT MAN. DIGITAL COLLATERAL MAN COME ON. THERE'S A STORM COMING. WHY AMERICA SLEPT.
IN ORDER FOR AMERICA TO RISE UP AGAIN, AS A NATION, IS TO INDIVIDUALLY RISE UP THE NEXT AMERICAN. I DID NOT CRAVE THE BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH FOR MY OWN SAKE. I CRAVED TO SHOW THE WORLD, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, WHEN THE BILLIONAIRE, CARES THE MOST. AMERICA DOESN'T PUSH INFORMATION LIKE THIS, TO AMERICANS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS, DO NOT PUSH THIS MATERIAL TO AMERICANS. THUS AMERICA, GROWS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IN A REAL NORMAL VARIETY. IF I SAID SMME, SMART METRICS, A BIOMETRICS COMPANY, IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, A COMPETITOR OF NXT ID, MAKER OF THE FLYE CARD, COSTS ONE PENNY PER SHARE, WOULDN'T THAT JUST SOUND LIKE GIBBERISH? REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME, I CALLED IT. RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW I WROTE IT COST ONE PENNY. RIGHT BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS PUBLICATION, I WILL TYPE A LIST OF THE RECENT PRICES OF ALL SECURITIES MENTIONED.
THERE IS A DOUBLE PLEASURE I GET FROM THIS INFORMATION. I GET TO USE IT. I GET TO SHARE IT. YOU MAY USE IT. THOSE WHO USE IT, WILL RETIRE BEFORE THOSE WHO DO NOT. I PUT MONEY ON THAT AS WELL. I GET TO GO AROUND PURCHASING $10 IN SMME STOCK FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1000 SHARES. 10,000 SHARES. 100,000 SHARES. I TINGLE JUST UTTERING SUCH PREDICAMENTS. 100 SHARES FOR A DOLLAR ARE YOU EXPLETIVELY KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME WHAT? I COULD SAVE THE TEN DOLLARS IN FIAT CURRENCY, IN A BANK? THE BANK WOULD JUST PURCHASE STOCKS TODAY WITH THE CAPITAL. IT'S A NASTY BALL GAME. THIS PUBLICATION, IS ONE SPICY MEAT A BALL. ZEITGEIST THREE MOVING FORWARD, GAVE ME THE ANALOGY FOR IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX. FOR THE RECORD.
ECONOMICALLY I'M STARTING AN ARMY. IT'S AN ECONOMIC ARMY OF FINANCIALLY LITERATE COWABUNGERS.
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7:31PM EST - 8:21PM EST
1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN: A HEADACHE
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I START THE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO THIS UPCOMING WEEK. TOMORROW IS MONDAY RIGHT? E-TRADE TAKES 5 DAYS TO TRANSFER THE EXTERNAL ACCOUNT DEPOSITS INTO THE HOLDING OR TRADING ACCOUNT. HERE IS THE SCENARIO. THIS IS THE INVESTMENT DIARY, OF ALL INVESTMENT DIARIES MY GOOD FRIEND. $240 IS THE INITIAL INVESTMENT. $45 GOES TO JASON FOR HIS E-TRADE HOLDINGS PORTFOLIO. I WILL SEND HIM MORE NEXT TIME. $75 GOES TO JASON TO SEND XRP TO MY CRYPTO WALLET. I WILL CONVERT THOSE COINS TO OTHER ALTERNATIVE COINS. ALT COINS. $25 GOES TO THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT FEE FOR NOT HAVING THE $9 DEPOSIT AVAILABLE ON THE 5TH DAY OF THE TRANSFER. $125 MUST GO ON THE E-TRADE ACCOUNT. I WILL PURCHASE $100 IN STOCKS. I WILL SPLIT THE PURCHASE BETWEEN TWO COMPANIES. SMART METRIC AND RVBR MARK RAY.
EVERY $10 SPENT ON SMME, SMART METRIC, IS 1250 SHARES, AT THE PRICE LEVEL OF ONE PENNY. RVBR CONTAINS THREE DIFFERENT STOCK SYMBOLS, WITHIN THE ONE COMPANY. MARK RAY OWNS KFGL. GANS IS A KFGL SUBSIDIARY. THE PRICE LEVEL OF THREE PENNIES FOR RVBR NOW IS ONE PENNY PER CONTAINED SYMBOL. $30 IN RVBR NOW IS 3333.3333 SHARES. THE TOP TWO STOCK PICKS, ARE BETWEEN ONE AND THREE PENNIES. I HAVEN'T SEARCHED FOR RVBR COMPETITION YET. SMME WAS FOUND WHEN I SEARCHED FOR NXT ID COMPLETION. LOL. SMILEY FACE. WE'VE BEEN IMPLEMENTING THESE STRATEGIES FOR YEARS, NOW WE ARE GETTING DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS CONCEPT. THIS IS A PHILOSOPHY.
$50 IN SMME COMPANY STOCK ALONE, IS 1250 TIMES FIVE. 6250 SHARES IN SMME FROM A $50 INVESTMENT. YOU WOULD WANT TO ALSO THEN PURCHASE NXT ID SHARES. 100 SHARES FOR $50. THEN YOU REALIZE THE DIFFERENCE THE PRICE LEVELS AND PROFIT MARGINS ARE BETWEEN TWO DIFFERENT COMPANIES, IN THE SAME INDUSTRY. IF SMME AND NXT ID ARE BOTH IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, IT IS FAIR TO SAY, NXT ID IS FARING CONSIDERABLY BETTER OFF THAN SMME. I HAVE FAITH IN THE BIOMETRICS DIVISON. I HAVE FAITH IN THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION WITHIN THE INDUSTRY. I HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF. I AM A MAN OF FAITH. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE STOCK MARKET. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FOREIGN CURRENCY EXCHANGE MARKET. I AM AFRAID OF NOT PARTICIPATING.
I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THE RECENT AND FUTURE DEVELOPMENTS OF THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO, WE ARE BUILDING FOR OURSELVES. I WILL HAVE MY MOTHER SIGN UP FOR AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT SO I CAN BUILD THE FAMILY'S HOLDING PORTFOLIO. I MUST ACCEPT, ONCE THEY ACQUIRE IT, THEY WILL SELL OFF SHARES AT THEIR DISCRETION. I MAY HAVE TO HAVE A BACKUP ACCOUNT FOR THEM SOMEWHERE, MAYBE WITH MALIK. MAYBE I WILL SEND MALIK MONEY TO PURCHASE MY STOCK PICKS. HE CAN SPLIT THAT MONEY BETWEEN THREE PEOPLE. JUSTIN, KEVI, DANTE. THAT'S WHEN THE FAMILY REALIZES I LEFT BEHIND MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS WITH THE WEALTH PRE-DISTRIBUTED TO ACCOUNT FOR ANY FALLACY ON ANYONE'S BEHALF. INCLUDING THE POTENTIAL FALLACY, OF NOT ACCOUNTING FOR ANY POTENTIAL FALLACY, ON MY BEHALF.
I JUST SOLVED THAT ISSUE, OF HAVING ANOTHER HOLDING ACCOUNT STASHED AWAY FOR MY FAMILY. MY COUSIN MALIK SMITH. I CAN SEND FUNDS TO HIS E-TRADE FOR PURCHASING THE SAME SHARES FOR MY BIRTH FAMILY. I HAVE TO LEAVE THE SLATE CLEAN ON MY ACCOUNT TO BE LEFT TO MY CHILD OR MY MENTOR. MY FAMILY HOWEVER AND MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE THEIR HOLDING ACCOUNTS BEEFED UP TO WHERE MINE ARE. THEY WILL ALL JUST BE DUPLICATE ACCOUNTS. WHEN THE TRADING TAKES OFF, THE DEPOSITS FOR STOCKS WILL INCREASE TRIUMPHANTLY. THEN I CAN PAY OFF THE $4000 LOAN DARRELL KEELE AND GEORGE C. WORD TOOK OUT ON MY DELTA COMMUNITY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT, WHEN I MOVED TO SYRACUSE, NEW YORK IN AUGUST OF 2018.
WHAT'S $4000 TO A BILLIONAIRE? THIS IS WHY I STAY TO MYSELF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I'M OF A STRANGER CALIBER THAN MOST I ENCOUNTER. THEY ARE SAFER AROUND ME, THAN I AM AROUND THEM. I DO HAVE TO HAVE A BENEFICIARY FOR MY INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS. I WANT IT TO BE MY CHILD AND THEIR MOTHER. FOR THAT I NEED ONE MORE ACCOUNT TO BUILD UP FOR MY MENTOR. THEN EVERYONE IS GOOD. UNTIL I DO HAVE A CHILD, THE BENEFICIARY WOULD HAVE TO BE MY MENTOR UNTIL I HAVE A CHILD. YOU SEE THE THOUGHTS I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT? KEEPING THE ACCOUNT BENEFICIARY SLATE CLEAR FOR FUTURE CHILDREN YET STILL HAVING SOMEONE TO BENEFIT FROM IT. YET STILL HAVING THAT SAME AMOUNT LEFT TO THEM ONCE YOU DO HAVE CHILDREN. THAT'S A HEAD ACHE.
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3:12AM EST - 3:55AM EST
1.29.2020
JANUARY 29TH, 2020
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE MAMBA MENTALITY
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TODAY IS THE ONE MONTH TIME STAMP OF MY 30TH BIRTHDAY. I AM GRATEFUL, I STARTED MY HOLDING PORTFOLIO ONCE AGAIN. I STARTED THE CRYPTO HOLDING PORTFOLIOS IN THE SUMMER OF 2017. THREE YEARS AGO. THREE YEARS BEFORE THEN, I PURCHASED THREE BITCOINS AT $88 DOLLARS A PIECE. 3. IN 2013. I WAS 23. GOD IS GOOD ALL OF THE TIME. I PUT $225 ON MY ONLINE BANK CARD AT RITE AID. I PAID THE $5 FEE TO UPLOAD THE CARD BALANCE. I SENT JASON $100. I PAID THE PAYPAL FEE. $3.20. I PAID THE $25 FEE ON MY E-TRADE. I TRANSFERRED $122 ON THE E-TRADE. $97 WILL HIT THE HOLDING ACCOUNT. $48 WILL GO TO SMME. SMART METRICS. SMART METRICS IS THE BIOMETRICS COMPETITOR OF NEXT ID. NXT ID. 39 PENNIES NXT ID IS. ONE PENNY IS THE COST OF SMART METRIC STOCK. IN 2017, THE WINTER OF, SMME WAS 45 PENNIES. HALF OF NXT ID. I BIO MAY HAVE BEEN TEN PENNIES THEN AND EVEN WHEN I PURCHASED $10 WORTH IN STOCK, IN THE SUMMER OF 2018, ON ROBINHOOD FROM NEW YORK.
I ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE $25 WORTH OF SMME STOCK. I ASKED JASON TO SPEND THE OTHER $25 OF THE FIRST $50, ON RVBR, AT THREE PENNIES PER SHARE. 1600 SHARES OF SMME IN MY OWN ACCOUNT. HALF OF THOSE SHARES ARE IN JASON'S ACCOUNT. HALF THE $48 ON RVBR. 2500 SHARES, 4800 SHARES. 5000 SHARES. FLOATING THRU VARIOUS ACCOUNTS FROM NOW ON. MANIACALLY PURCHASING SHARES IN EMERGING MARKETS, ON THE MOST DIABOLICAL OF LEVELS. THE OTHER $50 WAS ASKED OF JASON TO DEPOSIT IT INTO HIS ROBINHOOD. WE ASKED JASON TO PURCHASE DOGECOIN WITH THE $50. WE CALCULATED THE DOGECOIN AMOUNT AT 20,500. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING. I PRAY TO GOD I SEE THIS THRU. I AM TERRIFIED. I FEEL AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF DESTINY ALL AROUND ME. I CAN NOT HELP BUT TO REMAIN FOCUSED AND DISCERNING.
I WILL CONTINUE TO INVEST IN THE STOCK MARKET. I HAVE SO MANY INDUSTRIES TO INCLUDE INTO THE PORTFOLIO. THE DIFFERENT COMPANIES IN THOSE INDUSTRIES, AVAILABLE ON E-TRADE AND ROBINHOOD, AND ANY OTHER PLATFORM I FIND. AFTER MANY ROUNDS OF DOING THIS, THE MOST URGENT ASPECT OF THE INVESTMENT WORLD I'M DELVING INTO TO BUILD MY FAMILY AN EMPIRE. I WILL GET THE ONLINE BANK ACCOUNT ALLOWING ME TO PUT MONEY INTO SAVINGS BONDS, ANY OTHER BONDS, AND CERTIFICATES OF DEPOSIT. THIS IS HOW I WILL STORE THE VAST OF THE MONEY I HAVE EARNED FROM WORK. I WILL GET ANOTHER ONLINE BANK, FOR A SAVINGS ONLY AND DON'T EVER HOLD THE CARD. ONLY TO PUT MORE ON THERE. THIS IS ALL UNTIL THE FOREX TRADING PAYS OFF. THEN IT'S TENS OF THOUSANDS OF SHARES PER WEEK. HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF ALTCOINS PER WEEK. TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DIGITAL UNITS OF FINANCIAL MEASURE. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ECONOMICAL PLEASURE?
I DO. I DO. I DO. DO I REALLY? I REALLY DO. COME TO THINK OF IT, I TRULY DO. JASON PURCHASED A NANO TECH COMPANY NNVC AT $2. NANO VERICIDES. HE SAYS I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. HE LISTENED. I DID. GUESS I SHOULD BUY IT TO HOLD NOW. OF COURSE I MUST. IT WENT UP FROM $2 TO $8. IT JUST CAME DOWN FROM $18. TIMES TEN JASON'S INVESTMENT. NASTY. HE ONLY BOUGHT A FEW SHARES. HE STILL LISTENED THOUGH. HE PROFITED. HE DIDN'T CASH OUT. E-TRADE ALLOWS YOU TO EXECUTE A SELL TRADE INITIALLY. NOT AS IN SELLING YOUR HOLDINGS. BUY TO HOLD IN ONE TRADE. SELL TO TRADE UNTIL YOU BUY THEN TO HOLD MORE. WHEN THE STOCKS ARE HOLDING, DOUBLE OVER ONCE OR MORE TIMES, EXECUTE AN ORIGINAL SELL TRADE ON E-TRADE AGAINST IT. THEN USE THE PROFIT TO ENTER INTO THE BUY AT A LOWER PRICE. OR SPEND OTHER FUNDS TO BUY TO HOLD AT THE LOWER PRICES, WHILE YOU SEE HOW LOW DOES SHE GO.
AS I CONTINUE TO STUDY THE WORLD OF INVESTING AND ECONOMICS, I CAN DO SO KNOWING I AM CATCHING UP WITH MY OWN AMBITION, AND REALIZING THE VISION. I AM BRINGING AS MANY OTHERS TO THE WATERING HOLE WHOM AS IS CAN STOMACH SUCH THOUGHTS. MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT STOMACH THE THOUGHT OF THE POSSIBILITY OF RETIRING EARLY. DOUBT COMES FROM HAVING NO PLAN AT ALL. IT IS DOUBT FOR GOOD REASON. I'M REALLY GRATEFUL I GET TO BE THIS GUY. I AM YOUR SECRET BEST FRIEND. TELL THE WORLD ABOUT ME. I LOVED YOU. I WANTED FOR YOU, THE EARLIEST RETIREMENT POSSIBLE. RETIREMENT AS IN, YOU RETIRE HAVING A BOSS. FIRE YOUR BOSS. BOSS YOURSELF AROUND. NOW YOU ARE RETIRED. DUH. DOISKI.
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3:16 AM EST - 4;17AM EST
1.30.2020
FRIDAY JANUARY 30TH, 2020
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CHAPTER EIGHT-TEEN: KOBE BRYANT OF THE STOCK MARKET

1:32AM EST - 2:08AM EST
1.15.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 15TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TEN: MARKRAY CORPORATION
MARKRAY CORPORATION IS THE NUMBER ONE TOP PICK STOCK. RVBR. E-TRADE. NOT ROBINHOOD. MARKRAY. GANS. KFGL. MARKRAY OWNS KFGL. KFGL OWNS GANS. GASES AND NANO STATES. THE KESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL. THE KESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL SYMBOL, OWNS GASES AND NANO STATES. MARKRAY CORPORATION OWNS FESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL'S SYMBOL. THREE SYMBOLS. ONE STOCK. THE PRICE IS NOW ONCE AGAIN, THREE SYMBOLS FOR A PENNY A PIECE. $20 IN RVBR RIGHT NOW, PURCHASES OVER 650 SHARES. $83,000. $166,000. THESE NUMBERS WILL BE MINE. IF YOU DON'T HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF, I STILL LOVE YOU. THIS PUBLICATION, IS FOR THOSE WHO CRAVE THE ECONOMIC DICTATORSHIP OF THEIR WORLD. IF YOU DON'T RETIRE BEFORE 65, I MIGHT JUST PUKE ALL OVER MYSELF.
I PERSONALLY, TRULY WISH YOU AN EARLY RETIREMENT. I WANT THEM TO REMEMBER MY CHARACTER, UNTIL ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, IS DONE WITH US. $100 IN RVBR, PURCHASES 3333.33333 SHARES IN RVBR. A GAME. IT'S ALL A GAME. A STRANGE GAME. VERY STRANGE. A VERY STRANGE GAME. THE STRANGEST GAME OF ALL. YOU CAN GET PAID IN THIS GAME. THE GAME, IS SELLING TICKETS. IT IS IT'S OWN WORLD. THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IF I COULD WRITE ONE LONG LETTER TO AGE 17 CHAD XZAVIER, I WOULD LOVE IT. HOWEVER, ONLY YOU'RE HERE NOW. WHAT 20 YEAR OLD CXH WAS AFTER ECONOMICALLY, 27 YEAR OLD CXH DISCOVERED THRU GOD.
THE FIRST LESSON IN STOCKS, FOR ME, IS WHAT YEAR IS IT? IN WHAT TIME PERIOD ARE WE IN? IN THE 1950S, WHAT STOCKS WOULD YOU PURCHASE? IN THE 1960S, WHAT STOCKS WOULD YOU HAVE PURCHASED? THE 1970S? 1980S? 1990S YOU GET THE DRIFT MAN. ON TO THE 2000S. 20 YEARS PASSED SUCH. THE 2020S. WHAT WOULD ONE BE BEST TO INVEST IN, ON THE STOCK MARKET? SCIENCE FICTION TECHNOLOGY. HINDSIGHT 20 20. IN 2020, MAY GOD ALLOW US ALL THE FORESIGHT WE HAVE. 9 YEARS BEFORE MY OWN BIRTH, APPLE STOCK WAS WORTH $22. $220 WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YOU 100 SHARES. THOSE 100 SHARES WOULD HAVE SPLIT 560 TIMES. THOSE 560 SHARES AT THE CURRENT MARKET PRICE OF $200+, IS EQUAL TO, $150,000.
CONTINUE TO DROP $20 ON EACH COMPANY. BUY A SET OF SHARES WITH $20-$100 AND SET A PRICE LEVEL. FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN THE STOCK IS WORTH $10-$25, SELL ONE SET. THE SET WOULD HAVE BEEN PURCHASED WITH $20-$100. AT THREE PENNIES, IT FLIPS 33 TIMES PER DOLLAR. IT'S ALL A GAME. THE FUNNIEST GAME EVER PLAYED FIRST PERSON LOOTER. IF THERE IS A LONG LIST OF STOCKS YOU WANT TO INVEST IN...YOU HAVE A LOT OF INVESTING TO DO MY FRIEND. THE MUMMY THEME SONG. PERSONAL REMINDER. ANYWAY. BACK TO THESE STOCKS. I'M GETTING OLDER, THANK GOD. I WANT TO PAY FOR COLLEGE WITH A CHECK. I WANT TO STAY IN COLLEGE FOR MY THIRTIES. I WANT TO RETIRE. I WANT TO ATTEND FILM SCHOOL. I WANT TO MARKET THE NOVELS AND FILM THE ADAPTATIONS. FILM EVERYTHING I HAVE PLOTTED.
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2:27AM EST -3:27AM EST
1.16.2020
THURSDAY JANUARY 16TH, 2020
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CHAPTER ELEVEN: E-TRADE
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I SIGNED UP THE BANK ACCOUNT TO E-TRADE. $17 I CAN PURCHASE RVBR WITH. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, I BEGIN TO FEEL A LITTLE NUEROTIC, ABOUT IT ALL. THERE IS A LONG LIST OF INDUSTRIES WE ARE LOOKING AT. $20 IN A COMPANY EVERY DEPOSIT. THIS MEANS I WOULD HAVE TO HAVE TO BE DEPOSITING FREQUENTLY. $20 GETS YOU OVER 600 SHARES. HOW MANY MORE SHARES OF THIS COMPANY, WILL I END UP GETTING? THIS IS THE TOP PICK. THIS IS NOT THE ONLY PICK. THERE ARE ENTIRE INDUSTRIES. THROW $10-20 IN EACH COMPANY. THROW FIVE TIMES MORE IN TOP PICK. STILL, IT DOESN'T MATTER. WE BELIEVE IN THEM ALL. RVBR HOWEVER, WE WERE WAITING FOR THIS ORGANIZATION TO MAKE A PUBLIC MOVE SINCE AGE 21. IT'S AN HONOR TO EVEN BE ALIVE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I AM THANKFUL TO GOD.
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7:52PM EST - 8:15PM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 18, 2020
1.18.2020
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CHAPTER TWELVE: JALEN BUSH
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DEAR JALEN,
YOU ARE TWENTY TWO. YOU HAVE SEVEN YEARS LEFT UNTIL THIRTY, AFTER YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY. THE COINBASE APP. THE E-TRADE APP. ROBIN HOOD APP. BINANCE APP. FREEWALLET APP. DOGEWALLET APP. YOU WANT TO HOLD STOCKS FEVERISHLY. IT'S SIMPLE YET IT'S HARSH TO DO. WHAT STOCKS TO BUY? YOU PURCHASE STOCKS BY THE INDUSTRIES. THE INDUSTRIES, ARE TO BE OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. VIRTUAL REALITY AND BIONICS, WERE JALEN'S SUGGESTIONS HE WOULD PICK FOR HIMSELF. THOSE TWO ARE IN OUR RESEARCH. JALEN'S ON THE TRAIL. THE EMERGING MARKETS WILL ALWAYS DO WELL.
WHEN YOU ARE THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. THEN YOU WILL GET INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IF YOU ARE INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, BY THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD DURING YOUR WANDERING TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES HAVE JUST ENDED. YOUR TWENTIES ARE TWO YEARS IN. I LEARNED FROM MY ERRORS AND I YEARN TO HELP TWENTY YEAR OLDS NOT MAKE THE SAME ONES.
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9:55PM EST - 10:47PM EST
1.19.2020
JANUARY 19TH, 2020
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN: DEAR MALIK SMITH
DEAR MALIK,
I WANT YOU TO START TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO NOW. YOU ARE, ON YOUR WAY TO 25 YEARS OLD. YOU ARE NOW 24 YEARS OLD. YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY, YOU WILL BE HALFWAY THRU YOUR TWENTIES. I HELD MY FIRST CRYPTO AT THE AGE OF 23. ONE YEAR BEFORE YOU, IF YOU START HOLDING CRYPTO NOW. I DID NOT OWN MY FIRST STOCK HOLDING PORTFOLIO, UNTIL 28. WHEN I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK, SYRACUSE, I BOUGHT $20 IN SHARES OF BIOMETRICS COMPANIES, ON ROBINHOOD. NOW, AT THIRTY, I HAVE AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT. YOU AS WELL, HAVE YOUR OWN E-TRADE ACCOUNT.
I WANTED YOU TO GET THE SAME ACCOUNTS I HAVE BEEN SETTING UP FOR MYSELF, SO I CAN HELP MY LOVED ONES BUILD THEIR OWN PORTFOLIOS. THATS ALL I WANT, IS FOR YOU TO IMPLEMENT THE STRATEGIES I AM IMPLEMENTING NOW, AT AN EARLiER AGE THAN I WAS CAPABLE OF DOING SO. YOU ARE ONE YEAR BEHIND ON THE HOLDING CRYPTO ASPECT, YET THREE YEARS ARE STILL AVAILABLE FOR YOU TO PURCHASE STOCKS AT AN EARLIER AGE THAN I DID. I WENT RELATIVELY LATE. I DIDN'T INVEST IN ANY FINANCIAL SECURITIES BEFORE THE BTC. THE BTC WAS THE FIRST DIGITAL ASSET. SO, MY FIRST INVESTMENT IN FINANCIAL SECURITIES AND ASSETS, HAPPENED TO BE THE FIRST EVER DIGITAL ASSET. I WAS BORN IN THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. I SAW THE DIGITAL AGE PRECIPITATE DOWN UPON US ALL.
MAYBE I'M NOT AS BEHIND AS I THINK. YET AND STILL, I MUST PROCEED AS EFFICIENTLY AS POSSIBLE, FROM HERE ON OUT. I HAVE SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO. IT TOOK TEN YEARS, ONE DECADE, OF RESEARCH CONSTANTLY, TO GET WHERE I AM AT NOW. NOW, WITHIN THIS NEXT TEN YEAR PERIOD OF MY LIFE, I MUST APPLY SAID INFORMATION FROM RESEARCHING CONSTANTLY FOR A DECADE, AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. THUS, CATCHING UP TO MY PREFERENCE IN HOLDINGS. RIGHT NOW, AT 25, YOU CAN PURCHASE SO MANY STOCKS, IN THE EMERGING MARKET INDUSTRIES, FOR YOU TO RETIRE FROM WITHIN 15 YEARS.
AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE, I CAN HELP OTHERS. THIS IS ALL I WANT TO DO. GOD HAS GIFTED ME WITH THIS BRAIN, FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE. THIS HEART, THIS MIND, THIS SOUL, ALL BELONG TO ME, AS A GIFT FROM GOD. I MUST USE THEM, TO THEIR FULL ABILITIES, WITH MY FULL EFFORT. A TOUGH SENTIMENT TO ADHERE TO. TONIGHT, AFTER THIS WRITING SESSION, I WILL LISTEN TO THE AUDIOBOOK. SENECA ON THE SHORTNESS OF LIFE. IT IS SHORT, IT WILL LAST ME MY MEAL. I AM A DEEP SOUL. MY SOUL COMES FROM THE DEEPEST PIT OF LIGHT ENERGY. GOD PUT ME HERE FOR A REASON. I MUST UNEARTH IT. WE MUST DISCOVER. WE ALL MUST DISCOVER OUR REASONS THAT WE ARE HERE. I WATCHED A VIDEO OF LISA LEFT EYE LOPEZ, TALKING ABOUT TUPAC SHAKUR. THE ENTIRE 6 MINUTE VIDEO WAS INSPIRING, ONE ASPECT I WILL MENTION HERE, IS WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT DESTINY.
DESTINY IS WHAT YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF AND FATE IS WHAT HAPPENS. YOU CAN FOLLOW THE PATH TO YOUR FINAL DESTINY. YOU CAN REACH IT THERE AS LONG AS YOU SEE THRU THE DISTRACTIONS ALONG THE WAY. THIS FUELED ME, TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER AND KEEP UP THE WONDERFUL FIGHT. HOW HARD I AM FIGHTING, IS OVER SHADOWED IN MY OWN HEAD, BY HOW MUCH HARDER I ACTUALLY NEED TO FIGHT, WITH THE LIGHT ENERGY GUIDING MY EFFORTS. INTENSIFYING THE EFFORTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT NOW LAID BEFORE US. I DEDICATED MY LIFE, THE FIRST TEN YEARS OF MY ADULTHOOD, TO THE ASCERTAINMENT OF THE DESIRE TO BE AN INDEPENDENT FILM MAKER. TEN YEARS LATER, WITH HEAVY RESEARCH, I FIND MYSELF AT ANOTHER TEN YEAR PERIOD, I HAVE JUST ENTERED.
I AM IN MY THIRTIES, IN THE 2020's. I MUST NOW SPEND THE NEXT TEN YEARS, APPLYING THE INFORMATION LEARNED, DURING THE LAST TEN YEAR PERIOD. THIS TEN YEAR PERIOD, MUST BE FILLED WITH THE APPLICATION OF OLDER TO NEWER RESEARCH. APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED UP TO NOW, THEN APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED FROM HERE ON OUT. YOUR TWENTIES WERE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE, ASF. AS LONG AS YOUR THIRTIES, ARE THE MOST LITERATE YEARS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU MADE UP FOR IT. NOT ONLY WILL YOU BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE IN THE KNOWING ASPECT, YOU WILL BE APPLYING THE FINANCIAL LITERACY, IN CONCENTRATED DOSES OF STRATEGY, FOR THE REST OF YOUR NATURAL BORN LIFE. THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE AT, IN YOUR FIRST MONTH, OF THE FIRST YEAR, OF YOUR THIRTIES. YOU ARE DOING WELL MY FRIEND. STAY ON COURSE. STAY FOCUSED. STAY DIRECTED TOWARDS THE TRAJECTORY OF THE TARGET.
IN CONCLUSION, THE FINANCIAL ILLITERACY I EXPERIENCED, DURING MY TWENTIES, WAS NOT COOL. I DON'T WISH THIS ON ANYONE. I BELIEVE I SHOULD HELP AS MANY PEOPLE, AS FAST AS I CAN. THIS IS A PRELIMINARY STEP, IN THE DIRECTION. I LOVE MY LIFE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD, FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE. FOR GIVING ME LIFE PERIOD, I AM THANKFUL TO GOD. I FEEL LIKE I AM ON THE PATH. I MUST RUN FASTER DOWN IT. I MUST IGNORE EVERY SINGLE DISTRACTION ALONG THE WAY. I MUST REACH THE FINAL DESTINY OF CHAD FILMS SR. I LOOK FORWARD TO IT. I DEDICATED MY ADULTHOOD TO THE ACQUISITION OF MY CHILDHOOD AND YOUNG ADULTHOOD DREAMS AND ECONOMIC FANTASIES. I LOOK FORWARD TO SOUPING THIS BOOK UP TO AN ASTRONOMICAL PROPORTION OF ECONOMICALLY CREATIVE WARFARE ATTACK STRATEGY TYPED MATERIAL.
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1:48 AM EST - 1:37AM EST 1.23.2020 - 2:29AM EST -
1.22.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2020
2:36 AM EST - 3:05AM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER 14: MOVING FORWARD
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IF THIS WERE A DIARY, I WOULD SAY, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. I WANT TO HELP MYSELF TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND DOCUMENT THE PROCESS. IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE TWENTY TWENTIES, I MUST PURCHASE AS MANY SHARES AS POSSIBLE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR NOW THOUGH, I MUST ONLY THINK ABOUT THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. WE STILL TRADE. THE HOLDINGS MUST BE HELD. INVESTING IS ACTUALLY NOT THE RISK TO FEAR. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.
LAYERS OF INVESTMENTS. MARKER. THIS IS THE DIARY FOR AMASSING FORTUNES. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. TODAY'S THURSDAY. WHEN I GET PAID, I WILL PURCHASE STOCKS AND CRYPTO TO HOLD. I AIM TO FILL MY PERSONAL PORTFOLIOS UP. TO MY LIKING. I THINK IT IS TIME TO JUST INVEST UNTIL I AM WITH CHILDREN AND WIFE. THEN KEEP INVESTING. NEVER, EVER, EVEN ONCE, STOP INVESTING. YOU HAVE TO INVEST IN THE KIDS AND THEIR PORTFOLIOS.
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ROCKET SCIENCE IS HARDER THAN THIS. SAFE TO SAY IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE.
WHAT I WASN'T DOING IN MY TWENTIES, I AM DOING NOW. REGARDING THE FINANCIAL MARKETS AND TECHNOLOGY SECTORS. THERE WERE KEYWORDS I DID NOT HAVE FROM 18 TO 27. YOU SPEND TEN YEARS SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, EVENTUALLY IT'LL SMACK YOU RIGHT THERE IN THE FACE. TOOK AN ENTIRE DECADE. I HAVE NOTHING BUT NEUTRAL GROUND TO BUILD ON. I STAYED FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS. IN ORDER TO RESEARCH HOW TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE, I STRAYED FROM THE CIRCUS PATH.
THE CRYPTO LOAN. NEXO WALLET OFFERED THE FIRST CRYPTO LOAN. IMAGINE THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. YOU PURCHASE CRYPTO. YOU USE IT AS COLLATERAL ON NEXO WALLET. PLACE THE CRYPTO IN THE NEXO WALLET. TAKE OUT A LOAN BASED ON THE COLLATERAL WORTH. PURCHASE ENOUGH CRYPTO TO TAKE OUT THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN IS NOW AMONG ST US PEOPLE. MPH MPH MPH. `WHEN YOU TAKE OUT 100K IN A SINGLE LOAN, WILL YOU LEGITIMATELY INVEST IT TO PAY OFF THE LOAN? GET YOUR CRYPTO BACK PEOPLE. AFTER PURCHASING IT AND LOANING IT OUT MAN. DIGITAL COLLATERAL MAN COME ON. THERE'S A STORM COMING. WHY AMERICA SLEPT.
IN ORDER FOR AMERICA TO RISE UP AGAIN, AS A NATION, IS TO INDIVIDUALLY RISE UP THE NEXT AMERICAN. I DID NOT CRAVE THE BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH FOR MY OWN SAKE. I CRAVED TO SHOW THE WORLD, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, WHEN THE BILLIONAIRE, CARES THE MOST. AMERICA DOESN'T PUSH INFORMATION LIKE THIS, TO AMERICANS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS, DO NOT PUSH THIS MATERIAL TO AMERICANS. THUS AMERICA, GROWS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IN A REAL NORMAL VARIETY. IF I SAID SMME, SMART METRICS, A BIOMETRICS COMPANY, IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, A COMPETITOR OF NXT ID, MAKER OF THE FLYE CARD, COSTS ONE PENNY PER SHARE, WOULDN'T THAT JUST SOUND LIKE GIBBERISH? REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME, I CALLED IT. RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW I WROTE IT COST ONE PENNY. RIGHT BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS PUBLICATION, I WILL TYPE A LIST OF THE RECENT PRICES OF ALL SECURITIES MENTIONED.
THERE IS A DOUBLE PLEASURE I GET FROM THIS INFORMATION. I GET TO USE IT. I GET TO SHARE IT. YOU MAY USE IT. THOSE WHO USE IT, WILL RETIRE BEFORE THOSE WHO DO NOT. I PUT MONEY ON THAT AS WELL. I GET TO GO AROUND PURCHASING $10 IN SMME STOCK FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1000 SHARES. 10,000 SHARES. 100,000 SHARES. I TINGLE JUST UTTERING SUCH PREDICAMENTS. 100 SHARES FOR A DOLLAR ARE YOU EXPLETIVELY KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME WHAT? I COULD SAVE THE TEN DOLLARS IN FIAT CURRENCY, IN A BANK? THE BANK WOULD JUST PURCHASE STOCKS TODAY WITH THE CAPITAL. IT'S A NASTY BALL GAME. THIS PUBLICATION, IS ONE SPICY MEAT A BALL. ZEITGEIST THREE MOVING FORWARD, GAVE ME THE ANALOGY FOR IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX. FOR THE RECORD.
ECONOMICALLY I'M STARTING AN ARMY. IT'S AN ECONOMIC ARMY OF FINANCIALLY LITERATE COWABUNGERS.
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7:31PM EST - 8:21PM EST
1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN: A HEADACHE

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Casablanca (1943) (MA/4K) $6.50
Casino Royale (2006), Quantum of Solace (2008), Skyfall (2012), Spectre (2015) (Vudu/HD) $13
Cat in the Hat (2003) (MA/HD) $3.25
Cats (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
Catwoman: Hunted (2021) (MA/HD) $3.50
Celebrating Mickey (2018) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.75
Central Intelligence (2016) (MA/4K) $5
Chaos Walking (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Chappaquiddick (2007) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.50
Charlie St. Cloud (2010) (MA/HD) $3.25
Charlie's Angels (2000) (MA/4K) $7.75
Charlie's Angels (2019) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Chasing Amy (1997) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Chicken Run (2000) (MA/HD) $5.25
Choice, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Christopher Robin (2018) (MA/HD) $5.25
Chronicles of Riddick (Unrated Director's Cut) (2004) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Cinderella (1950) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.75
Cinderella 'Camila Cabello' (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50
Clerks (1994) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Clerks III (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.25
Clifford the Big Red Dog (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Cloverfield (2008) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
Coco (2017) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) $5.50 (GP/HD) $2.50
Cold Pursuit (2019) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3
Coming to America (1988) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Commuter (2018) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Conan The Barbarian (2011) (Vudu/4K) $5
Concussion (2015) (MA/HD) $2.75
Constantine: The House of Mystery (2022) (MA/HD) $3.25
Contractor (2022) (Vudu/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Courier, The (2020) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Criminal (2016) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Croods (2013) & A New Age (2020) (MA/HD) $7.25
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2001) (MA/4K) $7.75
Cruella (2021) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
Da Vinci Code (2006) (MA/HD) $7
Daddy's Home 1-2 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Dallas Buyers Club (2013) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3
Daniel Craig Collection 5-Movie (Vudu/4K) $20
Dark Knight (2008) (MA/HD) $5
Dark Waters (2019) (MA/HD) $5.75
Darkest Hour (2017) (MA/HD) $2.75
Day After Tomorrow (2004) (MA/HD) $6.75
DC League of Super-Pets (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Deadpool 2 (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.25
Dear Evan Hansen (2021) (MA/HD) $4.25
Death on the Nile (2022) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3.50
Death Wish (2018) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Dentist 1-2 Collection (1996-1998) (Vudu/HD) $6
Detective Knight Collection 1-3 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $14 $5.50 Each
Devil Wears Prada (2006) (MA/HD) $5.75
Dictator (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Die Hard 1-5 (MA/HD) $16 $4.75 Each
Dirty Dancing (1987) (Vudu/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4
Dirty Grandpa (2016) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Disaster Artist, The (2017) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
Disneynature Born in China (2017) (MA/HD) $5.25
Django Unchained (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Do the Right Thing (1989) (MA/4K) $6
Doctor Strange (2016) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) $4.25 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2
Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2022) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $2.75 (GP/HD) $2
Dog (2022) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Dolittle (2020) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.50
Don't Breathe (2016) (MA/HD) $5.50
Don't Breathe 2 (2021) (MA/4K) $8
Don't Tell a Soul (2021) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Don't Worry Darling (2022) (MA/HD) $5.25
Doorman (2020) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Doors (1991) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4
Downton Abbey: A New Era (2022) (MA/HD) $4
Dr. Seuss' How The Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) (iTunes/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $5
Dracula (1931), Frankenstein (1931), The Bride of Frankenstein (1935), The Wolf Man (1941), The Invisible Man (1933), The Mummy (1932) (MA/HD) $18.50
Dracula 2000 (2000), II: Ascension (2003) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $11 $6 Each
Dracula Untold (2014) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) $4
Dragonheart 5-Movie (MA/HD) $15
Dredd (2012) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Drive (2011) (MA/HD) $4.25
Drugstore Cowboy (1989) (Vudu/HD) $5
Dumb and Dumber To (2014) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.25
Dune (2021) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2
Dying of the Light (2014) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3
Early Man (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Easter Sunday (2022) (MA/HD) $6.50
Echo Boomers (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Eddie the Eagle (2016) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $6
Edward Scissorhands (1990) (MA/HD) $3
Eighth Grade (2018) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Elvis (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.50
Elysium (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Emperor's New Groove (2000) (GP/HD) $5.50
Empire of Light (2022) (GP/HD) $4
Encanto (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) (GP/4K) $3.50
Enough Said (2013) (MA/HD) $2.75
Equalizer (2014) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $3.75
Equalizer 2 (2018) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $2.75
Equilibrium (2002) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Escape from L.A (1996) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Eternals (2021) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Everest (2015) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3 (iTunes/4K) $4
Evil Dead II (1987) (Vudu/4K) $4.25
Ex Machina (2015) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (Vudu/HD) $4
Expendables 1-3 (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Eyes of Tammy Faye (2021) (GP/HD) $4.25
F9: The Fast Saga + Director's Cut (2021) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3.50
Fabelmans (2022) (MA/HD) $6.50
Fahrenheit 451 (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Fantasia (1940) (MA/HD) $7 (GP/HD) $5
Fantasia 2000 (2000) (MA/HD) $7 (GP/HD) $5
Fantastic Beasts Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $8.50
Fantastic Beasts: The Secrets of Dumbledore (2022) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3
Fantastic Four (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.50
Fantasy Island (2020) (MA/HD) $7
Far and Away (1992) (MA/HD) $3.25
Farewell, The (2019) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Fast & Furious Collection 1-8 (MA/4K) $27.50 1-9 (MA/HD) $10
Fatale (2020) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Father Stu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Fatherhood (2021) (MA/HD) $3.75
Fatman (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Field of Dreams (1989) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $6
Fifth Element (1997) (MA/HD) $6.75
Fifty Shades of Grey 3-Movie + Unrated (MA/HD) $10
Finding Dory (2016) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (GP/HD) $1.25
Finding Nemo (2003) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3
Firestarter (1984) (MA/HD) $3.25
First Purge (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.50
Five Feet Apart (2019) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Flatliners (2017) (MA/HD) $4.50
Flushed Away (2006) (MA/HD) $6.50
Forbidden Kingdom (2008) (Vudu/HD) $4
Ford v Ferrari (2019) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Forever My Girl (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Forever Purge (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Forrest Gump (1994) (Vudu/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Founder, The (2017) (Vudu/HD) $5
Fox and the Hound (1981) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Fox and the Hound 2, The (2006) (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $3
Foxcatcher (2014) (MA/HD) $4.50
Frankenstein (1931) (MA/4K) $6.50
Frankenstein (1931) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Free Guy (2021) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $3.25
French Dispatch (2021) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.50
From Dusk till Dawn (1996) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Fruitvale Station (2014) (Vudu/HD) $4
Fury (2014) (MA/4K) $6.50
Galaxy Quest (1999) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6
Game Night (2018) (MA/4K) $5
Gamer (2009) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Gangs of New York (2002) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Garfield (2004) (MA/HD) $6.50
Gemini Man (2019) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Get Him to the Greek (Unrated) (2010) (MA/HD) $3.25
Ghost in the Shell (1995) (Animated) (Vudu/4K) $4
Ghostbusters II (1989) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ghostbusters: Afterlife (2021) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ghosts: Season 1 (2021) (Vudu/HD) $7
Girl with All the Gifts, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) $5
Gladiator (2000) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Glass (2019) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.50
Glory (1989) (MA/4K) $7.75
Godfather Trilogy (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $14
Godzilla (2014) (MA/4K) $5
Godzilla vs. Kong (2021) (MA/4K) $6
Gold (2016) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Gone Girl (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75
Good Boys (2019) (MA/HD) $3.25
Good Lie (2014) (MA/HD) $1.50
Good Will Hunting (1997) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Goosebumps 2 (2018) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $6.50
Gotti (2018) (Vudu/HD) $2
Grand Budapest Hotel (2014) (MA/HD) $4
Grease (1978), 2 (1982), Live! (2016) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $14
Green Book (2018) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $5
Green Knight (2021) (Vudu/4K) $5
Green Lantern: Beware My Power (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
Green Mile, The (1999) (MA/4K) $6
Greenberg (2010) (MA/HD) $3.25
Greta (2019) (MA/HD) $5.25
Grey, The (2012) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.75
Grown Ups 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $5.50
Guardians of the Galaxy (2014) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $1.75
Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 (2017) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $4.25 (GP/HD) $1.25
Hacksaw Ridge (2016) (Vudu/4K) $4.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Half Brothers (2020) (MA/HD) $5.75
Halloween (2018) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4.25
Halloween Ends (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.50
Halloween H20: 20 Years Later (1998), The Curse of Michael Myers (1995), Resurrection (2002) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $10.50
Halloween Kills (2021) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4.50
Happy Feet (2006) (MA/HD) $4
Happytime Murders (2018) (iTunes/4K) $1.75
Hard Candy (2005) (Vudu/HD) $5
Hardcore Henry (2016) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Hate U Give (2018) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Heavy Metal (1981) (MA/4K) $6.25
Hell Fest (2018) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Hellboy (2004) (MA/4K) $7.75
Hellboy (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Hercules (2014) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Hidden Figures (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.75
Highlander (1986) (Vudu/4K) $5.50
Hitman's Bodyguard (2017) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Hitman's Wife's Bodyguard (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Hobbs & Shaw (2019) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $3.75
Hocus Pocus (1993) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Holiday Inn (1942) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Home Alone 1-2 (MA/HD) $7.50
Hope Springs (2012) (MA/HD) $2.50
Hostiles (2017) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Hotel Mumbai (2019) (MA/HD) $5.25
House of 1,000 Corpses (2003), Devil's Rejects (2005), 3 From Hell (2019) (Vudu/HD) $6
House of Gucci (2021) (iTunes/4K) $5
House of the Dragon: Season 1 (2022) (Vudu/4K) $9 (Vudu/HD) $5
House with a Clock in Its Walls (2018) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.75
How to Train Your Dragon Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $7.50 $4.75 Each
Hulk, The (2003) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Hunger Games Collection 1-4 (Vudu/HD) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) $12
Hunt for Red October (1990) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Hunter Killer (2018) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Hurt Locker (2008) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Hustle, The (2019) (iTunes/4K) $2
Hustlers (2019) (iTunes/4K) $3
I Feel Pretty (2018) (iTunes/HD) $1
I, Frankenstein (2014) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
I, Tonya (2017) (MA/HD) $5.75
Identity Thief (2013) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.75
If I Stay (2014) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
I'm Not There (2007) (Vudu/HD) $5
Imitation Game, The (2014) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Immortal Life Of Henrietta Lacks (2017) (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Impossible, The (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
In the Heights (2021) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2.50
Incredible Hulk (2008) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5
Incredibles (2004) (MA/4K) $7.75 (iTunes/4K) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.75
Incredibles 2 (2018) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) $4.50 (GP/HD) $2
Independence Day: Resurgence (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.50
Indiana Jones 1-4 (Vudu/4K) $25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $20
Inevitable Defeat of Mister and Pete (2013) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Infinite (2021) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Inglorious Bastards (2009) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $6
Inside Llewyn Davis (2013) (MA/HD) $6.50
Inside Out (2015) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $4.25 (GP/HD) $1.50
Interstellar (2014) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) $5.75 (Vudu/HD) $4
Invisible Man (2020) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $3.75
Invitation, The + Unrated (2022) (MA/HD) $6.25
Iron Man 1-3 (MA/4K) $21 (iTunes/4K) $16 (GP/HD) $7.50
It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World (1963) (Vudu/HD) $6.75
It's a Wonderful Life (1946) (Vudu/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Jack Frost (1998) (MA/HD) $5
Jack Reacher Collection 1-2 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $7
Jackass Forever (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Jacob's Ladder (1990) (Vudu/HD) $3
Jason Bourne (2016) (MA/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $3
Jason Statham 6-Movie (Wild Card, War, Bank Job, Transporter 3, Crank, Crank 2) (Vudu/HD) $11.50
Jaws (1975) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75
Jaws (1975) Jaws 2 (1978) Jaws 3 (1983) Jaws: The Revenge (1987) (MA/HD) $15.50
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back (2001) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Jesus Music, The (2021) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Jexi (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Jigsaw (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2
John Wick Collection 1-3 (Vudu/4K) $16.50 (iTunes/4K) $14.50 (Vudu/HD) $8
John Wick: Chapter 3 - Parabellum (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4
Judy (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Juice (1992) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Jumanji: Next Level (2019) & Welcome to the Jungle (2017) (MA/HD) $7.50
Jumanji: Welcome To The Jungle (2017) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $2 (MA/SD) $1
Jungle Book (1967) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $4
Jungle Cruise (2021) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $3
Jurassic Park (1993) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $3
Jurassic World (2015) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $2.75
Jurassic World Collection 1-5 (MA/4K) $20 (iTunes/4K) $17.50 (MA/HD) $10.50
Jurassic World Collection 1-6 (MA/4K) $24 (MA/HD) $12
Jurassic World: Dominion + Extended Cut (2022) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $4.25
Justice Society: World War II (2021) (MA/4K) $5.75
Katy Perry: Part of Me (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Keeping Up with the Joneses (2016) (MA/HD) $4.50
Kick-Ass (2010) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Kick-Ass 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $5.50 (iTunes/HD) $5
Kid Who Would Be King (2019) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $4.75
Kid, The (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.25
Kill Bill Collection 1-2 (Vudu/HD) $12
Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Killer Elite (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.75
Killer Joe (Director's Cut) (2012) (Vudu/HD) $5
Killerman (2019) (Vudu/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Killing Lincoln (2013) (MA/HD) $5.25
Kin (2018) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3
King Kong (2005) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $3.50
King of Staten Island (2020) (MA/HD) $4.75
King Richard (2021) (MA/HD) $2
King's Man (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Kingsman: The Golden Circle (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
Kingsman: The Secret Service (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.25
Kitchen, The (2019) (MA/HD) $3
Knives Out (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.25
Knocked Up (Unrated) (2007) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Kung Fu Panda 3 (2016) (MA/HD) $2.50
Kung Fu Panda Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $12.50
L.A. Confidential (1997) (MA/HD) $5.75
Lady and the Tramp (1955) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.75
Last Duel, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $4
Last Night in Soho (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25
Last Witch Hunter (2015) (Vudu/4K) $3.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Leap! (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Legend of Hercules (2014) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Legion of Super Heroes (2023) (MA/HD) $6.25
Let Him Go (2020) (MA/HD) $4
Liar Liar (1997) (MA/HD) $3.25
Life of Pi (2012) (MA/HD) $2.50
Lighthouse (2019) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Lightyear (2022) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2.75 (GP/HD) $2
Like a Boss (2020) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Lilo & Stitch (2002) & Stitch Has a Glitch (2005) (MA/HD) $11 (GP/HD) $6.50
Limey, The (1999) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Lincoln Lawyer (2011) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Lion King 2: Simba's Pride (1998) (MA/HD) $6.75 (GP/HD) $5.25
Little (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
Little Fockers (2010) (MA/HD) $3.25
Little Mermaid (1989) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.75
Live Die Repeat: Edge of Tomorrow (2014) (MA/4K) $5
Lock Up (1989) (Vudu/4K) $5
Logan (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
Logan Lucky (2017) (MA/HD) $1.50 (iTunes/4K) $2.25
London Has Fallen (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.75
Longest Ride (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.50
Looper (2012) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.25
Lord of War (2005) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Lost Boys, The (1987) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3.50
Lost City, The (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Love Actually (2003) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Love, Simon (2018) (MA/HD) $3
Lovebirds (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Luca (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $3.25
Lucy (2014) (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (MA/HD) $2
Lyle, Lyle, Crocodile (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75
Mad Max 2: The Road Warrior (1982) (MA/4K) $5
Mad Max 3: Beyond Thunderdome (1985) (MA/4K) $5
Mad Max Collection 1-4 (Vudu/4K) $20
Magnificent Seven (2016) (Vudu/4K) $6 (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Maleficent (2014) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3 (GP/HD) $1.25
Maleficent: Mistress of Evil (2019) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1.50
Mallrats (1995) (MA/HD) $3.25
Mamma Mia! Here We Go Again (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $1.75
Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.50
Many Saints of Newark (2021) (MA/HD) $2.50
Marksman, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Martian - Extended Cut (2015) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $5.25
Mary Poppins Returns (2018) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Matrix (1999), Reloaded (2003), Revolutions (2003), Resurrections (2021) (MA/HD) $7.50
Matrix: Resurrections (2021) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2.25
Mechanic: Resurrection (2016) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3
Meet the Parents (2000) (MA/HD) $3.25
Megan Leavey (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Memory (2022) (MA/HD) $4
Men (2022) (Vudu/HD) $4
Men in Black 3 (2012) (MA/HD) $2.50
Men Who Stare at Goats (2009) (Vudu/HD) $5
Menace II Society (Director's Cut) (1993) (MA/HD) $5
Menu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $4
Midway (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) & Minions (2015) (MA/HD) $8
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $5.75
Miss Bala (2019) (MA/HD) $3.75
Mission: Impossible Collection 1-6 (Vudu/4K) $25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $20
Mitchells Vs. The Machines (2021) (MA/HD) $4.75
Moana (2016) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2
Money Monster (2016) (MA/HD) $3.25
Monster Hunter (2020) (MA/HD) $4.25
Monsters University (2013) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
Monsters vs. Aliens (2009) (MA/HD) $4.75
Monty Python's The Meaning of Life (1983) (MA/4K) $7.50
Moonfall (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Moonrise Kingdom (2012) (MA/HD) $4.25
Morbius (2022) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $3.50 (MA/SD) $2.25
Mortal Engines (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $2.50
Mortal Instruments: City of Bones (2014) (MA/HD) $3.50
Mortal Kombat Legends: Snow Blind (2022) (MA/HD) $6
Mr & Mrs. Smith (2005) (MA/HD) $5.75
Mulan (1998) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3
Mulan (2020) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2.25
Mulan 2 (2005) (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
Mule, The (2018) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $2.50
Mummy (1999), Returns (2001), Tomb of the Dragon Emperor (2008), Scorpion King (2002), Mummy (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $22
My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4
My Girl (1991) & 2 (1994) (MA/SD) $7
National Lampoon's Animal House (1978) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $5.50
Nerve (2016) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
New Mutants (2020) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $2.75
News of the World (2020) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.75
Night at the Museum 3-Movie (MA/HD) $14 $6 Each (MA/SD) $9.50
Night House, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3
Night School (Extended) (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $2.75
Nightmare Alley (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
No Time to Die (2021) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Noah (2014) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/HD) $1.50
Nobody (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25
Nope (2022) (MA/4K) $8 (MA/HD) $6
Nope (2022), Get Out (2017) & Us (2019) (MA/HD) $10
Northman (2022) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $5
Now You See Me 1-2 (Vudu/HD) $4 (iTunes/HD) $6.50
Nutcracker and the Four Realms (2018) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3 (GP/HD) $2.50
Oblivion (2013) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2.25
Old (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50
Once Upon A Time... In Hollywood (2019) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5.25
Only God Forgives (2013) (Vudu/HD) $5
Onward (2020) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $2.25
Other Woman (2014) (MA/HD) $2.25
Our Kind of Traitor (2016) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Overboard (2016) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6
Overlord (2018) (Vudu/4K) $5 (Vudu/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Oz the Great and Powerful (2013) (MA/HD) $2 (GP/HD) $1
Pacific Rim Uprising (2018) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $4.50
Parasite (2019) (MA/HD) $4.75
Passengers (2016) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3
Patriot Games (1992) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Paw Patrol: The Movie (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Peanuts Movie (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.25
Pearl (2022) (Vudu/HD) $6
Penguins of Madagascar (2014) (MA/HD) $1.75
Percy Jackson: Sea of Monsters (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25
Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $1.75
Pet Sematary (1989) (iTunes/4K) $4 (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Pet Sematary (2019) (Vudu/4K) $4.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Pete’s Dragon (2016) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.25
Peter Pan (1953) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Peter Pan: Return to Neverland (2002) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.75
Peter Rabbit (2018) & 2 (2021) (MA/HD) $10.25 $5.75 Each
Peter Rabbit 2 (2021) (MA/HD) $3.75
Philadelphia (1993) (MA/4K) $7.75
Philomena (2013) (Vudu/HD) $2
Pitch Perfect (2012) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Pitch Perfect Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $11.50
Planet of the Apes 1-3 (Newer) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $12
Playing with Fire (2019) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Pocahontas (1995) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Pocahontas II: Journey to a New World (1998) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $3.25
Point Break (2015) (MA/HD) $2
Poltergeist (1982) (MA/4K) $5
Popstar: Never Stop Never Stopping (2016) (MA/HD) $3.25
Power Rangers (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.25 (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Predator (1987), 2 (1990), Predators (2009), Predator (2018) $11
Premium Rush (2012) (MA/HD) $3
Prey for the Devil (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Pride and Prejudice and Zombies (2016) (MA/HD) $7
Prophecy Collection 1-5 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $14.50
Protege, The (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Psycho (1960), Rear Window (1954), The Birds (1963), Vertigo (1958) (MA/4K) $18
Pulp Fiction (1994) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (Vudu/HD) $4.25 (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Punisher, The (2004) (Vudu/4K) $6
Purge, The (2013) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
Purge: Anarchy (2014) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75
Race (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.50
Raid 2 (2014) (MA/HD) $6
Raid: Redemption + Unrated (2012) (MA/HD) $5.50
Railway Man (2013) (Vudu/HD) $5
Ralph Breaks the Internet (2018) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $4.50 (GP/HD) $1.50
Rambo Collection 1-5 (Vudu/HD) $15
Rampage (2018) (MA/4K) $5
Ray (2004) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5.25
Raya and the Last Dragon (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
Rear Window (1954) (MA/4K) $4.75
Red (2010) (Vudu/4K) $6.50
Red 2 (2013) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Red Rocket (2021) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Replicas (2019) (Vudu/4K) $5.50
Reservoir Dogs (1992) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Resident Evil: Retribution (2012) (MA/HD) $2.25
Resident Evil: The Final Chapter (2017) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $3.25
Resident Evil: Welcome to Raccoon City (2021) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $4.50
Respect (2021) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Revenant, The (2015) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3.25
Rhythm Section (2020) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Richie Rich (1994) (MA/HD) $5
Riddick - Unrated Director's Cut (2013) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Riddick Collection 1-3 (Unrated) (MA/HD) $14
Ride Along 1-2 (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5 $2.75 Each
Rio (2011) (MA/HD) $5.50
Rise of the Guardians (2012) (MA/HD) $3.25
Rise of the Planet of the Apes (2010) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75
Robin Hood (2010) (MA/4K) $6.50
Robin Hood (2018) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
RoboCop (1987) (Vudu/HD) $7.50
RoboCop (2014) (Vudu/HD) $2
Rocketman (2019) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) $2.50 (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Rogue (2020) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Roman J. Israel, Esq. (2017) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ron's Gone Wrong (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3.50
Rough Night (2017) (MA/HD) $4.50
Rumble (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6
Running Man, The (1987) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Rush (2013) (MA/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Safe House (2012) (MA/HD) $4 (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Sandlot, The (1993) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5
Saturday Night Fever (1977) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Sausage Party (2016) (MA/HD) $4.25
Saving Private Ryan (1998) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Saw (2004) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Saw Collection 1-7 (Vudu/HD) $10
Scarface (1983) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.25
Scream (1996) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Scream 5 (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Scream Collection 1-3 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $13.50
Secret Headquarters (2022) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Secret in Their Eyes (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Selma (2015) (Vudu/HD) $3 (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Shang-Chi (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.25
Shark Tale (2004) (MA/HD) $3.75
Shaun of the Dead (2004), Hot Fuzz (2007), World's End (2013) (MA/HD) $10
Shawshank Redemption (1994) (MA/4K) $5
Sherlock Gnomes (2018) (Vudu/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/4K) $2.25
Shrek (2001), Madagascar (2005), Home (2015), Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2003), How to Train Your Dragon (2010), Croods (2013), Kung Fu Panda (2008), Boss Baby (2017), Abominable (2019), Trolls (2016) (MA/HD) $16
Sicario: Day of the Soldado (2018) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $3.75
Silent Night, Deadly Night: 3-Film Collection (1989-1991) (Vudu/HD) $6
Silver Linings Playbook (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2
Sing 2 (2021) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75
Singin' in the Rain (1952) (MA/4K) $6.50
Sixteen Candles (1984) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.25
Skyscraper (2018) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $1.75
Slender Man (2018) (MA/HD) $5.25
Smile (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6.50
Smokin' Aces (2007) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/HD) $5.75
Smurfs 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Snake Eyes (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Snow White and the Huntsman (Extended) (2012) (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2.50
Snowman (2017) (MA/HD) $2
Sonic the Hedgehog (2020) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Sonic the Hedgehog 2 (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Soul (2020) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Source Code (2011) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Southpaw (2015) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Southside With You (2016) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Space Jam (1996) (MA/4K) $5
Space Jam: A New Legacy (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Sparkle (2012) (MA/HD) $3.50 (MA/SD) $2.25
Speed (1994) (MA/4K) $5.25
Spider-Man Collection 1-8 (MA/HD) $26
Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4
Spiral (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Spirit Untamed: The Movie (2021) (MA/HD) $4.25
Split (2017) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
SpongeBob Movie: Sponge Out of Water (2015) (Vudu/HD) $4.75 (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Spontaneous (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Spotlight (2015) (MA/HD) $5 (iTunes/HD) $3
Spy Who Dumped Me (2018) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Stand Up Guys (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Star Trek (2009) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $7
Star Trek 1-3 (Vudu/4K) $18.75 (Vudu/HD) $9.50 (iTunes/4K) $13.50
Star Trek Into Darkness (2013) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Star, The (2017) (MA/HD) $2.50
Step Brothers + Unrated (2008) (MA/HD) $6.75
Stillwater (2021) (MA/HD) $5
Strange World (2022) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.75
Strangers: Prey at Night (2018) (MA/HD) $3.50
Studio 666 (2022) (MA/HD) $6.50
Suicide Squad, The (2021) (MA/4K) $5
Sully (2016) (MA/4K) $5
Sum of All Fears, The (2002) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Super Buddies (2013) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $4
Survive the Night (2020) (Vudu/4K) $4 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3
SW: A New Hope (1977) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Attack of the Clones (2002) (GP/HD) Ports to MA $6.50
SW: Empire Strikes Back (1980) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $6.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Force Awakens (2015) (MA/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1.50
SW: Last Jedi (2017) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) $4 (GP/HD) $1.25
SW: Phantom Menace (1999) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) $6.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Return of the Jedi (1983) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) $6.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Revenge of the Sith (2005) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) $6.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Rise of Skywalker (2019) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) $5 (GP/HD) $2.50
SW: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016) (MA/4K) $6.75 (iTunes/4K) $4 (GP/HD) $1.50
SW: Solo: A Star Wars Story (2018) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3.25
Taken (2009), 2 (2012), 3 (2015) (MA/HD) $9
Ten Commandments (1956) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Terminator (1984) (Vudu/HD) $7
Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Terminator: Dark Fate (2019) (Vudu/4K) $6.75 (Vudu/HD) $3 (iTunes/4K) $2.50
Think Like a Man (2012) & Two (2014) (MA/HD) $9
This Means War (2012) (MA/HD) $4
Thor: Love and Thunder (2022) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $2.25
Thor: Ragnarok (2017) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $1.75
Thor: The Dark World (2013) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri (2017) (MA/HD) $3.50
Till (2022) (iTunes/4K) $6
Titans: Season 2 (2020) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
To Kill a Mockingbird (1962) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Top Gun: Maverick (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6
Toy Story 1-4 (MA/4K) $23 (iTunes/4K) $21 (GP/HD) $11.50
Traffic (2000) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5.75
Training Day (2001) (MA/4K) $7
Trainwreck (2015) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $1.50
Transformers 1-5 (Vudu/4K) $30 (Vudu/HD) $23
Trick 'r Treat (2009) (MA/HD) $5
Trolls Collection 1-2 (MA/HD) $6.50
Tucker: The Man and His Dream (1988) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Turbo (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/SD) $1.25
Turning Red (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.25 (GP/HD) $3
Umma (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6
Unbreakable (2000) (MA/4K) $6 (GP/HD) $3.75
Uncharted (2022) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $3.75
Uncle Drew (2018) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Uncut Gems (2019) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Under the Skin (2014) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Underwater (2020) (MA/HD) $5.25
Underworld: Awakening (2012) (MA/HD) $1.75
Underworld: Blood Wars (2016) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $2.25
Unhinged (2020) (Vudu/HD) $4
Unholy, The (2021) (MA/HD) $6.50
Universal Soldier (1992) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Untouchables, The (1987) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.75
Up (2009) (iTunes/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $6.75 (GP/HD) $5
Us (2019) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25
Usual Suspects, The (1995) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
Vacation (2015) (MA/HD) $2
Van Helsing (2004) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.75
Venom (2005) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
Venom (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.50
Venom: Let There Be Carnage (2021) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $3.50
Vertigo (1958) (MA/HD) $5
Vice (2018) 'Christian Bale' (MA/HD) $4.25
Violent Night (2022) (MA/HD) $7
Vivo (2021) (MA/HD) $4
W. (2008) (Vudu/HD) $5
Wallace & Gromit in the Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005) (MA/HD) $6.75
War for the Planet of the Apes (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
War of the Worlds (1953) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $7
Warcraft (2016) (MA/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.25
Warriors, The (1979) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.75
Waterworld (1995) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $6
Way Back, The (2020) (MA/HD) $2.50
West Side Story (2021) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) (GP/HD) $2.75
Where the Crawdads Sing (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Where'd You Go Bernadette (2019) (MA/HD) $5.50
White House Down (2013) (MA/HD) $3.50
Willow (1988) (MA/HD) $6.75 (GP/HD) $4.50
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971) (MA/4K) $5.75
Wind River (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5
Wolf Man (1941) (MA/4K) $6.50
Wolf of Wall Street (2013) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Wolverine (Unrated) (2013) (MA/HD) $3.75
Woman King (2022) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.75
Wonder (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Wonder Park (2019) (Vudu/HD) $3 (iTunes/4K) $2.25
Wonder Woman 1984 (2020) (MA/4K) $5
Wrath of Man (2021) (Vudu/HD) $3
X (2022) (Vudu/HD) $7
X-Men (2000), X2 (2003), The Last Stand (2006) (MA/HD) $14.50
X-Men: Dark Phoenix (2019) (MA/HD) $6.25
X-Men: First Class (2010), Days of Future Past (2004), Apocalypse (2014) (MA/HD) $11
Yesterday (2019) (MA/HD) $4.50
Young Sherlock Holmes (1985) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6
Youth in Revolt (2009) (Vudu/HD) $5
Zathura (2005) (MA/HD) $6.75
Zero Dark Thirty (2012) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $3
Zombieland: Double Tap (2019) (MA/HD) $4.75
Zootopia (2016) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $3.50

CHAPTER NINE: FINANCIALS
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FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND FINANCIAL SECURITIES. THESE TACTICS ARE HOW WE ARE GOING TO RETIRE, AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. WITHIN THE NEXT DECADE, WE WILL RETIRE, FOR WE WILL BE INVESTING OUR HARD EARNED FIAT CURRENCY, IN AS MANY FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND SECURITIES AS POSSIBLE. WHAT ARE THE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHAT DOES THE LIST OF FINANCIAL SECURITIES CONTAIN? WHICH ONE SOUNDS MORE LIKE THE MONEY MAKER? FINANCIAL SECURITIES, OR FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS? WHICH FINANCIAL VEHICLES, DO YOU FANCY? DO YOU PREFER BONDS OVER STOCKS? BOMBS OVER BAGHDAD. DO YOU PREFER STOCKS OVER BONDS? DO YOU FAVOR HOLDING STOCKS OVER HOLDING CURRENCIES? WHAT ABOUT DIGITAL ASSETS? THERE HAVE NEVER BEEN DIGITAL ASSETS BEFORE.
I TURNED THIRTY, TWO WEEKS AGO. FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS, THE REST OF MY LIFE AS WELL, I WANT TO, I WILL, INVEST HEAVILY IN MY NEST EGG. AFTER THE NEST EGG, COMES THE INHERITANCE FOR THE CHILDREN, AND YOUR BIRTH FAMILY. AFTER THIS COMES THE MONEY FOR THE HUMANITARIANISM. WE ARE GRATEFUL TO GOD WE ARE IN THIS POSITION, WE MUST GIVE BACK WHAT WE OWE THE COSMOS. WHAT ARE THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF BONDS? WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. THE ENTIRE LIST OF FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS, AND SECURITIES, WE MUST INVEST IN THEM ALL. FOR THE NEXT DECADE, WE MUST INVEST IN THE INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES.
AS LONG AS WE START THIS, AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, WE WILL HAVE A GRADUAL AND CONSISTENT FLOW OF INVESTMENT CAPITAL, TRAVERSING, THRU THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. STOCKS, BONDS, FOREIGN CURRENCIES, DIGITAL CURRENCIES, ANY OTHER INSTRUMENTAL SECURITIES, WE WILL SECURE AS INSTRUMENTS. AT AGE EIGHT TEEN, WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PURCHASING BONDS, FOR OURSELVES. PERIOD. WHAT IF WE FOCUSED ON OUR NEST EGGS IN OUR THIRTIES? RETIRING AT FORTY IS GREAT. WE COULD'VE RETIRED AT THIRTY SO WHAT DID I GAIN, BY NOT TRAINING THE BRAIN?
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GIRLFRIENDS. IF I AM NOT READY TO GET MARRIED, THEN FOR WHAT AM I DATING? IF I KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A WIFE, THERE'S NO NEED TO DATE. FIND IT AND THAT'S A WRAP. GIRLFRIENDS, HAVE NO BENEFIT. THERE ARE NO BENEFITS FROM HAVING A GIRLFRIEND. GEORGE FROM AFRICA TAUGHT ME THIS. CAPRICORN GEORGE FROM AFRICA. GEORGE ISN'T HIS REAL NAME. SHAFER. WITH WIFE, THERE ARE BENEFITS. WITH GIRLFRIENDS, THERE ARE NO BENEFITS. I BELIEVE IN AN ECONOMIC FORTRESS. A FORTRESS IS TO BE TIGHT. THE FORTRESS IS TO BE SECURE. SECURE YOUR INVESTMENTS. SECURE THE BAG. IS THE BAG SECURE?
ONCE THE EARNING POWER IS AT A MILLION DOLLARS, FROM TRADING CURRENCY, I WILL HAVE A BABY OF MY VERY OWN. IT WILL BE A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT, IF I AM EVER TO SEE SUCH A VISION. I WOULD LOVE TO TEACH MY CHILD, WHAT I HAVE LEARNED OF ECONOMICS AND FINANCIAL LITERACY, AMONG ST EVERY OTHER SUBJECT. I WAS TERRIFIED OF NOT HAVING ECONOMIC CONTROL OVER MY OWN REALITY, WITH A CHILD OF MY OWN. I WITHDREW FROM SEX ALL TOGETHER. ALTOGETHER? NOT ONLY DO I AIM TO TEACH MY CHILDREN ECONOMIC STRATEGY, I AIM TO LEAVE THEM WHAT I HAVE PUT ASIDE FOR THEM. THEY CAN GIVE MY FORTUNE TO THEIR KIDS, AND MAKE THEIR OWN. OR THEY CAN MAKE THEIR OWN AND LEAVE IT FOR THEIR CHILDREN.
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1:32AM EST - 2:08AM EST
1.15.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 15TH, 2020
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CHAPTER TEN: MARKRAY CORPORATION
MARKRAY CORPORATION IS THE NUMBER ONE TOP PICK STOCK. RVBR. E-TRADE. NOT ROBINHOOD. MARKRAY. GANS. KFGL. MARKRAY OWNS KFGL. KFGL OWNS GANS. GASES AND NANO STATES. THE KESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL. THE KESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL SYMBOL, OWNS GASES AND NANO STATES. MARKRAY CORPORATION OWNS FESHE FOUNDATION GLOBAL'S SYMBOL. THREE SYMBOLS. ONE STOCK. THE PRICE IS NOW ONCE AGAIN, THREE SYMBOLS FOR A PENNY A PIECE. $20 IN RVBR RIGHT NOW, PURCHASES OVER 650 SHARES. $83,000. $166,000. THESE NUMBERS WILL BE MINE. IF YOU DON'T HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF, I STILL LOVE YOU. THIS PUBLICATION, IS FOR THOSE WHO CRAVE THE ECONOMIC DICTATORSHIP OF THEIR WORLD. IF YOU DON'T RETIRE BEFORE 65, I MIGHT JUST PUKE ALL OVER MYSELF.
I PERSONALLY, TRULY WISH YOU AN EARLY RETIREMENT. I WANT THEM TO REMEMBER MY CHARACTER, UNTIL ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, IS DONE WITH US. $100 IN RVBR, PURCHASES 3333.33333 SHARES IN RVBR. A GAME. IT'S ALL A GAME. A STRANGE GAME. VERY STRANGE. A VERY STRANGE GAME. THE STRANGEST GAME OF ALL. YOU CAN GET PAID IN THIS GAME. THE GAME, IS SELLING TICKETS. IT IS IT'S OWN WORLD. THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IF I COULD WRITE ONE LONG LETTER TO AGE 17 CHAD XZAVIER, I WOULD LOVE IT. HOWEVER, ONLY YOU'RE HERE NOW. WHAT 20 YEAR OLD CXH WAS AFTER ECONOMICALLY, 27 YEAR OLD CXH DISCOVERED THRU GOD.
THE FIRST LESSON IN STOCKS, FOR ME, IS WHAT YEAR IS IT? IN WHAT TIME PERIOD ARE WE IN? IN THE 1950S, WHAT STOCKS WOULD YOU PURCHASE? IN THE 1960S, WHAT STOCKS WOULD YOU HAVE PURCHASED? THE 1970S? 1980S? 1990S YOU GET THE DRIFT MAN. ON TO THE 2000S. 20 YEARS PASSED SUCH. THE 2020S. WHAT WOULD ONE BE BEST TO INVEST IN, ON THE STOCK MARKET? SCIENCE FICTION TECHNOLOGY. HINDSIGHT 20 20. IN 2020, MAY GOD ALLOW US ALL THE FORESIGHT WE HAVE. 9 YEARS BEFORE MY OWN BIRTH, APPLE STOCK WAS WORTH $22. $220 WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YOU 100 SHARES. THOSE 100 SHARES WOULD HAVE SPLIT 560 TIMES. THOSE 560 SHARES AT THE CURRENT MARKET PRICE OF $200+, IS EQUAL TO, $150,000.
CONTINUE TO DROP $20 ON EACH COMPANY. BUY A SET OF SHARES WITH $20-$100 AND SET A PRICE LEVEL. FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN THE STOCK IS WORTH $10-$25, SELL ONE SET. THE SET WOULD HAVE BEEN PURCHASED WITH $20-$100. AT THREE PENNIES, IT FLIPS 33 TIMES PER DOLLAR. IT'S ALL A GAME. THE FUNNIEST GAME EVER PLAYED FIRST PERSON LOOTER. IF THERE IS A LONG LIST OF STOCKS YOU WANT TO INVEST IN...YOU HAVE A LOT OF INVESTING TO DO MY FRIEND. THE MUMMY THEME SONG. PERSONAL REMINDER. ANYWAY. BACK TO THESE STOCKS. I'M GETTING OLDER, THANK GOD. I WANT TO PAY FOR COLLEGE WITH A CHECK. I WANT TO STAY IN COLLEGE FOR MY THIRTIES. I WANT TO RETIRE. I WANT TO ATTEND FILM SCHOOL. I WANT TO MARKET THE NOVELS AND FILM THE ADAPTATIONS. FILM EVERYTHING I HAVE PLOTTED.
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2:27AM EST -3:27AM EST
1.16.2020
THURSDAY JANUARY 16TH, 2020
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CHAPTER ELEVEN: E-TRADE
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I SIGNED UP THE BANK ACCOUNT TO E-TRADE. $17 I CAN PURCHASE RVBR WITH. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, I BEGIN TO FEEL A LITTLE NUEROTIC, ABOUT IT ALL. THERE IS A LONG LIST OF INDUSTRIES WE ARE LOOKING AT. $20 IN A COMPANY EVERY DEPOSIT. THIS MEANS I WOULD HAVE TO HAVE TO BE DEPOSITING FREQUENTLY. $20 GETS YOU OVER 600 SHARES. HOW MANY MORE SHARES OF THIS COMPANY, WILL I END UP GETTING? THIS IS THE TOP PICK. THIS IS NOT THE ONLY PICK. THERE ARE ENTIRE INDUSTRIES. THROW $10-20 IN EACH COMPANY. THROW FIVE TIMES MORE IN TOP PICK. STILL, IT DOESN'T MATTER. WE BELIEVE IN THEM ALL. RVBR HOWEVER, WE WERE WAITING FOR THIS ORGANIZATION TO MAKE A PUBLIC MOVE SINCE AGE 21. IT'S AN HONOR TO EVEN BE ALIVE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD. I AM THANKFUL TO GOD.
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7:52PM EST - 8:15PM EST
SATURDAY JANUARY 18, 2020
1.18.2020
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CHAPTER TWELVE: JALEN BUSH
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DEAR JALEN,
YOU ARE TWENTY TWO. YOU HAVE SEVEN YEARS LEFT UNTIL THIRTY, AFTER YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY. THE COINBASE APP. THE E-TRADE APP. ROBIN HOOD APP. BINANCE APP. FREEWALLET APP. DOGEWALLET APP. YOU WANT TO HOLD STOCKS FEVERISHLY. IT'S SIMPLE YET IT'S HARSH TO DO. WHAT STOCKS TO BUY? YOU PURCHASE STOCKS BY THE INDUSTRIES. THE INDUSTRIES, ARE TO BE OF THE EMERGING MARKETS. VIRTUAL REALITY AND BIONICS, WERE JALEN'S SUGGESTIONS HE WOULD PICK FOR HIMSELF. THOSE TWO ARE IN OUR RESEARCH. JALEN'S ON THE TRAIL. THE EMERGING MARKETS WILL ALWAYS DO WELL.
WHEN YOU ARE THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. THEN YOU WILL GET INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS. IF YOU ARE INTO THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, BY THIRTY, YOU WILL WISH YOU WERE WELL INTO THE WORLD DURING YOUR WANDERING TWENTIES. MY TWENTIES HAVE JUST ENDED. YOUR TWENTIES ARE TWO YEARS IN. I LEARNED FROM MY ERRORS AND I YEARN TO HELP TWENTY YEAR OLDS NOT MAKE THE SAME ONES.
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9:55PM EST - 10:47PM EST
1.19.2020
JANUARY 19TH, 2020
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN: DEAR MALIK SMITH
DEAR MALIK,
I WANT YOU TO START TO HOLD STOCKS AND CRYPTO NOW. YOU ARE, ON YOUR WAY TO 25 YEARS OLD. YOU ARE NOW 24 YEARS OLD. YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY, YOU WILL BE HALFWAY THRU YOUR TWENTIES. I HELD MY FIRST CRYPTO AT THE AGE OF 23. ONE YEAR BEFORE YOU, IF YOU START HOLDING CRYPTO NOW. I DID NOT OWN MY FIRST STOCK HOLDING PORTFOLIO, UNTIL 28. WHEN I MOVED BACK TO NEW YORK, SYRACUSE, I BOUGHT $20 IN SHARES OF BIOMETRICS COMPANIES, ON ROBINHOOD. NOW, AT THIRTY, I HAVE AN E-TRADE ACCOUNT. YOU AS WELL, HAVE YOUR OWN E-TRADE ACCOUNT.
I WANTED YOU TO GET THE SAME ACCOUNTS I HAVE BEEN SETTING UP FOR MYSELF, SO I CAN HELP MY LOVED ONES BUILD THEIR OWN PORTFOLIOS. THATS ALL I WANT, IS FOR YOU TO IMPLEMENT THE STRATEGIES I AM IMPLEMENTING NOW, AT AN EARLiER AGE THAN I WAS CAPABLE OF DOING SO. YOU ARE ONE YEAR BEHIND ON THE HOLDING CRYPTO ASPECT, YET THREE YEARS ARE STILL AVAILABLE FOR YOU TO PURCHASE STOCKS AT AN EARLIER AGE THAN I DID. I WENT RELATIVELY LATE. I DIDN'T INVEST IN ANY FINANCIAL SECURITIES BEFORE THE BTC. THE BTC WAS THE FIRST DIGITAL ASSET. SO, MY FIRST INVESTMENT IN FINANCIAL SECURITIES AND ASSETS, HAPPENED TO BE THE FIRST EVER DIGITAL ASSET. I WAS BORN IN THE DIGITAL REVOLUTION. I SAW THE DIGITAL AGE PRECIPITATE DOWN UPON US ALL.
MAYBE I'M NOT AS BEHIND AS I THINK. YET AND STILL, I MUST PROCEED AS EFFICIENTLY AS POSSIBLE, FROM HERE ON OUT. I HAVE SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO. IT TOOK TEN YEARS, ONE DECADE, OF RESEARCH CONSTANTLY, TO GET WHERE I AM AT NOW. NOW, WITHIN THIS NEXT TEN YEAR PERIOD OF MY LIFE, I MUST APPLY SAID INFORMATION FROM RESEARCHING CONSTANTLY FOR A DECADE, AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. THUS, CATCHING UP TO MY PREFERENCE IN HOLDINGS. RIGHT NOW, AT 25, YOU CAN PURCHASE SO MANY STOCKS, IN THE EMERGING MARKET INDUSTRIES, FOR YOU TO RETIRE FROM WITHIN 15 YEARS.
AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE, I CAN HELP OTHERS. THIS IS ALL I WANT TO DO. GOD HAS GIFTED ME WITH THIS BRAIN, FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE. THIS HEART, THIS MIND, THIS SOUL, ALL BELONG TO ME, AS A GIFT FROM GOD. I MUST USE THEM, TO THEIR FULL ABILITIES, WITH MY FULL EFFORT. A TOUGH SENTIMENT TO ADHERE TO. TONIGHT, AFTER THIS WRITING SESSION, I WILL LISTEN TO THE AUDIOBOOK. SENECA ON THE SHORTNESS OF LIFE. IT IS SHORT, IT WILL LAST ME MY MEAL. I AM A DEEP SOUL. MY SOUL COMES FROM THE DEEPEST PIT OF LIGHT ENERGY. GOD PUT ME HERE FOR A REASON. I MUST UNEARTH IT. WE MUST DISCOVER. WE ALL MUST DISCOVER OUR REASONS THAT WE ARE HERE. I WATCHED A VIDEO OF LISA LEFT EYE LOPEZ, TALKING ABOUT TUPAC SHAKUR. THE ENTIRE 6 MINUTE VIDEO WAS INSPIRING, ONE ASPECT I WILL MENTION HERE, IS WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT DESTINY.
DESTINY IS WHAT YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF AND FATE IS WHAT HAPPENS. YOU CAN FOLLOW THE PATH TO YOUR FINAL DESTINY. YOU CAN REACH IT THERE AS LONG AS YOU SEE THRU THE DISTRACTIONS ALONG THE WAY. THIS FUELED ME, TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER AND KEEP UP THE WONDERFUL FIGHT. HOW HARD I AM FIGHTING, IS OVER SHADOWED IN MY OWN HEAD, BY HOW MUCH HARDER I ACTUALLY NEED TO FIGHT, WITH THE LIGHT ENERGY GUIDING MY EFFORTS. INTENSIFYING THE EFFORTS, IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT NOW LAID BEFORE US. I DEDICATED MY LIFE, THE FIRST TEN YEARS OF MY ADULTHOOD, TO THE ASCERTAINMENT OF THE DESIRE TO BE AN INDEPENDENT FILM MAKER. TEN YEARS LATER, WITH HEAVY RESEARCH, I FIND MYSELF AT ANOTHER TEN YEAR PERIOD, I HAVE JUST ENTERED.
I AM IN MY THIRTIES, IN THE 2020's. I MUST NOW SPEND THE NEXT TEN YEARS, APPLYING THE INFORMATION LEARNED, DURING THE LAST TEN YEAR PERIOD. THIS TEN YEAR PERIOD, MUST BE FILLED WITH THE APPLICATION OF OLDER TO NEWER RESEARCH. APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED UP TO NOW, THEN APPLY EVERYTHING LEARNED FROM HERE ON OUT. YOUR TWENTIES WERE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE, ASF. AS LONG AS YOUR THIRTIES, ARE THE MOST LITERATE YEARS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU MADE UP FOR IT. NOT ONLY WILL YOU BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE IN THE KNOWING ASPECT, YOU WILL BE APPLYING THE FINANCIAL LITERACY, IN CONCENTRATED DOSES OF STRATEGY, FOR THE REST OF YOUR NATURAL BORN LIFE. THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE AT, IN YOUR FIRST MONTH, OF THE FIRST YEAR, OF YOUR THIRTIES. YOU ARE DOING WELL MY FRIEND. STAY ON COURSE. STAY FOCUSED. STAY DIRECTED TOWARDS THE TRAJECTORY OF THE TARGET.
IN CONCLUSION, THE FINANCIAL ILLITERACY I EXPERIENCED, DURING MY TWENTIES, WAS NOT COOL. I DON'T WISH THIS ON ANYONE. I BELIEVE I SHOULD HELP AS MANY PEOPLE, AS FAST AS I CAN. THIS IS A PRELIMINARY STEP, IN THE DIRECTION. I LOVE MY LIFE. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD, FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE. FOR GIVING ME LIFE PERIOD, I AM THANKFUL TO GOD. I FEEL LIKE I AM ON THE PATH. I MUST RUN FASTER DOWN IT. I MUST IGNORE EVERY SINGLE DISTRACTION ALONG THE WAY. I MUST REACH THE FINAL DESTINY OF CHAD FILMS SR. I LOOK FORWARD TO IT. I DEDICATED MY ADULTHOOD TO THE ACQUISITION OF MY CHILDHOOD AND YOUNG ADULTHOOD DREAMS AND ECONOMIC FANTASIES. I LOOK FORWARD TO SOUPING THIS BOOK UP TO AN ASTRONOMICAL PROPORTION OF ECONOMICALLY CREATIVE WARFARE ATTACK STRATEGY TYPED MATERIAL.
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1:48 AM EST - 1:37AM EST 1.23.2020 - 2:29AM EST -
1.22.2020
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2020
2:36 AM EST - 3:05AM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 26TH, 2020
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CHAPTER 14: MOVING FORWARD
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IF THIS WERE A DIARY, I WOULD SAY, FINANCIAL LEVERAGING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. I WANT TO HELP MYSELF TO FINANCIAL LITERACY AND DOCUMENT THE PROCESS. IN MY THIRTIES, DURING THE TWENTY TWENTIES, I MUST PURCHASE AS MANY SHARES AS POSSIBLE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR NOW THOUGH, I MUST ONLY THINK ABOUT THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. WE STILL TRADE. THE HOLDINGS MUST BE HELD. INVESTING IS ACTUALLY NOT THE RISK TO FEAR. NO ONE WANTS TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.
LAYERS OF INVESTMENTS. MARKER. THIS IS THE DIARY FOR AMASSING FORTUNES. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. TODAY'S THURSDAY. WHEN I GET PAID, I WILL PURCHASE STOCKS AND CRYPTO TO HOLD. I AIM TO FILL MY PERSONAL PORTFOLIOS UP. TO MY LIKING. I THINK IT IS TIME TO JUST INVEST UNTIL I AM WITH CHILDREN AND WIFE. THEN KEEP INVESTING. NEVER, EVER, EVEN ONCE, STOP INVESTING. YOU HAVE TO INVEST IN THE KIDS AND THEIR PORTFOLIOS.
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ROCKET SCIENCE IS HARDER THAN THIS. SAFE TO SAY IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE.
WHAT I WASN'T DOING IN MY TWENTIES, I AM DOING NOW. REGARDING THE FINANCIAL MARKETS AND TECHNOLOGY SECTORS. THERE WERE KEYWORDS I DID NOT HAVE FROM 18 TO 27. YOU SPEND TEN YEARS SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, EVENTUALLY IT'LL SMACK YOU RIGHT THERE IN THE FACE. TOOK AN ENTIRE DECADE. I HAVE NOTHING BUT NEUTRAL GROUND TO BUILD ON. I STAYED FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS. IN ORDER TO RESEARCH HOW TO GET OUT OF THE JUNGLE, I STRAYED FROM THE CIRCUS PATH.
THE CRYPTO LOAN. NEXO WALLET OFFERED THE FIRST CRYPTO LOAN. IMAGINE THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. YOU PURCHASE CRYPTO. YOU USE IT AS COLLATERAL ON NEXO WALLET. PLACE THE CRYPTO IN THE NEXO WALLET. TAKE OUT A LOAN BASED ON THE COLLATERAL WORTH. PURCHASE ENOUGH CRYPTO TO TAKE OUT THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN. THE MILLION DOLLAR LOAN IS NOW AMONG ST US PEOPLE. MPH MPH MPH. `WHEN YOU TAKE OUT 100K IN A SINGLE LOAN, WILL YOU LEGITIMATELY INVEST IT TO PAY OFF THE LOAN? GET YOUR CRYPTO BACK PEOPLE. AFTER PURCHASING IT AND LOANING IT OUT MAN. DIGITAL COLLATERAL MAN COME ON. THERE'S A STORM COMING. WHY AMERICA SLEPT.
IN ORDER FOR AMERICA TO RISE UP AGAIN, AS A NATION, IS TO INDIVIDUALLY RISE UP THE NEXT AMERICAN. I DID NOT CRAVE THE BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH FOR MY OWN SAKE. I CRAVED TO SHOW THE WORLD, WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, WHEN THE BILLIONAIRE, CARES THE MOST. AMERICA DOESN'T PUSH INFORMATION LIKE THIS, TO AMERICANS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS, DO NOT PUSH THIS MATERIAL TO AMERICANS. THUS AMERICA, GROWS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER IN A REAL NORMAL VARIETY. IF I SAID SMME, SMART METRICS, A BIOMETRICS COMPANY, IN THE BIOMETRICS INDUSTRY, A COMPETITOR OF NXT ID, MAKER OF THE FLYE CARD, COSTS ONE PENNY PER SHARE, WOULDN'T THAT JUST SOUND LIKE GIBBERISH? REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME, I CALLED IT. RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW I WROTE IT COST ONE PENNY. RIGHT BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS PUBLICATION, I WILL TYPE A LIST OF THE RECENT PRICES OF ALL SECURITIES MENTIONED.
THERE IS A DOUBLE PLEASURE I GET FROM THIS INFORMATION. I GET TO USE IT. I GET TO SHARE IT. YOU MAY USE IT. THOSE WHO USE IT, WILL RETIRE BEFORE THOSE WHO DO NOT. I PUT MONEY ON THAT AS WELL. I GET TO GO AROUND PURCHASING $10 IN SMME STOCK FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1000 SHARES. 10,000 SHARES. 100,000 SHARES. I TINGLE JUST UTTERING SUCH PREDICAMENTS. 100 SHARES FOR A DOLLAR ARE YOU EXPLETIVELY KIDDING ME? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME WHAT? I COULD SAVE THE TEN DOLLARS IN FIAT CURRENCY, IN A BANK? THE BANK WOULD JUST PURCHASE STOCKS TODAY WITH THE CAPITAL. IT'S A NASTY BALL GAME. THIS PUBLICATION, IS ONE SPICY MEAT A BALL. ZEITGEIST THREE MOVING FORWARD, GAVE ME THE ANALOGY FOR IT ALL GOES BACK IN THE BOX. FOR THE RECORD.
ECONOMICALLY I'M STARTING AN ARMY. IT'S AN ECONOMIC ARMY OF FINANCIALLY LITERATE COWABUNGERS.
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7:31PM EST - 8:21PM EST
1.26.2020
JANUARY 26TH, 2020

Part 1: https://www.reddit.com/nosleep/comments/11wsvvs/i_was_a_911_operator_i_still_remember_the_call/
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As we walked past the pile of corpses stacked like cordwood in a pile twenty feet high, the wind seemed to pick up. The smell of feces, urine, rot and rancid sweat emanated from the pile of bodies, nearly making me throw up. My son Anthony and my wife Margaret both tried to hide their faces in the crook of their elbows, their skin looking pale and all too white. I heard my little boy suppress a small retch, bending over as the smell grew stronger for a few moments. Then we were walking away, and though it was still terrible, the smell started to fade after a few hundred feet.
I had driven on this road out of town hundreds of times in my life, and yet I realized I didn’t recognize my surroundings. Furrowing my brow, I looked around. The pavement in front of us had turned white. I saw tiny bones placed closely together, forming the streets.
The trees had also changed. They looked like weeping willows, but instead of long strands of leaves hanging down, they had what looked like intestines and long strands of bloody hair blowing softly in the breeze, moving from side to side. As we drew closer, I realized thousands and thousands of maggots and other larvae swarmed in their otherworldly branches. The concerted motion of so many insects gave them a shimmering, vibrating quality. There was a sound like high-pitched crying that came out of the forests, and as I looked closer, I realized these sounds were coming from the trees themselves.
“Where are we?” my wife asked, her eyes wide, her body trembling. My heart beat so fast I could no longer differentiate the separate beats. They all slammed together in a concerted frenzy as I realized we had walked right out of our world and into the world of the monstrous corpse girl and her insane god that my son had told me about.
“She told me they call it Golgotha,” my son whispered, “the place of the skulls.”
“But how did we get here?” I asked. “And more importantly, how do we get out? Can we just turn around?” I looked back down the road and realized the pile of corpses that had marked the entrance to this mad world was now gone. I saw only the white street paved with bones stretching off into the horizon, endless forests of willows with blood and intestines hanging from them lining each side. Nearby, I heard the gurgling of a stream.
“No,” my son said softly. “We are in here. And I can feel her presence. The dead girl. She’s watching us right now. She’s trying to get in my…” He pointed at his head. “We have to go on ahead. I can keep her out, though. She won't be able to get inside any of you if you're near me. I know how to fight her. She can try to reach inside me, or me inside her.”
My wife grabbed my free hand tightly. I prayed to God that Anthony was right- that I wouldn't end slashing myself open to let unknown viruses in, or be forced to kill my family by telepathic control, or something else that was hard to imagine but had become only too real today.
“I’m scared,” she whispered to me, too quietly for my son to hear. I nodded to her grimly, opening the revolver and checking the bullets. I had only four left. And I didn’t even know if bullets would harm the things in this place. Then we heard a voice that seemed to boom from the sky. It was deep, shaking the ground. Pieces of intestines and blood fell from the trees around us, and the streets of bone shook, some of them falling out of place like pure white potholes. I grabbed my wife, steadying her as she almost toppled over. My son seemed almost unaffected, but his eyes were wide, and he was looking straight up.
I looked up also, seeing the sky had begun to rapidly turn from blue to black, as if an eclipse were happening. But I could see no sun, no source of light, no moon or stars. Instead, I only saw a face begin to emerge from the darkness. It was a face that seemed to stretch hundreds of miles across. Its skeletal cheekbones and bleached white forehead seemed to blend into the blackness of the sky. Its chattering jawbone and massive pointed teeth opened and closed quickly in an eerie, shuffling way that didn’t match at all its words. It reminded me of a wind-up toy I had had as a child, one that just had teeth that would chatter and bounce off each other as the toy moved forward in a random way.
But its eyes were its most disconcerting feature. They were pure silver, but in that silver, there was a rapid shimmering and rotating. Madness emanated from every part of its face, and I felt it looking deep into my mind. It had a presence that was not only insane, but insectile, antithetical to life, and, worst of all, eternal.
“Have you brought me a new lamb for the slaughter?” it said, in a voice like rushing water. “Give me the boy. He will have company with the dead ones, the other boys and girls here. They’re all dead, but nothing here ever really dies. Give me your child, and I will let you go.” Then it stopped speaking, the only movement in the whole sky being its eyes, which now revolved faster, deeper and lighter shades of silver appearing and disappearing in a rapidly moving fractal pattern that seemed to zoom forever inwards towards the center.
“No,” I said simply, my heart beating fast, but a rising sense of anger battling it and giving me new strength. I put up my middle finger and aimed it at the sky. The voice laughed, louder than ever. I heard trees falling in the forests surrounding us, the stream no longer gurgling but being thrown around like tidal waves on the banks of its shore.
“Then you will all die,” it said, its voice fading as if zooming away from us.
Then the face and the blackness were gone, the sky returning to a deep blue. Light seemed to return to the world, and the eerie, insectile fingers that grasped and felt around in my mind disappeared in an instant. On the horizon, above the trees, I realized I could see thick, dark clouds of smoke rising above the treeline. The road seemed to head in that general direction. Motioning with my hand, I turned to my family.
“It looks like there could be some sort of town or factory over there,” I said. “If we keep going on this road, it will probably bring us close. Or we could turn around and walk back in the opposite direction. What do you two think?” My question was broken by a sob from the nearby trees. Whirring around, I saw Trooper Shea, his dress uniform torn, cuts and scrapes all over his body. His mouth turned into a perfect O of surprise, his eyes widening as he looked at us.
“Please,” he said, “help me.” Then he fell over like a ragdoll, plummeting into the dry soil and dead grass that surrounded the skeletal road. My wife began to run over to him, but I put a hand on her shoulder, stopping her.
“He could be infected,” I said. She glared at me.
“So you’re just going to let him die?” she asked. I shook my head.
“We approach danger slowly,” I said. “We only have one revolver with a few shots, one butcher knife, and the small knife that we gave Adam- which is basically a paring knife.” I laughed, even though it wasn’t funny. The sound of laughter in this grim place sounded wrong, and I quickly stopped. Margaret just gave me a one more disapproving frown, then pushed my hand away and knelt besides Trooper Shea. She had some medical training, having been a certified nursing assistant in her early twenties, and used it to check him over briefly.
She checked his pulse, his breathing, opened one eye and then the other to check the responsiveness of his pupils and make sure no blood was coming out of either. Turning back to me, she nodded.
“He doesn’t seem sick like the others,” she said. He was laying on his back, and she flipped him over to check for injuries on that side. As soon as she did, we all saw the cause of his collapse.
He was bleeding rather heavily. It looked like someone had stuck a knife into the back of his left shoulder, then pulled it out again. The blood was clotting, staining his trooper uniform a dirty red color on the back. He had clearly lost a great deal of blood.
“I don’t think it hit an artery,” my wife said to me. My son stood behind me, holding my free hand while I kept the revolver ready, scanning the forest and road for any sign of movement. At that point, Trooper Shea began to moan, his eyes fluttering open.
“Do you…” he said, licking his lips and clearing his voice, “...water?”
“Well, there is a stream nearby,” I said, getting up. “I don’t know if it is drinkable however. For all I know, the streams here could be made of pure mercury.” He shook his head.
“They’re water,” Shea said, coming back more and more to consciousness as he spoke. “I drank some of it when I was running. It tasted fine.” He got up slowly, and my wife came running over. He put an arm around her, looking like he might fall over again, but after a few breaths, he steadied himself. “Something was chasing me. I don’t know how I got here; one minute, I was in the fields, running towards the woods, and then suddenly the trees all changed and the sky went black.
“One of those nutjobs in the middle of town stabbed me in the back. My partner ended up getting bitten, and he became so sick within minutes that I knew there was no way I was getting him out of there. He went down fighting, though. He took out five or six of the sick people with him before they all jumped on him and began ripping his body apart with their teeth, their fingernails, everything. It was like a savage dog attack.” We started walking towards the sound of the gurgling stream nearby.
As soon as we reached the shallow bank, Trooper Shea fell to his knees, cupping his palms and drinking as much water as he could handle. Then he splashed it on his face and stood up.
“Alright, let’s get out of this fucking place,” he said, pulling out his service pistol and putting a fresh magazine in.
We returned to the road and began to walk towards the smoke in the sky. Within minutes, the forest started to clear out, and I saw towering buildings on the horizon drawing closer. It was eerie how quiet they were, however. I didn’t hear a single car or bus coming from that direction.
Soon the forest and the hanging intestines and gore were behind us, and we stood in a post-apocalyptic nightmare. Buildings hundreds of stories tall stood all around us, many with their windows smashed out. Bodies with nooses around their necks hung from lampposts on both sides of the road. Many had been there for so long that the skin and muscles were sloughing off, rancid gas causing them to bloat, their faces unrecognizable, their clothes bowing out from the pressure of the decomposition.
“The girl is coming,” my son said, pointing down the road. We all had our weapons at the ready. It would have seemed absurd in other circumstances- being so afraid of a little girl no more than four feet tall. Her mouth, stitched close, had dark blood dripping down from her lips, and her eyes were wide, sparkling, almost smiling. Her deathly white skin showed black, rotten veins that wound throughout her body, hidden by the black rags she wore in many spots. Then I heard her voice in my mind as she came to a stop.
“The god of Golgotha welcomes you all,” she said. I could tell by the widening eyes of the others that they all heard her voice as well. “This is your last chance. A sacrifice is required to move forward. Give us the boy. We will take good care of him for you. He will never die. Nothing here ever really dies.” At this, Trooper Shea raised the pistol and fired a shot at her. It hit her in the center of her chest, knocking her back. The voice stopped instantly.
“Run!” my son said. “There’s more coming from behind us.” Glancing back, I saw he was right. Dozens of boys and girls were coming out of the abandoned skyscrapers, flooding the bone-white roads, all with their mouths stitched close. Some wore decaying suits or the rags of dresses, while others looked much fresher, with intact shirts or pants still on their tiny bodies. Seeing that, we all sprinted away. I stayed behind my son, knowing he would be the slowest of us all. The others rapidly gained on us, and I felt tiny hands grasping at the back of my shirt, trying to pull me back. Turning quickly, I fired a bullet into the nearest target- a small boy with a suit that looked like it would have been new during World War 2. The back of his head exploded as I fired point-blank into his forehead.
The reaction of the others chasing us was immediate. They all stopped, their eyes widening as they saw the dark, clotted blood and brain matter that sprayed the street behind the corpse child. Then they placed their hands on the gore, trying to shove it through the stitches in their mouths. I heard deep slurping sounds as they sucked the blood through the black stitching, pulling their lips apart so hard that fresh blood began to pour out of the stitches’ insertion sites as they tried to feast, taking in as much as they could. It gave us just the distraction we needed.
While they circled around the dead boy, eating his body like vultures surrounding a piece of roadkill, we got farther and farther away, Trooper Shea running in the lead, my wife behind him, then my son and me. We took random turns, going down long-abandoned alleyways and moving deeper into the center of the city. Soon, we heard nothing at all besides the heavy footfalls of our group.
“Stop,” I said, gasping, bent over next to a dumpster filled with shoes in a tiny alleyway between two skyscrapers. “I need to rest.” My son clearly did too. He was breathing hard, doubled over. Trooper Shea and Margaret turned to look at us.
“What now?” Margaret asked. I looked down at my son.
“Do you have any idea how to get out of here?” I asked. Surprisingly, he nodded.
“I got a glimpse from the girl’s mind when she was talking to us,” Anthony said. “But I think she saw some stuff in mine, too. I don’t know if it matters or not.” I shrugged.
“Nothing we can do about that now,” I said. “So how do we get out of here?”
“There’s a well in the center of the city,” Anthony said, “where they go when they need fresh boys and girls to follow the god here. Or when they need bodies to feed them.”
“So let’s go!” Trooper Shea said, pushing my son in front of him. “Lead to the way, kid. We’ve got your back. Let’s get the hell out of this place.” Nodding, Anthony started walking on shaky legs. We followed him out of the alleyway to a massive street six lanes wide.
“It should be down this way,” Anthony said, pointing deeper into the tangle of abandoned buildings. I saw a cloud of black smoke where his finger pointed.
Then we heard the voice of that insane god again, but not coming from the sky this time. It was on the street, and not far away. The ground started to shake. Turning to look in the opposite direction that my son had pointed, I saw a behemoth dozens of feet tall. It had the same skeletal face, the same chattering jawbone and sharpened teeth, but it now stood on a slender, naked body with pus and deep gouge marks marring nearly every inch of its skin.
“Thank you for delivering the lamb to me personally,” it said in that voice so much like a waterfall, each syllable pounding into the other and causing small earthquakes as it spoke. There was no way we could outrun it. Though its legs and arms were emaciated sticks with bone showing through its countless injuries, it was fast and very tall.
My wife looked back at me one last time.
“Get him out of here,” she whispered to me, pointing at Anthony. “No matter what it takes.” Then she ran directly at the insane god. Its head swiveled rapidly, its silver eyes following her progress with a kind of lunatic intensity, its long arms reaching out to grab her, but she ducked into a nearby alleyway. The thing followed her, howling.
“Run, you idiots!” Trooper Shea said. I wanted to go help her, but I knew he was right. She had likely given her life to save our son, and to do anything else but get us out would be to waste her sacrifice. With tears pouring down my cheeks, I pushed my son ahead.
“Go, Anthony!” I screamed. Looking back at me, bewildered, he looked like he would just stand there forever.
“But what about mommy?” he cried.
“Just go!” Then we all started to run. The black cloud of smoke was growing rapidly nearer when I heard the shrieks of a woman. I knew it was Margaret. It sounded like she was being burned alive- a kind of pain and horror I had never heard in any voice before, even as a 911 dispatcher.
I could see the well Anthony was talking about now, only a few hundred feet away. Black clouds of smoke emanated from it, blocking out the sky above it. It seemed as if it had some eternal fire burning within it.
Then the dead children began to crawl and run out from every street and alleyway surrounding the well, forming a rough circle around it. They all stopped and stared at us with their dead eyes.
“I have an idea,” Trooper Shea said, looking at me with shell-shocked eyes. “But you’re not going to like it.” Then he ran forward, nearly emptying his magazine with a rapid succession of shots, aiming at the monstrous bodies that surrounded him. With the first nine shots, he blew some of them apart, leaving huge exit wounds in their chests and heads as he fired rapidly. Then they closed all around him, and I knew he was out of time and nearly out of ammo.
Glancing back at me one last time, his eyes watery and terrified, he put the gun in his mouth and pulled the trigger. I saw it in slow motion.
“No!” I screamed. But it was too late.
The entire back of his head exploded like a deflated balloon. The corpse-children swarmed all over his body, dipping their small, white hands in his blood and brain matter, trying to shove as much of it as they could in their stitched mouths.
Without a moment of hesitation, I lifted Anthony and ran forward, jumping into the well, the clouds of black smoke enveloping us as we fell.
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I woke up at the border of the town, surrounded by people in hazmat suits. I saw countless agents in unmarked black SUVs blocking off the border of the town. One man in a hazmat suit came over, shining a light in my eyes. I saw another doing the same to Anthony next to me. Then I fell back into unconsciousness.
I awoke later in a medical facility, surrounded by a few agents in black suits. They wouldn’t tell me which agency they came from, but told me my entire town had an outbreak of a mutated form of rabies. I shook my head.
“There was a dead girl with her mouth stitched closed,” I said, and they laughed.
“A few of the other survivors said the same thing,” one of them said. “Likely mass hysteria. Maybe a group hallucination from the stress of seeing such a horrifying outbreak. We have the entire town quarantined, however. So far, we have been able to keep this out of the media, and the goal is to continue to do that. We don’t need you to go around talking about monsters.” I stopped listening after that, knowing that they would never believe me.
They never mentioned how many of the bodies were never found, including those of my wife and Trooper Shea, both of whom sacrificed themselves to save our lives. Nor how a mutated form of rabies could stack hundreds of bodies into piles like cordwood, blocking off many of the roads into or out of town.
Since then, Anthony and I have moved far away from that town- the one that killed my wife and all my friends. I thought I had left the terror behind and started to heal.
Then last night, as I fell asleep, I had a dream of an insane god with chattering teeth and silver eyes, telling me he would see me again soon.
When I awoke, my floor was covered in footprints that left behind dark, clotted blood leading towards my bed.

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SUNDAY MARCH 1ST, 2020
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SCENE #12: THE ZERO SUM GAME

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1:25AM EST - 1:51AM EST
3.2.2020
MONDAY MARCH 2ND, 2020
SESSION #1:
3.2.2020.
11:36AM EST - 12:00PM NOON
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #13:

SCENE #13:. THE FOREX MARKET OPENED AT 5PM. ON SUNDAY. MARCH 1ST. 2020. TODAY IS THE SECOND OF MARCH. MARCH 2ND. 2020. THIS IS THE FIRST WEEK. WE ARE APPLYING. THE FULL STRATEGY. THE OSCILLATION. THE OSCILLATION COASTER. COASTER OSCILLATION STRATEGY. OPERATING TWO BROKERAGE ACCOUNTS. JASON'S BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. MY OWN BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. JASON'S BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. HAS ONE TRADING ACCOUNT. ACTIVELY TRADING. THE TOTAL BALANCE. $30. EQUITY $30. THE OPEN TRADES? AUDNZD SELL. TIMES TEN TRADES. CAUGHT BETWEEN POINT 617 - 680. 100 POINTS FROM 780-800. WHERE IT PEAKED. AT 11PM. THE ASIAN SESSION. THE TRADING VIEW STATS. GREEN. 65%. 630 POINTS UP. IN THE GREEN. THE BLUE. THE BLACK. THE PROFIT. MMY BROKERAGE ACCOUNT. TWO ACTIVE TRADING ACCOUNTS. TOTAL BALANCE. IN ACCOUNT. $90. JASON'S ACCOUNT. CAN TOUCH THE $100 LEVEL. FROM THIS SWING DOWN. 10 TRADES TIMES $6. $60 PLUS $30. $90. EQUAL TO MY BROKERAGE ACCOUNT NOW. IN GOLF TERMS. ONE PUT. ONE DRIVE. ONE SWING. 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I TAKE NO DAYS FOR GRANTED. I WILL PURSUE DESTINY UNTIL THE DEATH OF ME. I HAVE NO CHOICE. IF DEATH WILL CATCH ME OFF GUARD. I WANT TO CATCH DESTINY BEFORE HAND. I WILL GO TO THE GRAVE WITH AN ACQUIRED DESTINY. THE ASCERTAINED DESTINY. I WOKE UP TODAY. THANKED GOD. FOR GIVING ME ANOTHER DAY ON EARTH. I TEXT MESSAGED GOOD MORNING. TO LOVED ONES. I CHECKED THE TRADES. I CHECKED THE TRADINGVIEW FIRST. SO I KNOW. THE PRICE POINT. WHEN I WENT TO BED. THE AUDNZD WAS 1.04700. PEAKING AT 1.04800 BY 11PM. FROM 11PM. AUDNZD. SWITCHED INTO SELL. I ENTERED TEN TRADES. AUDNZD SELL. ON ALL THREE TRADING ACCOUNTS. WOKE UP. AUDNZD. WAS 1.04300. 1.04450. FLUCTUATING BETWEEN THOSE. JASON'S ACCOUNT. BALANCE $29. EQUITY $39. PERSONAL ACCOUNT. BALANCE $89. EQUITY $117. ON ALL THREE TRADING ACCOUNTS. NZDUSD BUYS. SIX ON JASON'S. I BELIEVE. NINE TRADES. BUYING. NZDUSD. ON EACH OF THE PERSONAL TRADING ACCOUNTS. ONE TRADING ACCOUNT IS OPERATING. AT THE $100 LEVERAGE LEVEL. CLOSER TO $150. $25 AWAY FROM IT. THE FIRST SET OF TRADES. AUDNZD SELLING. WE WENT UP AND DOWN. ONCE. FROM 5PM TO 8PM. BUYING AUDNZD. SELLING AUDNZD FROM 8PM ON. 11PM IS A BETTER TIME. ON SUNDAY NIGHT. TO SWITCH. FROM BUY TO SELL. AUDNZD. POSSIBLY OTHER FOREIGNS. ESPECIALLY OTHER FOREIGN VS NZD OR AUD PAIRS. COMMON DENOMINATORS. THE ERROR I MADE LAST WEEK. WITH AUDUSD. NZDUSD. WAS GOING IN THE SAME DIRECTION AUDNZD WAS GOING. AUDNZD. OPERATES OPPOSITE THE DIRECTION OF. AUDUSD AND NZDUSD. THE DOMESTIC PAIRING OF THE COMMON DENOMINATORS. AUD AND NZD. THOSE PAIRS. VS THE USD. GO THE OPPOSITE WAY OF AUDNZD. AUDCAD POSSIBLY. HAVEN'T TRADED AUDCAD IN A YEAR. I CAN TRADE IT ON META TRADER. 5. APP. 4. THOSE ARE USD EQUITY ACCOUNTS. THE TRADING PROFITS BUILT IN USD. THE USD ACCOUNTS. ARE THE WITHDRAWAL ACCOUNTS. THE RIPPLE XRP ACCOUNTS. BTC ACCOUNTS. ETH AND LTC ACCOUNTS. ALL SENT TO CRYPTO WALLETS. FOR CONVERSION. AND SAVING. INVESTING. LOANING OUT. TO NEXO WALLET. THE EUR AND GBP TRADING ACCOUNTS. WILL BE SENT TO EUR AND GBP WALLETS. FOR FOREIGN SAVINGS ACCOUNT. HAVING A SAVINGS ACCOUNT. IN A FOREIGN CURRENCY. ANOTHER NATION'S DOLLAR. I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING HE HAS DONE FOR ME. BY TRADING THE AUDNZD. BUYING IT ON SUNDAY AT 5PM. SELLING IT AT 11PM ON SUNDAY NIGHT FROM NOW ON. BUYING IT MONDAY. WHENEVER IT HITS THE ZERO POINT. WHEN IT DOES. HIT THE ZERO POINT. THE AUDUSD AND NZDUSD WILL BE SELLING. NOW. THEY ARE STILL BUYING. AUDNZD IS SELLING. NO WAY NZDUSD IS SELLING ALONG WITH THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN RATE. THE FOREIGN VS DOMESTIC IS DIFFERENT. DEFINITELY. DIFFERENT. LOOKING AT IT IN SUCH A WAY. WHEN YOU SWITCH ON ONE. YOU SWITCH THE OTHER. TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CHART. SO WITH NINE NZDUSD BUYS. RIGHT NOW. IN THREE ACCOUNTS. THE SAME THREE ACCOUNTS. HOLDING THE TEN AUDNZD SELLS. AUDNZD WILL BUY BEFORE NZDUSD. AUDNZD WILL SELL BEFORE NZDUSD. SO NZDUSD. WILL SELL AND BUY. AFTER. AUDNZD IS DONE. BUYING OR SELLING. THE TEN AUDNZD. WE BOUGHT ONCE. WE SOLD ONCE. THE SECOND IS UP. ON MONDAY. WHAT TIME? WE WILL FIND OUT. 8PM AND 11PM. EASTERN TIME. WE WOKE UP TO. NZDUSD. AT $0.62744. LAST WEEK. DROPPING FROM 64.000. TO 63.000. PENNIES. BETTING ON. THE 62.744. GOING TO 63.500-63.700. THIS WOULD BE $10 PER TRADE. IF NOT TEN. $5. UP TO 63.500. $5 TO $7. TIMES NINE. TIMES THREE ACCOUNTS. SO YOU CATCH BUY AND SELL NUMBERS ONE THRU TEN. THRU OUT THE WEEK. BUT BY TRADING AUDNZD. FOR EXAMPLE. AND THE DOMESTIC PAIRING OF AUDUSD OR NZDUSD. YOU CATCH THE BUY AND THE SELL. NUMBERS ONE THRU TEN. AGAIN. SO. ON MY WAY TO BUY NUMBER TWO. AUDNZD. I AM ON BUY NUMBER ONE. NZDUSD. SELL NUMBER ONE. AUDNZD. NOW. SELL. NZDUSD. NEXT. ONCE. BUY NUMBER TWO. COMMENCES. AUDNZD. TWO DIFFERENT CURRENCY PAIRS. THREE DIFFERENT CURRENCY PAIRS. EVENTUALLY SIX. TWO AUD OR NZD ON CAD. FOR EXAMPLE. THEN CADUSD. AUDUSD. NZDUSD. NOW YOU WOULD BE CATCHING THE ROUND TRIP. THREE DIFFERENT TIMES. 50% RETURNS. MINIMUM. EACH ONE WAY. 100% RETURNS. PER ROUND TRIP. THREE ROUND TRIPS. BACK TO BACK. TO BACK. POSSIBLY. 300% RETURNS. THANK GOD. LET US FIND OUT. LET ME FIND OUT. LET ME FIND OUT I GOT IT. 

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2:18PM EST - 3:19PM EST
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
3.3.2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK
MY AUNT GLORIA'S HUSBAND
MY DAD'S YOUNGER SISTER'S HUSBAND
LOVE YOU UNCLE DEREK
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING KIND TO ME
I'LL MISS YOU
I'LL THINK ABOUT YOU FOR FAVORABLY
THE REST OF MY LIFE
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #14:

SCENE #14:. THE FOREX MARKET. CLOSES. TOMORROW EVENING. OPENS UP. BACK ON MONDAY. 36 HOURS OF NO TRADE. ENJOY NO TRADE. SO THIS WEEK. WHAT HAPPENED. I STARTED A NEW JOB ASSIGNMENT. TWELVE HOUR SHIFTS. HAD TO GET ADEQUATE REST. WENT TO THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY. MY TRADES SHOULD PERFORM BETTER. OFF OF THE STRENGTH OF THAT. ENERGY WISE. FOCUS WISE. KARMA. WORK ETHIC WISE. THEY HAD TO CUT ME. IN THE MOST GENTLE AREA. EVER. NEEDLED ME TWICE FIRST. SO DURING THE WEEK. IN TRADING. AFTER THE MARKET OPENED ON SUNDAY. I WENT INTO BUYS. ON FOREIGN AND FOREIGN. IT HAD BOUGHT UP BY MONDAY. THEN WAS WHEN WE NEEDED TO SELL. WE DIDN'T SELL. NOW IT'S SELLING. WE CONTINUED TO OBSERVE. WE CONTINUED TO OBSERVE SPECIFICS. ONE SPECIFIC. THE USD PAIRINGS. MOVE AFTER OR BEFORE. THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. EURGBP. AUDCHF. AUDNZD. WE TRADED THOSE PAIRS AS WELL. AS WELL AS GBPUSD. EURUSD. IS NEXT. THE USD PAIRINGS. ALLOW US TO. TRACK THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN PAIRS. ALLOW US. TO TRACK THE USD PAIRINGS. WE ARE HEDGING. TRADING DIFFERENT TIME ZONE CURRENCIES. THE CURRENCIES OF EACH TIME ZONE. THIS IS HOW OUR WEEK HAS BEEN. HASN'T BEEN TERRIBLE. THANK GOD. WE LOOK TO FORWARD TO NEXT WEEK. WE LOOK FORWARD THE 36 HOURS OF NO TRADE. WE WILL BE WORKING DURING THE THREE DAYS. THE FOREX MARKET CLOSES AND RE OPENS. MONDAY WE ARE OFF. TO TRADE AND SWITCH OVER. NOW. WE HAVE SWITCHED OVER. INTO BUYS. ON NZDUSD AND AUDUSD. ON THE FOREIGN ON FOREIGN. GBPEUR EURGBP. SELLING. 86600. AUDCHF. SELLING 62600. USD. SELLING. 29400. 29300.29200. ON WEDNESDAY. GBPUSD. 27500. WE WATCHED IT RISE TO 29400 BY TODAY. THURSDAY. TODAY IS THURSDAY. BY THURDAY. WE WATCHED THE GBPUSD RISE $20 PER TRADE. SMALLEST LOT SIZE. SMALLEST AMOUNT. OF LEVERAGE PUT DOWN. IMAGINE 5 TRADES. GBPUSD. THRU OUT THE WEEK. THE PRICE OF NZDUSD IS 65900. TOUCHING 66 PENNIES. 66000 POINTS. AUDUSD. THE SAME RATE. TRAVELLING AS. NZDUSD. THREE THOUSAND POINTS. BEHIND. 62950. 63000. THE ZERO POINT. LAST NIGHT. WEDNESDAY NIGHT. WE WATCHED THE NZDUSD AND AUDUSD. WE WEREN NOT TRADING THEM. THEY WERE RISING TO 66200. 63200. WE WERE NOT SURE IF THEY WOULD RISE TO 66500. 63500. WE FORGOT ABOUT LAST WEEK. THURSDAY. THE USD PAIRINGS. ROSE TO THE 200 POINTS. OVER THE ZERO POINT. THEN DROPPED UNTIL THE MARKET RE OPENED. BY FRIDAY. THE USD PAIRINGS. MAY BE. AT THE 700 POINT MARK. BELOW THE CLOSEST ZERO POINT. UNDER THE NEXT ZERO POINT. THE GBPUSD. DEFINITELY. HAS MY FULL ATTENTION. CATCH IT DOWN. BACK $20 PER TRADE. CATCH 5 TRADES ON THE WAY DOWN. 

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10:16PM EST - 10:17PM EST
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
3.5.2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK
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SCENE #15:

SCENE #15:. THE MARKET. CLOSES. TOMORROW AT 5PM. THE GBPUSD. THE SURPRISE. THE SURPRISE OF THE WEEK. WE HAD NO IDEA. THE GBPUSD AND EURUSD MOVE MORE THAN 1000 POINTS. PER WEEK. EURUSD WAS AT. 1.14000. WENT TO 1.11 SOMETHING. NOW AT 1.12500 OR 300. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU. I HAVE MANY TRADES IN. SO I CAN GO IN AND OUT OF EACH ACCOUNT. CLOSING AND OPENING TRADES. NEW TRADES. NEW PAIRS. KEEPING THE SAME PAIRS. IN TOTAL. SWITCHING THE INDIVIDUAL TRADING ACCOUNTS. AROUND. FOR INSTANCE. EVENTUALLY STRUCTURING. AN ACCOUNT. FULL OF EACH CURRENCY YOU TRADE. THEN. AN ACCOUNT FOR. FOREIGN ON FOREIGNS. AUDNZD. EURGBP. AUDCHF. EURTRY. GBPTRY. JPYCAD. WE LOOK FORWARD TO. OBSERVING HOW THE TRADING GOES. FOR GBPUSD. THE NEWEST PAIR. AUDCHF. NEW PAIR. WE TRADED EURGBP BEFORE. WE ARE TRADING EURGBP. ONCE AGAIN. THE GBPUSD MOVES AT 2000 POINTS. PER SWING. THE EURUSD. MAY MOVE 2500-3000 POINTS. PER SWING. $25-$30. PER TRADE. 5 TRADES FOR EURUSD AND GBPUSD. EACH. $100. EACH.GBPUSD AND EURUSD. COULD HONESTLY BE. 20,000 POINTERS. PER SWING. 10 TRADES. EURUSD. TEN TRADES. GBPUSD. $200 PER SWING. PER CURRENCY PAIR. $500. PER SWING. BACK AND FORTH. BETWEEN. EURUSD. AND GBPUSD. THRU OUT THE WEEK. JUST THOSE TWO PAIRS ALONE. WHILE TRADING OTHER PAIRS. FOREIGN ON FOREIGNS. DOMESTIC ON FOREIGN. WE CAN REALLY TOUCH $2000-$5000 PER WEEK. TOTAL. WITH EURUSD AND GBPUSD. BEING THE PULL UP 20,000. 30,000. 40,000. 60,000. POINTS. IN JUMPERS. PULL UP JUMPERS. WRITING EVERYTHING DOWN. AS WE LEARN IT. SO IT GETS UPLOADED. PUBLISHED. THE DOCUMENTATION. NEVER PUBLICIZED. HIDDEN. IN PLAIN SIGHT. 

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11:25PM EST - 12:00AM EST
3.5.2020
THURSDAY MARCH 5TH, 2020
R.I.P. TO MY UNCLE DEREK.
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SCENE 16: SCENE 16:. NOW. BACK TO THE STOCK MARKET. THE FOREX MARKET. IS ONE HALF OF THE COIN. THE QUARTER MILLION DOLLAR COIN. A QUARTER MILLION. WORTH OF COINS. BACK AND FORTH. LEARN TO FOREX TRADE. TRADING CURRENCY. LEARN WHAT INDUSTRIES. TO INVEST. TRADING PROFITS. INTO. STOCK MARKET WISE. THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN. LEARN TO TRADE. LEARN WHAT TO HOLD. CURRENCY AND STOCKS. CURRENCY VS. STOCKS. CURRENCIES VS. CURRENCIES. IN ORDER TO. PURCHASE TO HOLD. BUYING STOCKS. IN EMERGING INDUSTRIES. BIO TECHNOLOGY. BIO METRICS. ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. ROBOTICS. ENTERPRISING SOFTWARE. FIVE G. QUANTUM COMPUTING. AUTONOMOUS VEHICLE TECHNOLOGY. COGNITIVE SCIENCE. PSYCHO TECHNOLOGY. TECHNOSOPHY. TRANSHUMAN INDUSTRIES. VIRTUAL REALITY. FULLY IMMERSIVE. VIRTUAL REALITY. NEURO SCIENCE. BIO SCIENCE. NANO TECHNOLOGY. CYBER NETICS. CYBER SECURITY. CRYPTO CURRENCY. BIONICS. MYO ELECTRIC PROSTHETICS. SEGUE SHIP. ON BOARD. TRADINGVIEW WEBSITE. THE DOT COM. TYPE IN NANO TECHNOLOGY. TYPE IN NNVC. NAOV. NANO VERICIDES. NANO VIBRONIX. TWO NANO TECHNOLOGY COMPANIES. AT THE TOP OF THE PAGE. ABOVE THE PRICE. IS AN INDEX OF HYPERLINKS. CLICK EACH ONE. IN A NEW TAB. MARKETS. US. STOCKS. TECH SECTOR. IT WILL NARROW IT AND BROADEN IT FOR YOU. YOU CLICK EACH ONE. IT BROADENS OR NARROWS YOUR SEARCH. NOW YOU HAVE A DATABASE. OF ALL OF THE AVAILABLE STOCKS. IN ANY INDUSTRY. RELATED TO YOUR INDUSTRY. OF RESEARCH. YOU HAVE A SCOPE NOW. YOU HAVE THE SCOPE NOW. BROADEN THE CIRCLE OF THE HOLDINGS. THE WATCHLIST. BROADEN IT. NARROW IT. AT WILL. CONSTANTLY. THIS IS BY FAR. THE BEST WAY. I HAVE FOUND. TO DISCOVER NEW STOCKS. IN THE PARTICULAR INDUSTRIES. I AM LOOKING INTO. IN ONE LIST. A BUNCH OF LISTS. THEN THE FOREX TRADING. WHEN THE PROFITS ROLL IN. THE TRADING PROFITS. GO TO. THE HOLDING PORTFOLIO. TO CATCH UP. TO HAVE $100,000 INVESTED IN STOCKS PERIOD. THAT IS SUCCESS. FROM WHERE I AM NOW. HAVE $100K IN FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING PLATFORM. $100K IN STOCK TRADING PLATFORM. $100K IN STOCK HOLDING ACCOUNT. $100K IN VARIOUS BONDS. $100K IN CERTIFICATE OF DEPOSITS. $100K IN CASH RESERVE. $100K IN BANK ACCOUNTS. $10,000 PER ACCOUNT. ART. WE ARE GOING TO BUY ART. A WAY NO ONE ELSE BUYS IT. WE WILL FIGURE IT OUT. TO AMASS IPO ART. A WAY TO FIND BRAND NEW ART. FIND THE CIRCUITS FOR BRAND NEW ART. BUY ALL OF THE ART. AS SOON AS IT COMES OUT. BUY AS MANY OF THEM. AS SOON AS THEY ARE AVAILABLE. CONQUER THE CIRCUITS. IF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN BIDDING WARS. YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK. YOU BETTER BEAT THEM. THEY'RE OBVIOUSLY. WILLING TO BATTLE YOU. IN A BIDDING WAR. FOR THE SAME IPO ART. MAYBE. THEY THINK YOU KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW. YOU DON'T. BUT YOU DO. THEY DON'T KNOW THAT. AND THEN THEY DO. $100,000 IN ART PAINTINGS. NOW. HOW MANY PIECES OF ART. CAN YOU GET. FOR $100K? ESPECIALLY IF YOU CAN ONLY BID ON ART. YOU WOULD HAVE TO. HAVE $100K FOR BIDDING ON ART. THEN $100K. FOR BUYING THE ART ELSEWHERE. AT ONE SALES PRICE. 

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5:45AM EST - 6:37AM EST
SATURDAY MARCH 28TH, 2020
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SESSION NUMBER:
SCENE #17:

 SCENE #17:. THE KEY TO THE FOREX TRADING. THE KEYS ARE IN THE CHART. THE FOREX CHARTS ON TRADINVIEW, HAVE NUMBERS. NUMBERS FOR YOU TO PLAY. YOU PLAY THESE NUMBERS. THE FOREX MARKET IS OPEN FOR 120 HOURS STRAIGHT. THE NUMBERS ON THE CHART, WILL EVENTUALLY HIT. JACKPOT. CA-CHING CA-CHIING? YES. DOUBLE. DOUBLE. DOUBLE - DOUBLE. IT TOOK ME ONE YEAR AND TEN MONTHS TO REALIZE. REALIZING WHEN WE FIRST STARTED TRADING CURRENCY, IN JUNE 2018, WE WERE SETTING PARAMETERS USING SWIPE TRADE. THE TIME INBETWEEN THEN AND NOW, WE WERE MARKET EXECUTIONING TRADES. JUST WATCHING TRADES DOUBLE. DOUBLE UNTIL THEY DIED. WE NEVER TOOK THEM OFF OF THE TABLE. THE TRADES. THE PROFITS. THE TRADE'S PROFITS. WE WANTED TO KNOW IT'S SCHEDULE. IN RETROSPECT, THE BEST WAY TO KNOW WHEN IT DOES IT, IS JUST TO PUT THE PENDING BUY OR SELL LIMIT IN AS A TRADE. OPPOSED TO MARKET EXECUTION AS THE ENTRY POINT, WITH NO EXIT POINT. AKA THE TAKE PROFIT. FOLLOW THE CHART. WHATEVER THE CHART SAYS, PLACE THE ORDER. WHEN ANOTHER TRADINGVIEW TRADER GIVES AN IDEA, PLACE ONE ORDER WITH THEIR PARAMETERS. WHATEVER THEIR STOP LOSS IS, THAT IS YOUR ENTRY POINT. NORMALLY I THOUGHT STOP LOSS WAS MORE LIKE THE AMOUNT AFTER WHAT YOU SET YOU'RE WILLING TO LOSE. OR IT CRASHES. I DON'T SET STOP LOSSES ON THE TEN DOLLAR ACCOUNT. IT'S TOO SMALL TO GUARANTEE EQUITY FOR ANOTHER TRADE. MAKE YOUR ENTRY POINT THE STOP LOSS. THAT'S THE BEST STOP LOSS. IT IS A DAM SHAME IT TOOK THIS LONG. TO FIGURE THE FOREX MARKET KEY IS TO FOLLOW THE CHART TOOK TWO YEARS. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO GOD HE GAVE ME THE ANSWERS. I ALWAYS HAD FAITH. I WAS ONCE AGAIN, THREE FEET AWAY FROM GOLD. THE TRADING STRATEGY I EMPLOYED DURING THE FIRST WEEK OF CURRENCY TRADING, WAS THE ANSWER ALL ALONG. SWIPE TRADES. BUT SWIPE TRADES THE CHART. FOUR HOUR AND DAILY. HOURLY AND WEEKLY. THE MONTHLY. ENTERING THE TRADE AT THE END OF ONE SIDE OF THE BAR. IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION. UP UNTIL THE OPPOSITE END OF THE BAR. THEN BACK AND FORTH. R.I.P. TUPAC AMARU. I THANK GOD SO MUCH, FOR THIS SINGLE OPPORTUNITY. 

7:47PM EST - 8:25PM EST
2.24.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 24TH, 2020
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DEAR VANESSA HONEY MALONE,

WHAT DO I SAY NOW? SOME CONCEPTS, IDEAS, THOUGHTS, ARE EASIER TO GRASP. EASIER TO GRASP THAN OTHERS. HONEY, I MISS YOU. YOU WANTED TO BE AN ACTRESS. HERE IS YOUR VERY OWN PEN NAME. THE LITERATURE BRAND. THE DEBUT IN YOUR PEN NAME'S CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. "THE FATALIST DREAM". THE FIRST WRITING OF YOU SINCE 2015 AND "CFK". "THE FILM LIFE FILM THEORY". I THINK ABOUT WHAT IF. TO JUST TALK TO YOU FACE TO FACE. IF I HAD ONE MEMORY OF US TALKING ABOUT THIS SCENARIO, BUT I DON'T. IF I COULD JUST TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS. I CAN'T. HONEY, I WROTE BOOKS ABOUT BEING YOUR FRIEND. ABOUT HOW MUCH IT FELT CRAPPY TO LOSE YOU FROM EARTH. IT'S ALWAYS HARD TO NOT SQUIRM WHEN I THINK OF MY DEAD HOMIES. PARDOM THE BLANKNESS. I CAN WRITE STORIES ABOUT FANTASY AND SCI FI AND ECONOMICS. YET WRITING ABOUT HONEY, LETTERS, WRITING TO YOU, LETTERS. DO I TAKE THE GLASSES OFF? ALL I CAN DO IS THIS, TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU AS A PERSON. A FRIEND. YOU WERE THIS 15 YEAR OLD, LISTENING TO PHILOSOPHY. WITH US. WE ALL WERE. BRENDAN, TROY, PUDGE, SISSY, ISAIAH. SAINT. I DID WANT TO SEE WHAT YOU BECAME. WHO YOU BECAME. IT ALWAYS BOTHERED ME. IT'S DONE SO MANY THINGS TO ME. THE WAY I THINK WHEN I THINK ON YOU. WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. ANYONE WE LOSE, WE WOULD END UP, WISHING WE COULD SPEAK TO THEM. WE WOULD WANT TO HEAR THEIR VOICE. JUST ONE TIME. PRETTY MUCH WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW. BUT FOR THIS TO BE A LETTER TO YOU, I MUST SEND IT. YOU ARE NOT ON EARTH ANYMORE. HOW DO I SEND IT? I SELF PUBLISH IT. THERE'S A FEELING I CAN NOT FULLY DESCRIBE, WHEN IT COMES TO THIS BOOK I AM CRAFTING OUT NOW HONEY. I HAD A WRITING SESSION YESTERDAY. MOST LIKELY IT WAS AUDIO FILED. THE ON TAPE WRITING SESSION. YESTERDAY WAS SUNDAY. THEN I'M SURE I WAS IN THE KITCHEN RECORDING AND WRITING THRU OUT TWELVE HOURS. I DID NOT LEAVE THE KITCHEN OR APARTMENT. THEN THE FEELING GREW STRONGER. THERE'S A VOICE INSIDE, VERY EXCITED ABOUT THIS PROJECT. PEACE OF MIND EXCITED. THE VOICE IS TELLING ME HOW IMPORTANT THIS PROJECT IS. SO I WON'T GO INTO DETAIL. I DID HAVE A VIVID DREAM LAST YEAR. I WAS IN A CLASS AND THE TEACHER CHALLENGED US ALL. WRITE A BOOK. CREATE SOMETHING. FOR THE MIDDLE SCHOOLERS. I LOVE YOU HONEY. 

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8:35PM EST - 8:53PM EST
2.10.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 10TH, 2020
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANAIJAH HARRIS
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A PERSON OF NUMBERS THE INTRODUCTION:

WE JUST PUBLISHED VOLUME ONE OF "THE PERSON OF NUMBERS" RIGHT AFTER MIDNIGHT TODAY. WE ENGAGED IN A TWELVE HOUR STUDIO SESSION TO EDIT AND PROOFREAD THE MATERIAL WHILE AUDIO RECORDING. BY MIDNIGHT, THE PROJECT WAS READY FOR PUBLICATION. I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS PROJECT. THESE INTRODUCTORY PAGES WILL BE SOME OF THE ONLY PROSE YOU READ IN THIS VOLUME. I AIM TO CREATE EACH VOLUME IN THIS SERIES, UNDER A DIFFERENT WRITING GENRE. THE CONCEPTUAL GENRE IS OF BUSINESS AND ECONOMICS. FINANCIAL LITERACY. INVESTMENT STRATEGY. IN THE FORM OF A DIARY AS WELL. WE MAY ADD A FICTIONAL DIARY AS IT'S OWN VOLUME. WE MAY ADD A NON FICTIONAL DIARY AS IT'S OWN VOLUME AS WELL. WE ARE GOING TO DRIVE THE CONCEPT HOME, USING AS MANY DIFFERENT VARITIES OF CREATIVE EXPRESSION, UNDER THE PRE TENSE OF THE WRITTEN WORD. ANY OTHER FORMATS WE USE, WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO BE READ IN THIS WRITTEN FORMAT. THE ONLY BOUNDARY THIS PROJECT HAS, IS SUCH. I CAN ONLY WRITE THIS PROJECT, SO HOW CREATIVELY INDUCED CAN THE LABOR OF LOVE BE? MY CREATIVE DECLARATION IS TO DECLARE CREATIVE WARFARE ON THIS PARTICULAR SUBJECT OF DISCUSSION. WE ARE DISCUSSING YOUR LIVELIHOOD PEOPLE. WE ARE DISCUSSING MY LIVELIHOOD. WE ARE DISCUSSING OUR LIVELIHOOD. I JUST WANTED TO BE TAKEN SERIOUS AS AN ARTIST. ONLY AN ARTIST COULD HAVE DONE THIS, THE WAY IT'S GETTING DONE NOW. THE CONCEPT DISCUSSED WOULD SHOW, I MAY BE MORE THAN AN ARTIST. I AIM TO THROW ALL OF MY CREATIVE GAUNLET TO THIS PROJECT. I WANT TO DISPLAY THE CREATIVITY I HAVE TAPPED INTO BEFORE, AS WELL THE CREATIVITY I HAVE YET TO TAP INTO. I HAVE FELT LIKE MY DESTINY WAS LIT ON FIRE, SINCE THE YEAR'S BEGINNING. SINCE THE NEW YEAR, I HAVE FELT LIKE SOMETHING GREAT WAS ON IT'S WAY. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS. I WAS TERRIFIED BY THE FEELING. I FEEL NOW, AFTER ACTIVELY PURSUING DESTINY FOR MY FIRST ADULT DECADE, MY DESTINY IS NOW PURSUING ME. I JUST GOT RE ASSIGNED TO ANOTHER POSITION AT ANOTHER SITE, UNDER THE TEMP SERVICE I WORK FOR. I WAS JUST AT THE LAST ASSIGNMENT, SATURDAY UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I PUBLISH VOLUME ONE THE NEXT MIDNIGHT. I GET A CALL AT 6AM. THE ASSIGNMENT HAD ENDED. SO FOR VOLUME TWO, WE WILL GO IN THE DIRECTION OF SHORT STORIES, SHORT FILM SCRIPTS, FEATURE FILM SCRIPTS, AND GO FROM THERE. WE ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE AS MUCH FUN INVESTING HOURS INTO THIS FULL PROJECT AS WE POSSIBLY CAN. THE FULL 500-1000 PAGE PROJECT IS GOING TO BE MY MASTERPIECE. I LOOK FORWARD TO THIS. AS SOON AS I PUBLISHED THIS BOOK, BOOM, A NEW WORK ASSIGNMENT. MY DESTINY IS ON FIRE. I AM PURSUING DESTINY. THE DESTINY IS RESPONDING ACCORDINGLY BY MOVING ME AROUND TO WHERE I NEED TO BE TO WITNESS THE SYNCHRONICITY AND THE SEREDENPITY OF THE WHOLE AFFAIR. I AM ABOUT TO EAT FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY. TODAY WAS A WEIRD DAY. MY LIFE IS WEIRD THOUGH. THE NEXT SESSION WILL BE WHATEVER GENRE WE CHOOSE FIRST. I HAVE AN IDEA FOR ALL OF THEM SO I JUST HAVE TO FIGURE WHICH LENGTH TO START WITH THEN WHICH OPTION OF THE LENGTH CHOICES TO ULTIMATELY CHOOSE. I MAY SWIVEL BACK AND FORTH SO THERE'S NO PRESSURE FROM ANY DIRECTION. 

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10:40PM EST - 11:11PM EST
2.10.2020
MONDAY FEBRUARY 10TH, 2020
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHAKEVIA KANAIJAH HARRIS
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SHORT STORY NUMBER ONE: TTLC: THE INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER: THE THREE LITTLE SNACKS
THE THREE LITTLE PIGS. WE HAVE ALL HEARD OF THIS STORY. MOST OF US. IN THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF ECONOMIC INVESTMENTS, HOW WOULD THE STORY BE TRANSLATED? THE THREE LITTLE PIGS, INSIDE OF THE FINANCIAL WORLD OF ECONOMIC INVESTMENTS. HOW DOES ONE TRANSLATE THIS? LET US LOOK AT THE THREE LITTLE PIGGIES AS THREE PEOPLE SETTING UP THEIR FOUNDATIONS FOR THEIR LIVES. YOU HAVE THREE CONTEMPORARIES. FOR THE STORY'S SAKE, THEY ARE NOT BROTHERS. MAYBE IN ANOTHER SHORT STORY. WE WANT TO HIT HOME HERE BEFORE WE HIT HOME THERE. THREE DIFFERENT 18 YEAR OLDS. THREE DIFFERENT HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATES. THREE DIFFERENT COLLEGE AGED YOUNG ADULTS. THREE DIFFERENT COLLEGE STUDENTS. THESE ARE ALL DIFFERENT UNIVERSES WE MAY EXPLORE. THIS IS ONLY THE INTRODUCTION. THIS IS JUST A MERE WARNING. YOU ARE IN THE MIND RIGHT NOW. YOU ARE IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW. THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES. THIS STORY WILL ALLOW US TO DETAIL THE PITFALLS OF THE SUPER SOCIAL LIFE, IN THE SUPER SOCIAL SOCIETY. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD I MADE IT TO THIS POINT IN THIS SERIES AND IN LIFE AS A WHOLE. I HAVE TOTAL FAITH IN GOD AND I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS HE HAS SHOWN ME. I LOVE GOD SO MUCH. I LOVE MYSELF AS WELL. I JUST HAD TO GIVE GOD ALL OF THE GLORY.

THIS IS MY LAST CREATIVE SESSION. MY CREATIVE SESSIONS CONSIST OF AUDIO RECORDING THE WRITING AND PROOFREADING OF WRITING. I PLAN ON INTRODUCING FILM EDITING BACK INTO THE DAILY SCHEDULE. ONCE THE SONY VEGAS PRO EDITING SYSTEM IS ON THE LAPTOP AGAIN, I WILL BE ABLE TO EDIT ARCHIVE RAW FOOTAGE. I LOOK FORWARD TO EDITING THE FOOTAGE INTO ONE HOUR CHAD FILMS. I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO THIS. ME LETTING YOU INSIDE OF MY CREATIVE SCHEDULE. I REALLY WANT TO KEEP MY LIFE AS LONG AS I CAN. THIS STATEMENT IS GROWTH FOR ME, FOR I REMEMBER YEARS WISHING AGAINST MY LIFE. SO FOR ME TO SAY I REALLY AM GRATEFUL TO BE HERE AND WANT TO STAY LONGER TO KEEP UP WITH DESTINY, IT'S GREAT TO OBSERVE ME FEELING THAT. SYRACUSE HAS A FILM FESTIVAL. I AIM TO SUBMIT A ONE HOUR CHAD FILM INTO THE FESTIVAL. 2020 SYRACUSE INTERNATIONAL FILM FESTIVAL. 10 YEARS AFTER THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL DEBUTS OF KEVITV AND SEEXZAVIERFILMS. THIS DRIVE FOR LIFE IS DRIVEN BY THE DESIRE TO LEAVE AN INHERITANCE FOR MY FAMILY, POSSIBLY CREATE A CHILD OF MY OWN, AND RELEASE ALL OF MY DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. I SPENT MY TWENTIES CREATING MY DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. NOW I SPEND THE THIRTIES DOING MORE. CREATING THE DIVERSIFIED ECONOMIC INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO. RELEASING THE DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. CREATING ANOTHER DIVERSIFIED CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. FULL OF STRATEGY ON CREATING DIVERSIFIED ECONOMIC INVESTMENT PORTFOLIOS. ISN'T THAT JUST LOVELY? 

IT'S JUST LOVELY. THE THREE LITTLE PIGGIES. THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES. WHEN I CALL MY MOM RIGHT AFTER I AM DONE WITH THIS PARAGRAPH, I AM GOING TO TELL HER ABOUT THIS STORY. I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS VOLUME. EVERY VOLUME OF THIS PROJECT EXCITES. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL TEACH ONE. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL REACH ONE. I KNOW EACH ONE WILL BE DIFFERENT IN GENRE. CAN YOU IMAGINE A FINANCIAL HORROR STORY? I COULD WRITE YOU A FINANCIAL STORY SO HORRIFYING, YOU WOULD RUN FOR SAFETY DIRECTLY INTO THE ARMS OF THE BOGEY MAN OF HADDONFIELD ILLINOIS. THIS IS WHY I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO BUILDING MY CRAFTS AND THE EMPIRES THEY CREATE. I CREATED A CREATIVE EMPIRE. THE GOAL OF THE TWENTIES. THE GOAL FOR THE THIRTIES? CREATE THE ECONOMIC EMPIRE OF INVESTMENTS TO FINANCE THE CREATIVE PORTFOLIO. I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE MY GOD. I LOVE MY MOM. I LOVE MY DAD. I LOVE MY THREE BROTHERS. DAVID, QUENTIN, JUSTIN. ATIYANNA, MALIAH, QUAN, QQ, KEVI, DANTE, SHYANNE. ALL OF DAVID'S KIDS. THIS IS THE INTRODUCTION, I AM GETTING THIS OUT OF THE WAY. I HAVE TO CALL MY MOM. I HAVE TO END THIS NIGHT AS THE NEXT DAY USHERS ITSELF IN. TOMORROW I GET REASSIGNED TO A NEW WORK SITE. NEW YEAR, NEW ASSIGNMENT. NEW WEEK. NEW TRADES. I LOVE YOU ALL TOO. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO KEVI. THE LAST WRITING SESSION ON HER 19TH BIRTHDAY. I MAY COME BACK AND DO ONE MORE. I MAY NOT. I HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN SEVEN HOURS SO I MAKE IT TO THE OFFICE ONE HOUR AFTER THEY OPEN. WHEN THE SUN RISES I WANT TO BE THERE WITH FOOD, CHILLING AND I WILL WRITE FROM THERE IF I CAN.
6:38PM EST - 7:08PM EST
2.11.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY TO EUSTACHE ROMULUS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STOSH
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER ONE: THE DISTRACT

THERE'S A WOLF IN TOWN. THE WOLF IS BIG. THE WOLF IS BAD. THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. THE WOLF IS LOOKING. THE WOLF IS LOOKING FOR FOOD. THE WOLF IS LOOKING FOR YOU. ARE YOU WOLF FOOD? THE BIG BAD WOLF, IN REALITY, IS ECONOMIC SLAVERY AND THE DEBT COLLECTION AGE. IT'S A DEBT COLLECTION REVOLUTION GOING ON OUT HERE MAN. EVERYBODY OWES SOMEBODY MONEY. AND THAT'S THE BIG BAD WOLF. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS THE ECONOMIC SYSTEM IN WHICH WE ALL RESIDE. IN THIS ECONOMIC SYSTEM, ANYONE WHO BUILDS THEIR HOUSES OF STICK AND STRAW ARE DOOMED. ANYONE OUT THERE BUILDING HOUSES OF STRAW AND STICK ARE DOOMED. ECONOMICALLY SPEAKING. WHO IS THE BEST NARRATOR FOR THIS STORY? MAYBE UNCLE SAM. THE POLITICIAN. HOW YOU PLAY THE GAME DETERMINES HOW BIG YOU WIN. HOW YOU PLAY THE GAME DETERMINES IF YOU WIN AT ALL. THE WOLF HAS NO PITY. HAVE NO PITY ON THE WOLF. PLAY THE GAME TO WIN. LET US SAY, FOR THE SAKE OF THIS PROJECT, WE ARE LITTLE ECONOMIC PIGGIES. SOME PIGGIES WILL GET EATEN. SOME PIGGIES MAY MAKE IT TO THE MARKET PLACE. SOME PIGGIES WILL GET ATE AT THE MARKET PLACE. YOU MUST ECONOMICALLY SURVIVE. INCIDENTALLY, YOU MUST LEARN TO ECONOMICALLY SURVIVE WITHIN THE JUNGLE. THERE IS A CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. IF YOU WANT TO SURVIVE, STAY AWAY FROM THE WOLF. STAY AWAY FROM THE WOLF, UNTIL YOU HAVE HIS MONEY. IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE WOLF'S MONEY, HE WILL EAT YOU WHEN HE FINDS YOU. IT'S ACTUALLY HIS MONEY. HE MAKES THE MONEY. YOU ARE BORROWING THE MONEY FROM HIM. HE LOANED YOU EVERY DOLLAR. HIS COMMISSION IS CALLED TAXES. DURING TAX SEASON, THE WOLF CAME TO COLLECT. THE WOLF COLLECTS DEBT, OR CHITLINS. THE WOLF IS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE ECONOMIC SLAVERY SYSTEM. EVERY LITTLE PIGGIE IS AN ECONOMIC SLAVE. ONE DAY THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL COME TO TEST THE ECONOMIC FOUNDATION EVERY LITTLE PIGGIE HAS BUILT FOR THEMSELVES. YOU MUST BUILD AN ECONOMIC FOUNDATION FOR YOURSELF AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. THE OTHER LITTLE PIGGIES AROUND ALL ARE POTENTIAL MEALS FOR THE BIG BAD WOLF. ONLY THE SMARTEST AND THE BRIGHTEST OF THE LITTLE PIGGIES WILL SEE OLD MAJOR'S AGE. DON'T WORRY ABOUT HAVING FRIENDS. YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO PAY YOUR BILLS ON TIME. YOU HAD BETTER MAKE SURE, YOU KNOW HOW TO PAY YOUR BILLS IN ADVANCE. YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO BUILD YOUR CREDIT. THOSE FRIENDS YOU'RE RUNNING AROUND WITH, THEY OWE THE WOLF THE SAME DEBT YOU DO. EVERYONE STARTS OFF EQUALLY IN DEBT. THE ECONOMIC DECISIONS YOU MAKE ON THE FARM WILL DETERMINE THE ECONOMIC HARM YOU BRING YOURSELF. WITH OR WITHOUT CHARM. THE DECISIONS OF THIS TIME PERIOD YOU LIVE IN WILL DECIDE YOUR FATE. THE DECISIONS OF YOUR CONTEMPORARIES WILL DECIDE THEIR FATE AS WELL. ALLOW EVERYONE TO DECIDE THEIR OWN FATE. MAYBE YOU DON'T WANT TO GET CAUGHT UP IN SOME ONE ELSE'S FATE. DON'T YOU WANT YOUR OWN FATE? FATE IS FATE. FATE IS FATE BUT EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN DESTINY TO PURSUE. WHY NOT JUST PURSUE YOUR OWN DESTINY? IF YOU DON'T, THEN THE CONVERSE STATEMENT IS YOU DID NOT PURUSE YOUR DESTINY. MAYBE YOU WON'T END UP ACQUIRING DESTINY. THEN THAT'S WHERE FATE COMES IN. FATE WILL COME IN REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT YOUR DESTINY WAS ACTIVATED. THEN AGAIN, MAYBE, THOSE WOULD BE TWO DIFFERENT FATES. WHICH FATE DO YOU WANT THEN? THE FATE OF VICTORY IN DESTINY OR THE FATE OF NEVER SEEING YOUR DESTINY. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS COMING FOR YOU ALL. HIGH SCHOOL DESTROYS THE LITTLE PIGGIES. IN KINDERGARTEN AND FIRST GRADE, IT IS GOOD TO BE SOCIAL. AT 18, WHEN ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE LOCKED UP IN PUBLIC SCHOOLING INSTITUTIONS FOR 13 CONSECUTIVE BIRTHDAYS, ARE OF LEGAL AGE, STAY AWAY FROM THEM. THEY ARE GOING TO DESTROY THEMSELVES. THEY MAY FALL VICTIM TO THE STRATEGIC ATTACKS AGAINST OUR GENERATION. THE GOAL OF THE PAST ELITE IS TO TAKE OUT OUR LEADERSHIP ABILITIES BEFORE WE EVER SEE LEADERSHIP AGE. OUR CAPACITY TO LEAD IS AT AN ALL TIME LOW. THIS COMES FROM BEING SOCIAL. I RESPECT YOU ALL AS PEOPLE. WITH THAT SAID, THE GAME IS TO DREAM BIG. ANY SMALL DREAMERS MUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME. I AM NOT SO NEEDY FOR ANOTHER'S COMPANY THAT I DON'T DISCERN WHO I SHARE COMPANY WITH. WE ALL CAN DO VERY BAD ALL ALONE AND BY OURSELVES. WE DO NOT NEED ANY HELP MAKING ILL INFORMED DECISIONS. IF AS A GROUP, WE ARE MAKING ILL INFORMED DECISIONS, WE ARE AN ILL INFORMED GROUP. THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL EAT YOU ALL. HE WILL TEAR THE ECONOMIC FLESH FROM YOUR LIFE SAVINGS. NOT TOO MANY PIGGIES EVEN HAVE LIFE SAVINGS. JUST NOW, IN YOUR QUEST TO BE COOL AND POPULAR, YOU MAY JUST END UP GIVING UP EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. UNLESS YOU ONLY EVER WANTED COOL POPULARITY. WHEN YOU HIT THIRTY, THINK ABOUT WHAT IS COOL THEN. IT'LL BE LATE THEN BUT MAYBE YOU COULD THINK ABOUT WHAT THIRTY YEAR OLDS FIND COOL. WHAT DOES THE FORTY YEAR OLD FIND COOL? EVERYONE WON'T HAVE THE SAME PERCEPTION. THAT'S THE POINT. THAT'S WHY YOU STAY TO YOURSELF. OTHERWISE YOU FIND YOURSELF SURROUNDED BY THOSE WITH DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS. NOW IT BOILS DOWN TO THREE DIFFERENT FACTORS. YOUR PERCEPTION, THEIR PERCEPTION, AND THE PERCEPTION CLOSEST TO ECONOMIC FREEDOM. THE PERCEPTION CLOSES TO ECONOMIC FREEDOM WINS. OTHER PEOPLE WILL PUT YOU IN DANGER, IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME WE WON'T MEET AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHERE ANYONE ELSE WILL END UP. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO END UP. I ONLY KNOW WE WON'T END UP IN THE SAME PLACE. I WILL BE IN A CLASS OF MY OWN. IT WAS MY RIGHT TO DO SO. I AM HERE NOW HELPING YOU GET INTO A CLASS OF YOUR OWN. I WILL HAVE THE FATE OF THE GUY WHO NEVER GAVE UP HIS CHILDHOOD AMBITION AND DEDICATED HIS LIFE TO IT. THAT'S ALL I MEAN WHEN I SAY I WILL END UP IN A DIFFERENT CATEGORY THAN MOST. I NEVER COMPROMISED. IT'S HARD TO SUM UP MY ARTISTRY. I CAN WRITE. I COULD'VE WRITTEN ANYTHING THEN WITHIN LIMITATIONS. I CHOSE TO WRITE THIS. NOW THE POSSIBILITIES ARE LIMITLESS TO HOW FAR OTHERS CAN GO FROM THIS. I DON'T WANT THE BIG BAD WOLF TO GET YOU. GET OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC DEBT COLLECTION. EVERYTHING IN THE FOREST IS SET UP TO KEEP YOU IN DEBT. IF YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY OTHERS IN DEBT, AND THEY ARE NOT FINANCIALLY LITERATE OR EVEN TRYING, YOU MAY FIND YOUR SELF AS A MARK, EXPLOITED OR ROBBED FOR CASH OR CREDIT. THINK ABOUT IT. THINK ABOUT, THINK ABOUT IT, THINK ABOUT IT. IF I CAN'T READ AND THERE IS A BOOK REPORT DUE. RIGHT? HE WHO HAS IT GET ROBBED BY THOSE THAT DON'T MAN IS WHAT I'M SAYING. WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE, ASK YOURSELF HOW LIKELY IT IS THEY ARE AROUND TWO DECADES FROM THEN. OTHERWISE YOU'RE LETTING THEM WASTE YOUR TIME. MOST PEOPLE DO NOT GET WHAT THEY WANT FROM LIFE. THEY WERE TOO DISTRACTED. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTIONS. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTED. MOST PEOPLE ARE DISTRACTING. DISTRACTING AND DISTRACTED DISTRACTIONS. 

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9:27PM EST - 10:12PM EST
2.11.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020
STOSH'S 30TH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY STOSH
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER TWO: STRANGE FOR CHANGE YOU GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL AND THEN THEY DROP YOU OFF INTO THE FOREST. IN THE FOREST, YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN DAWG. IT'S A SAD SIGHT TO SEE, FINANCIAL ILLITERACY. YOU DON'T WANT TO BE, THE WALKING EPITOME, FINANCIAL ILLITERACY. MOST PEOPLE CAN READ. THE ONLY REASON MOST PEOPLE CAN READ, IS SHEEP NEED TO READ. SHEEP NEED TO READ, SO THEY KNOW WHAT INSTRUCTIONS TO FOLLOW. I'M YOUR FRIEND, I WANT YOU TO BE A LEADER. IT'S GOING TO BE HARD TO LEAD, IF YOUR WALLET IS BROKEN. IF YOUR EARNING POWER, IS AT AN ALL TIME LOW, RECONSIDER YOUR FOCUS, PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU, PLEASE! IN THIS FOREST, IT IS A SURVIVAL QUEST. IT IS A RACE OUT OF THE FOREST. THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SERVITUDE. SERVING THE DOLLAR. WHEN SERVING THE DOLLAR, JUST KNOW, THE WOLF WILL EVENTUALLY EAT YOUR HEART OUT. THE DOLLAR MUST SERVE YOU. ONCE THE DOLLAR SERVES YOU, THE WOLF CAN BE PAID OFF. IF THE WOLF IS HUNGRY, HE NEEDS ONE OF TWO THINGS. MONEY FROM THOSE WHO OWE HIM, OR FLESH FROM THOSE SAME SHEEP. OR PIGGIES. WHICH EVER ONE YOU WANT TO BE, YOU CAN BE. YOU CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO BE. WITH THAT SAID, I HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE AND YOU. FOR YOU ARE A PART OF THE FUTURE. I HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE YOU. SO GET THERE NOW. I AM HELPING YOU THE BEST I CAN. EVERYONE WILL NOT MAKE IT OUT OF THE FOREST. WHY IS IT SO LONELY AT THE TOP? IT IS LONELY AT THE TOP BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO BE LONELY. IF EVERYONE IS FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE, WHOEVER ISN'T WAS MIGHTY LONELY. SIMPLE MATH. EVERYONE DOESN'T MAKE A MILLION DOLLARS. EVERYONE DOESN'T CREATE A MILLION DOLLAR EARNING POWER. EVERYONE DOESN'T ATTEND COLLEGE UNIVERSITIES. I HAVEN'T YET. EVERYONE IS BORN EQUAL. EVERYONE DIES EQUAL. EVERYONE DOESN'T LIVE EQUALLY. IT'S THE LIFE ITSELF CONTAINING UNFAIRNESS. NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES SURROUNDING THE BIRTHING OR DYING PROCESS, EVERYONE EVER ALIVE, WAS BORN AND THEN DIED, SOMEHOW. UNFAIRNESS BREEDS EMOTIONS. THESE EMOTIONS ARE CONTRAST. THE EMOTIONS CONTRAST HOW YOU WOULD LIKE TO FEEL. SO IN ESSENCE, SAID BY ESTER HICKS, THIS IS A POSITIVE SCENARIO. I WANT YOU TO GET EVERYTHING OUT OF THIS WORLD YOU POSSIBLY CAN. I WOULD LIKE THAT FOR MYSELF AND MY BIRTH FAMILY AS WELL. NOW I AM HELPING MYSELF GET THERE, BY USING MY GOD GIVEN GIFTS, TO HELP YOU ACHIEVE YOUR GREATNESS. IN THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SLAVERY, EVERYONE WILL NOT MAKE IT OUT. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE, RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW, WHAT'S IT GOING TO BE? DON'T LET GO. JUST PICK ONE CHOICE CONSCIOUSLY THEN IT'LL BE EASIER TO RECONCILE WITHIN YOURSELF IN THE UPCOMING FUTURE. HOW GREAT DO YOU WANT YOUR FUTURE TO BE? IF YOUR FUTURE MEANS NOTHING TO YOU, BURN THIS BOOK. THROW IT IN THE AIRPLANE TOILET. RIP EVERY PAGE OUT AND EAT IT. LET YOUR DOG EAT IT. GIVE THIS BOOK TO YOUR DOG, AS A PLAYTOY. THEN TEACH YOUR DOG TO READ. THEN WHEN YOUR DOG READS IT, AT LEAST ONE OF YOU ALL WILL BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE. IF I SAID, "LISTEN, JACK FROST IS OUT THERE, PUT A THICK JACKET ON", THIS MEANS I CARE. SO WHEN I SAY UNCLE SAM IS THE BIG BAD WOLF AND HE WILL BLOW YOUR HOUSE DOWN, I DON'T WANT TO SEE THIS HAPPEN. THE BRITISH ARE COMING! THE BRITISH ARE COMING! REVERE YOUR OWN YOUTH, PAUL, YOU GET IT ONLY ONCE. LIVE YOUR YOUTH UP TO THE MAX. THIS MEANS, STILL HAVING YOUTH TO SHARE AT 40. THOSE WHOM SQUANDERED THEIR MOST ILLUSTRIOUS YEARS WITH HYPER SOCIALIZING, IT IS WHAT IT IS. I AM ASKING YOU, ANYONE YOUNGER, TO ASK YOURSELF, IF YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? YOU EVER WORK A JOB AND YOU REALIZE MANY OF THE OLDER WORKERS ARE BITTER PEOPLE? MAYBE THEY ARE JUST PEOPLE EXPERIENCING A BITTER REALITY. THEY WERE DISPLAYING THEIR GREATNESS AT ONE TIME, THEY HAD TO BE. EVEN IF IT WERE WHEN THEY WERE TEN YEARS OF AGE. THEY PROJECT THIS BITTERNESS FOR ONE FACT. THEY SQUANDERED THEIR YOUTH CHASING HOES. MAYBE IT WAS A LIFE OF CRIME THAT NEVER PAID OFF. IF YOU'RE GOING TO ROB A BANK, YOU BETTER BE THE GREATEST AND SAFEST BANK ROBBER WITH NO CITIZEN OR POLICE CASUALTIES EVER. OR YOU'RE A DEAD MAN. I'M STILL YOUR FRIEND, I'M JUST NOT HERE TO KISS ASS. I'M HERE TO GET YOU PAID. IN ORDER FOR US TO IN FACT GET PAID, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY BUDDY. YOUR FEAR WILL HOLD YOU BACK FOREVER, IF YOU LET IT MY GOOD SIR. MY FEAR WOULD DEFINITELY DO THE SAME EXACT THING, TO ME, DO NOT EVER GET THIS FACT TWISTED. AMERICA WILL BE GREAT AGAIN, ONCE THE AVERAGE AMERICAN IS FINANCIALLY LITERATE. FINANCIAL LITERACY AMONGST THE COMMON FOLK, IS NOT WANTED BY THE ESTABLISHED, ESTABLISHMENT. THE ESTABLISHING AND ESTABLISHED ESTABLISHMENT. WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ LETTERS? THEN ASK WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ NUMBERS? WHY WOULD THEY TEACH US TO READ WORDS AND NOT PERCENTAGES? STATISTICS? THEY DON'T TEACH US TO READ THE DOLLAR. WHEN I SAY STATS I MEAN ECONOMIC STATISTICS. WHEN I SAY PERCENTAGES, I'M TALKING FINANCIAL LEVERAGING USING FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS AND FINANCIAL SECURITIES. ASSETS, DIGITAL ASSETS. READING THE DOLLAR. SOUNDS JUST FANTASTICAL DOESN'T IT? HOW DO YOU READ THE DOLLAR? BY DOUBLING YOUR EARNING POWER. BY LEARNING TO READ THE DOLLAR, YOU CAN DOUBLE YOUR EARNING POWER. IT IS NOT ABOUT SALARY, IT IS ABOUT EARNING POWER. IF A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE OR EVEN A DROP OUT, OR THE COLLEGE DROP OUT IS MORE FINANCIALLY LITERATE THAN THE COLLEGE GRADUATE WITH EVERY DEGREE YOU CAN HAVE, GOOD LUCK TO THE GRADUATE. THEY PLAY THE GAME WELL, THE GAME OF HIGH PRICED TIME SLAVE. THERE ARE SLAVES WITH TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS IN EARNINGS YEARLY. IF YOU ARE GOING TO SLAVE YOURSELF, SLAVE YOURSELF IN YOUR MOST PASSIONATE FIELD. THE FOREST IS FULL OF DISTRACTIONS. NEVER DENY THAT. THE FOREST WILL NEVER DENY ITSELF AN OPPORTUNITY TO UTILIZE YOUR ECONOMIC FLESH AS THE MEAL OF THE NIGHT. ALL I AM SAYING IS "LEARN TO READ THE DOLLAR". THIS WILL GET AMERICA TO WHERE SHE WANTS TO BE IN DESTINY'S EYES. AMERICANS MUST BE FINANCIALLY LITERATE. IF NOT, WE MUST STAY ON COURSE INDIVIDUALLY. WE ARE SURROUNDED BY THE FINANCIALLY ILLITERATE. WE WERE ONCE OF THE SAME CALIBER. SOME THINGS CHANGE, SOME THINGS DON'T CHANGE. THEY STILL DO STRANGE FOR CHANGE. 

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11:08PM EST - 12:03AM EST
2.11.2020 - 2.12.2020
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 11TH, 2020 -
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 12TH, 2020
STOSH'S 30TH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY STOSH!!!
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER THREE: ON PREVIOUS STOPS THE WOLF WILL COME ONE DAY TO ALL, FOR DEBT COLLECTION. THE ULTIMATE DEBT COLLECTION. THE WOLF WILL WANT IT'S MONEY WITH INTEREST. IT IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST, TO HAND OVER THE WOLF'S FUNDS. TO THE WOLF, YOU MUST SURRENDER YOUR FUNDS YOU OWE TO THE WOLF. OR YOU CAN JUST SURRENDER YOUR BUNS. THE WOLF IS GOING TO GET PAID. EVEN IF YOU'RE BANKRUPT AT THE END OF THE DAY. ALWAYS REMEMBER, ONCE UPON A TIME, YOU HAD YOUTH. YOU SQUANDERED IT. WHAT THE F'S YOUR PROBLEM? THAT'S WHY SOME OF THE OLDER WORKERS AT OUR JOBS ARE SO BITTER. THEY SQUANDERED THEIR YOUTH. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU WEREN'T THERE. THEY WERE THERE. THEY WERE IN CHARGE OF ACTIVELY PURSUING THEIR OWN DESTINY MAN. THIS HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THEY WERE BITTER BEFORE YOU MET THEM. THIS IS WHY THEY WERE BITTER WHEN YOU MET THEM. GET THIS THRU YOUR HEAD. IF YOU WERE A FISH, WOULD YOU WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR, WHAT IS COMMONLY REFERRED TO AS, THE HOOK? I DIDN'T THINK SO. WE'VE ALL SEEN THE SPONGE BOY EPISODE. I PUT "SPONGE BOY" ON PURPOSE. C.I. DEFLECTED. IT IS A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT THERE MAN. THE CIRCUS IS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. MEANING, THERE ARE NOTHING BUT TRAPS SET ALL THRU OUT THE JUNGLE. TRAPS. MEANT TO CONTAIN YOU. MEANT TO ENSLAVE YOU. TRAPS TO HOLD YOU DOWN. UNTIL THE HUNTER RETURNS TO KIDNAP THE CATCH. FINANCIAL FALSE IMPRISONMENT, IS WHEN YOU KEEP YOUR MONEY IN A BANK. ECONOMIC KIDNAPPING IS WHEN YOU ARE INVESTING YOUR FUNDS. SO LOOK HERE, INVEST YOUR FUNDS. KIDNAP YOUR CHECK. 

THE RANSOM IS THE RETURN ON INVESTMENT. THE DOUBLE IS THE RANSOM. FANDOM. CULT CLASSIC. DO YOU WANT OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SERVITUDE NOT? IF SO, FOLLOW JARFAR. HARDY HARD HAR. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE ON WHAT KIND OF LIFE YOU WILL LEAD. THE LIFE OF PERSONAL ACCOMPLISH OR THE LIFE OF HYPER SOCIALITY. IF THERE IS A WOLF PURSUING EVERYONE AROUND YOU, MAYBE THEN THE WOLF IS ALSO PURSUING YOU AS WELL.

IF THE WOLF IS IN FACT PURSUING YOU AS WELL, GET OUT OF THE FOREST. THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE, IS MEANT TO KEEP THOSE IN THE JUNGLE. THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE, IS MEANT TO KEEP ENTERTAINED, THOSE INSIDE OF THE JUNGLE. IN ORDER TO MAKE IT OUT OF THE JUNGLE, ONE MUST STAY FROM OUT OF THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. A CIRCUS IS SAFE. A JUNGLE IS NOT. A CIRCUS WITHIN A JUNGLE, COULDN'T POSSIBLY BE SAFE. STAY OUT OF IT PEOPLE. THIS IS COMING FROM THE WOLF HIMSELF. WHAT IF THE WOLF WERE THE NARRATOR? WHAT IF I WERE THE WOLF RIGHT NOW? WHAT IF THE WOLF LIKED FAIR GAME? WHAT IF THE WOLF WANTED TO PLAY FAIR? WOULD THE WOLF WARN YOU OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU AT THE PAWS OF THE WOLF? WOULD THE WOLF GIVE YOU A FAIR WARNING, HE IS OUT TO GET YOU? IF YOU DO NOT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I'M DISGUSTED. WE WILL DISCUSS ARCHITECTURE SOON. STRAWS, STICKS, AND BRICKS. REMEMBER, ANYONE YOU EVER MEET, YOU CAN'T PROVE THEY WILL BE AROUND ONE OR TWO DECADES LATER. LET ALONE THREE TO FOUR DECADES. SO JUST WAIT UNTIL YOUR THIRD AND FOURTH DECADES TO MAKE FRIENDS. MAKE FRIENDS WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND SHRIVELED. MAKE MONEY FOR WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND SHRIVELED, WITH YOUR YOUTH. EVERY OTHER HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE, IS FACING THE SAME ECONOMIC OBSTACLES YOU ARE. SO LEAVE THEM ALONE. LET THEM FIGURE IT OUT ON THEIR OWN OR GET DISTRACTED. IF YOU CAN MANAGE TO ATTRACT ANOTHER PERSON TO HELP FOCUS ON IT, THEN YES, NAPOLEON HILL'S MASTERMIND PRINCIPLE. UNTIL THE MASTERMIND IN YOUR LATER YEARS, STAY DILIGENTLY GLUED TO SELF RELIANCE, CHIEF DEFINITE AIM AND IMAGINATION. NOT TO MENTION PERSISTENCE. I LOVE THAT BOOK. MAYBE THE WOLF REALLY DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO EAT YOU. MAYBE YOU JUST GOT EATEN OFF OF DEFAULT. LIKE A LOAN? EXACTLY. A LOAN. WOULDN'T WANT TO DEFAULT ON A PAYMENT AGREEMENT WITH NIAGRA MOHAWK NOW WOULD YA? AKA NATIONAL GRID. ALL OF YOUR CONTEMPORARIES ARE DECISION MAKERS FOR THEIR OWN LIFE. IF THEY ALWAYS HAVE TIME TO HANG OUT, THAT'S A BAD SIGN. THEY SHOULD BE BUSY THE MAJORITY OF THEIR TIME. THEIR SPARE TIME WOULD BE BEST APPLIED TOWARDS THEIR DESIRED PURSUIT. THEREFORE, WHATEVER SOMEONE IS DOING WITH THEIR TIME, THEY CHOOSE TO. WHATEVER SOMEONE DOES WITH THEIR MONEY, IS WHAT THEY CHOOSE TO. THE SAME APPLIES TO ANYTHING INCLUDING ENERGY AND FOCUS, INTENTION. EVEN FOOD. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU. DO NOT GET EATEN OFF OF DEFAULT. EVERYONE FACES A POTENTIAL FINANCIAL CRISIS, WAY BEFORE THEIR MIDLIFE CRISIS. WAY BEFORE YOUR FORTIES, YOU COULD EXPERIENCE FINANCIAL TRAGEDY. THE NAOV NANO VIBRONIX COMPANY RESIDES IN THE NANO TECHNOLOGY INDUSTRY VALLEY. SEAMY VALLEY BABY. IF YOU DON'T ACCELERATE YOUR FOCUS, AFTER DIRECTING YOUR FOCUS ON YOUR HEART'S DESIRES, WHO THE EFF WILL? THEN IT MAY NEVER GET DONE. TRUST ME, YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THAT GUY. DUDE. GET IT MAN? I'M HERE FOR YOU. I AM ONLY HERE FOR A LIMITED TIME. THIS HOWEVER WILL LAST FOREVER. IT IS YOUR ECONOMICAL FOUNDATION YOU BUILD, ALLOWING YOU TO REALIZE THE DREAMS YOU HAVE, MONEY CAN ACTUALLY ATTAIN FOR YOU. YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE WORTH EVERY DREAM YOU HAVE. YOU CAN BEGIN TO TOUCH EACH DREAM YOU HAVE. YOU HAVE TO BE SINCERELY HONEST ABOUT THE ENTIRE AFFAIR HOWEVER. IF GOD AND THE UNIVERSE, THE COSMOS, SEE TO IT YOUR DREAMS ACTUALLY HAPPEN, WHAT WOULD YOU IMAGINE WERE THE PRE REQ? THE PRELIMINARY STEPS ONE MUST TAKE IN ORDER TO ATTAIN THEIR ULTIMATE DESIRE, IN SOME CASES, IS THE UTTER DISSOLUTION OF THE SUPER SOCIAL LIFE. 

HOW CAN ONE EVER WRITE A BOOK, IF THEY ARE ALWAYS SURROUNDED BY OTHER PEOPLE WHO CRAVE THEIR ATTENTION? FOR WHATEVER REASON. THERE ARE MANY REASONS OTHER PEOPLE WOULD WANT TO BE AROUND YOU. ZEY CALL IT, ULTERIOR MOTIVES. IN THE PERFECT WORLD, EVERYONE YOU EVER LET IN YOUR LIFE, WILL BE THE GREATEST FRIEND EVER TO YOU. HOPEFULLY YOU REALIZE, MAYBE THEN WE ARE NOT ACTUALLY IN A PERFECT WORLD AFTER ALL. EH? EVERYONE FACES THE WOLF. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN HE IS AT YOUR DOOR, HUFFING AND PUFFING? FOR THE RECORD. SILVER BULLETS MAKE THIS BIG BAD WEREWOLF STRONGER AND HUNGRIER. FOR ANYONE WHO SAID THEY WOULD GRAB A GUN WHEN THE WOLF COMES. THE WOLF HAS GOONS. WATCHING FROM THE HILLSIDE THE WOLF'S GOONS ARE. IN CONJUNCTION WITH HOWLING AND FEASTIN ON PREVIOUS STOPS.

Here is what you need to know for next week:
After a week with the focus on central banks, economic data will be back at the center, surrounded by the ongoing banking crisis. The DXY finished the week lower, but looking stronger, resurfacing even as US yields tumbled, helped by a deterioration in market sentiment.
A new market season started on March 8 with the Silicon Valley Bank collapse. In the most recent episode, more central banks decided to raise rates showing determination to bring inflation down despite banking jitters. Developments in the banking sector will continue to be critical for sentiment and monetary policy expectations. It has tightened bank credit standards, doing part of the central bank's job. Next week, central bankers will probably stay close to the recent guidance next week.
On Wednesday, the Federal Reserve (Fed) raised rates by 25 bps as expected, signaling a dovish pace of future hikes. Initially, markets reacted by selling the US Dollar, and Wall Street cheered timidly. That day, markets heard from Fed officials for the first time since the banking system crisis.
Wall Street finished the week with modest gains, and the VIX dropped sharply. Still, regional bank stocks remain under pressure and with the potential to damage confidence significantly. During the weekend, market participants will stay alert on potential banking news. Also, US Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen could be preparing some surprises.
Potential movers for next week:
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• Regional bank stocks
• US Treasury Secretary Yellen
• Eurozone inflation numbers
• US Core PCE

The DXY settled above 103.00 after testing levels under 102.00. The Greenback rebounded despite lower yields, helped by the renewed concerns. Economic data showed activity, at least before the SVC collapse, was not near a recession. US employment data still presents a tight market. Next week's data includes the Core PCE on Friday, a closely watched inflation indicator.
EUUSD finished the week higher, pointing lower, and momentum fading quickly. The pair dropped 200 pips from the 1.0930 area to close around 1.0750, still above the 20-week Simple Moving Average. The preliminary PMIs on Friday showed overall positive figures. The preliminary March inflation numbers next week will be critical. European Central Bank officials continued to speak about the need to do more. Expectations about more rate hikes supported the Euro, which was among the top performers.
GBP/USD ended the week virtually flat around 1.2220, after being unable to hold above 1.2300. The Bank of England (BoE) raised the key rate as expected to 4.25% (7-2 vote). The bank could rise further if inflation does not surprise to the downside in March. Next Friday, Q4 GDP data is due.
The Japanese Yen benefited from the decline in US yields, outperforming most of its G10 rivals. USD/JPY dropped for the fourth consecutive week, ending above 130.00, an area that seems poised to be tested again over the following sessions.
USD/CAD reached monthly highs above 1.3800 and pulled back. Next Tuesday, the Canadian government will present the budget. January GDP will be out on Friday.
AUD/USD's run from monthly lows ended at the daily 200-SMA near 0.6760, and now it is up to the Dollar to decide how low it goes. Australia will report Retail Sales on Tuesday and critical inflation numbers on Wednesday. Those figures could cement the decision of the Reserve Bank of Australia that will have its meeting on April 4.
The Mexican peso was the biggest gainer among the most traded currencies, making a solid comeback after plunging during the previous two weeks. USD/MXN lost more than 2%, falling below 18.50. The Bank of Mexico will announce its decision next week. It is seen raising rates further but at a smaller pace than in February, when it hiked by 50 bps. Core inflation is finally coming down in Mexico, with the half-month print at 8.15%, down from 8.21%.
Note to traders: Daylight saving time in Europe. On the morning of Sunday, Europe will turn the clock forward by one hour.

Sa isang mundo kung saan ang mga kapatid sa Iglesia ay hindi dapat nagkakaroon ng mga ganitong problema, bakit mayroong mga taong napapadpad sa kadiliman ng depresyon at pagkabalisa?
Dasal at tiwala sa Diyos, yan daw ang gamot, sabi ng Tagapayo, kapag may kapatid na nakararanas ng depresyon o pagkabalisa. Kesyo Kristiyano, dapat di tayo nagkakaroon ng mga ganung problema.
Pero kung ganun na nga lang ang sapat na solusyon, ano pa ang silbi ng inyong Medical Mission?Ipanalangin nalang kaya din ninyo ng walang patid ang lahat ng taong may sakit?
Hindi na uso ang mga simpleng pahayag na "nasa isip mo lang yan" o "ihabilin mo lahat Sakanya."
With all due respect sa closeted or ex members - walang masama sa pagdarasal, kung palagay niyo, dahil dito, nakakapag-bigay kayo ng lakas at pag-asa sa buhay ng ibang tao. Although, hindi sapat 'yan para maalis ang pagkabalisa ng isang may depresyon. Kailangan din nila ang tulong na maibibigay ng Mediko. I used to have a ditapak friend, and was guilty of invalidating her feelings dahil sa naituro sa atin. So this issue is close to me.
Nakakalungkot din na puro Medical Mission ang inaatupag ng Iglesia para sa mga hindi pa kapatid, samantalang ang mga kapatid na may depression sa loob ng Iglesia, ay hindi nabibigyan ng sapat na pansin.
Ang depresyon ay isang bagay na ‘di pwedeng pinagpapasa Dios lang gaya ng sabi ng Tagapayo, kung kailangan mo ng makakausap, please feel free to seek for help.
Health is wealth, and you should put yourself first if you must.
The Philippines has recently passed its first Mental Health Act (Republic Act no. 11036). The Act seeks to establish access to comprehensive and integrated mental health services, while protecting the rights of people with mental disorders and their family members (Lally et al, 2019).
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What number should you call if you have depression?
National Mental Health Crisis Hotline

• 1553
• (0966) 351-4518
• (0908) 639-2672

Other important contact numbers to consider:

• https://blog.opencounseling.com/hotlines-ph/

In need of some advice. 26 years old. Single, male, no degree, no debt. Credit around 790. Have roughly $32,000 in my bank account. Can net around $2800 a month in income (probably around $55,000 yearly gross). Wanted to know if I could afford a house rn. I live pretty much dead center between Philly and Allentown (PA). One of my dilemmas is that I may change careers completely by the end of the year. I’m cold calling (sales) and don’t like it very much. Looking to try to get into an Ibew. Have applied recently and waiting on some good news back. If hypothetically speaking I do make a career shift my income would be lower the first couple of years. So I guess my question is do I wait on buying a home until I get my future career aspirations in order, keep renting for now, and maybe get lucky with mortgage rate declines in the future. Or do I take the risk and buy a home now, hopefully no more than 250,000 on a FHA loan with 3.5% down, and see what happens down the line with my potential career change. I know that was probably a lot to digest. Thanks, any advice is appreciated.