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I have two dogs named Rocke other one named Loki. Rocke is a American Staffordshire Terrier, about 2 years old and a half. I tried training him as a puppy and I couldn’t, he isn’t food motivated (not sure if that matters) he had parvo, (again not sure if that’s why he acts like this now) he’s aggressive with other dogs, he has a brother named coco but he’s nothing like him. Coco is calm and lazy. Rocke is a stormy and very energetic. Rocke has gotten into two fight with his own brother and one with Loki. I now keep them separated Coco roams the house freely. Loki in a kennel in the kitchen but has enough room to stretch completely in his kennel. Rocke sleeps in the kitchen floor with a paw patrol bed and 2 blankets. Loki is 1 year old. He is a Black Lab and pitpull mix. He is Crybaby, energetic too, and stubborn just like Rocke. He is my Sisters dog but she left and didn’t take the dog with him so my other sister said I’ll take care of him and everything. I was like yeah okay that’s fine. She does absolutely nothing, never trained him, never stopped the fighting, the dogs barking, only shushing him like if that works. He gets mad if you give other dogs attention just like Rocke too. I’m getting tired of having them separated and worried about when I leave the house and one of them escaping their cage. I don’t know what to do with them, give them to a shelter? Rehome? For sale? For free? I don’t want to give them to a shelter cause what if they put them down for aggression. I just need help or advice on what I should do. And please be nice

When I got diagnosed with Adderall I had had mild issues with anxiety and issues with loss. Thanks to my ADHD (and probably depression) I was too numb to really focus on it so it never really stuck. Sure I had a few bad episodes waking up as a teen sobbing because I was scared of dying and scared of my dogs and mom dying, but it was all far away and I could barely focus on any one thing anyway so it passed.
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Guess who can now focus on things and has flashes of anxiety where I feel so much fear and despair it causes actual pain. And it's not like low-level pain either, it's serious agonizing pain. But how the frick do you explain that to people? How do I explain that my great weekend was ruined because while home and chilling and taking care of the dogs I noticed my adorable little goblin of a dog was getting even more and more grey fur and it fucking DESTROYED me for like an hour.
I don't want to die but I hate that I have to exist with this brain that barely functions for a few hours every day thanks to fancy medical meth. I hate how my brain has intrusive thoughts no matter what that cause spikes of genuine pain when I see the fact that time is passing in some way. any way. ancient history? Pain. A few grey hairs? Pain. My own mom limping cause of her bad knee because she's getting older? Immense pain...
I got given Lexapro and it mostly works. The Anxiety is far more numb and bearable but it's been a month and my libido and creativity and enjoyment of things have STILL yet to come back...but they are...very slowly.
But that's the thing, isn't it? It MOSTLY works...and I'm somehow just supposed to keep existing like this because it mostly works with minimal side effects is considered a great success with mental health meds.
Just going throughout my days trying to avoid literal thought landmines that I probably need a therapist I can't afford to see. Little thought knives that slide into my gut randomly throughout the day that I know will only grow worse with time.
I just hate existing like this and hate how I can't convey to anyone else around me just how awful I really feel every day...the fact that EVERYTHING is temporary and thus on a timer fucking eats away at me on some fundamental level and I absolutely fucking hate it and it fills me with the worst kinds of feelings.
It feels like LIFE ITSELF has a guillotine over its head and that mere fact bugs the fuck outta me...

These few days I been ranting, I hope nobody will bash me with words. It's okay to read my rant just don't push me down further as I don't even know how to lead in life with a smile, My heart feels so stigmatized, tight and heavy. Being born shortly after by my biological mom, some unverified reason happen between my mom and dad leads to divorce. I was very young back then, probably 3-5 years old and I can't talk as I have not yet learn how to, suddenly as this point of time writing this post, I can't believe how much time has passed, the last time I was a child, I felt small, my hands, legs, and there are less things I know about the world, I wasn't so upset or so depressed, but something wasn't feeling right, that love and emptiness I felt, even though I can't describe how it feels back then but subconsciously I miss my mom so much, I have only a memory left of my mom that before she abandoned me, my dad bring me to visit my mom once in awhile, ok very attached to my mom and would hug her everytime I see her. Even though like I said I can't speak, I enjoyed spending the short time with her at her house with my grand mother, I can no longer remember their faces, I know my mom was a very pretty lady wnd petite lady though she was short. She would buy DVDs something that genz won't understand, of Pokemon and digimon animes but back then I don't know it's an anime _(..)/ I could sit at the bedroom on the bed watching peacefully, I don't know what the story in Pokemon and digimon was about back then but the memory remains there till as I grow up with understanding of Pokemon I know what was the thing of memory I had. The two things I remembered was that Bulbasaur refused to evolve even though his species has all evolve, despite Venusaur wanted him to do so, he was so attached to its trainer and that love force him to remain the same which I do not know why maybe the fear to be no longer the same identity? The another was whereby ash, misty, Brock was put into sleep by Gengar and they saw a giant gengar and Alakazam was fighting, but when they touch Gengar or it ate them they fell into his stomach not dead as of they're inside a giant jar, I also remember my grandma bring me to her work place which was primary school but everytime it was emlty, filled with no students maybe because it's weekend? I don't know but when I was with her, I would just run around the canteen while my grandma cleans the canteen, it was so nostalgic, life was so simple back then. I don't need to care anything else.. it was a very simple and sacred love I had from then, but looking backwards, it was a just call before the storm. Everything bad starts happened, before I notice I no longer able to see my mom and grandma again, I was sent to different of my mom I think from my dad but it was just a short time, and I was constantly move from one place to another, but of course the reason was because nobody want to for free especially without money, fast forward that my dad married another woman, and that was really the nightmare that soon to begin, although when I was told to call her mom, it will never ever replace the love I had for my biological mom even though her love for me and the time spending her was short. As I was growing I will always ask my dad where's my mom and he know I was referring to my biological mom as I was very attached to her. I miss her and I know she will never come back but a child I do not know why and I just only kept missing her. That woman that my dad marries brought me to her family, they are a very traditional kind of mindset family and sort of rich, well selling fishball noodles till able to demolish and rebuild terrace house ya over the last few years and I was living there since then till I'm 12 years old. Moving to my dad's house was the hell period and start of the nightmare, always constantly I get beaten up by canning all over my leg and body, forcing to stand for 2 hours because I was too stupid unable study well. I remembered now suddenly that I was force to keep memorize English words for 2 hours sometimes and while crying and standing I had to repeat the words that I am learning for, spelling test often has in school that's why*
Fast forward to secondary school a new school for me, at age of 13/14, lost my previous friends as they went other schools because I wasn't staying at the woman's family house anymore which was nearer to my previous school. Orientation of the school day which is first day, my days of being bullied starts, was bullied by my group of Malay classmates, and I got angry but I cried while angry that is why the bullying continues for 3-4 years, each time I angry, I'll cry at the same time even when I'm angry. There was once my entire school books in my school bag was thrown into the dustbin according to the teachers and couldn't be found. It will be funny, like who even bring entire year of school books? Yup that's me, that woman wanted me to bring and I hate to bring or put it in my bag. I wanted to make friends with my classmates, even those female classmates but I do not know how, like 13 years old kids nowadays knows how to use iphone and I don't even know how to say: May I be your friend, because this doesn't exist in my brain, which I do not know how to even say or what's sentence so the only way to get their attention was by running around in class, and running to slam myself into the wall, pulling girls hairs to get their attention, it's kind of childish, but what to do? I literally don't even know how basic gestures works. Another reasons why I can't express myself properly was also because of my ADHD symptoms and back then I was very very hyperactive! for my school life, can't go anywhere after school and only home and I only can study at home, there's nothing for me to play and it was very bored as I can't sit still, it feels like a prison especially when holiday comes because I can never go out to play. Although I dislike that woman but I like her mother, she's the only one who will pamper me, and often I go back with her to that family house when I was at the hakwer centre, well they're selling fishball noodles that's why. Always when I wanted those toys from capsule machine, which cost a dollar, she gave me but when that woman knows I always get scolded for asking people to buy for me things. My classmates sometimes ask me why does my legs are full of blackmarks but I was scared, I do not dare to tell them that it was because that woman canes me almost everyday. Something causes my parents to talk to my school counselor because of me getting bullied in school everyday and that was a huge alarm as when I get bullied I would scream to the extend almost the whole school would heard and teachers has to come out of the office to look what's happening, my school counselor advise my dad to bring me to see a psychologist I think which is at child guidance clinic and also a time table where by I can go out 2-3 days, but when I was late on of the days when I called that woman, as my dad was busy driving taxi. She threatened me in Chinese that when I go home I will know what happened, terrified of that I dare not go home and had to sleep outside my classmates house which is at the stairs for 1 night, that woman made a police report not because of me lost but because I didn't return home to get beaten by her. Police didn't understand me either and there's no child protection law back then so I only can constantly get more beatings, as mentioned for going to child guidances, I was given to do IQ test but, of course they didn't tell me and till now I don't even know how high is my IQ level but more importantly my dad and that woman just wanted that medicine as they thought it will call me down even after getting beaten, everytime I get beaten and my anger and fear reach broke I will cried and lost control of myself and when one day I decided not to eat anymore they stop bringing me to see doctor because it can no longer control me. I was given only $4 a day, but my classmate who pity me will bring me out after school to lan cafe to play computer with my other classmates, a group of 5 including me. My dad and that women eventually found out and also knows that my school has a system of giving food coupons and that made that woman make her next move by reducing my pocket money to $2. I forgot to mention too, with my medical condition I was unstable in my mind and emotions but they seems to have a habit of further scolding, beating, and agitating me further and alot of times I only can cry in fear against them in the house as there's no other adults there to protect me. This fear letched on to me and made me very very negative, lonely, till today. Alot of times I wanted to find ways to (sui side, wrote in this way to avoid using sensitive words) there was once in army (19 years old) I went and bought a box of Panadols and swallowed 15 -18 tablets but I somehow knew it wasn't enough or deadly to end my life, ended up me seeing medical doctor at the airbase I was in and went to hospital to have IV drip to also flush out the paracetamol, ever since them I no longer able to take Panadol or tablets with similar taste and size due to allergic or the the featrauma of my body subconscious.
At the end of the day, during my entire growing stage life from child to adult, my brain devloped twice as slow than everyone my age and even till today there are some things I may not understand which sounds complicated to me or I'll never understand. I didn't have a normal love life either having girls comes up to me telling me they like me or me confessing to girls I like because I don't even know what's like and love, there was a girl I like and everytime she saw me she would wave to me, she's from a different class as she's smart, probably express or normal acad and is a sort of student council, a contemporary dancer in her cca, I subconsciously like her back then not know that. I always envy others when I walker pass those children with their parents who bring them out or when I sees them so happy playing or interacting with each other. I could only ask my self in my heart, why am I so different and why I couldn't have what normal people haves. Things that are worse is when I see baby or young child cries, my heart start to beat fast and I start to become Abit distracted and uncomfortable, maybe emotional because of the trauma I got child abused. I always sees many girls confessing to my classmate and his younger brother, envy that why so many girls like them, like felt they're so cool enough for girls to approach them be it irl, or online through Facebook. I guess the most depressing and unpleasant moments was I constantly sees girls going to their house to get **** by my classmate's brother, and I knew those girls like them but to him it's just flings, I felt so engioue everything in my life I'm opposite of what normal humans are, and all these experience and memories letch on to me till today made me unable to express or communicate well with people, I feel very lonely, especially after whek my ex classmate and his family treated me so badly, as I was degraded for not working, and saying my medical condition is nothing compared to people with autism and disability like having no hands and no legs, I was also compared to Michael Phelps through my ex-classmate brother, when I have no money I was treated badly and look down on, especially when they buy food for me and then proceed to say those stuffs towards me but when I have money they became so friendly, they made me left my dad's house which give my dad to tell me not to go back his house anymore as he was planning to "sell his house to buy a smaller house" due to debts. My classmate doesn't bother how I felt or my situation, because they lost job during covid period so asking me to rent there would help them have some cash, fast forward to 1 year ago I was rushed by them to get out of their house we one or their siblings coming back from oversea with his wife. I have no one else so I have to apply for a shelter from social workers, and when that extend from November to December till today they demand me to pay $300 when they knew I have no money even when I'm planning to study. Last few weeks because if that I started crying and got very uncontrollably depressed, I realisi that one of the reason because of them that made me depress and affect my behavior and life was because of them. My dad doesn't talk to me for 2 years and suddenly he message me to wish my birthday wish last year but realized he wanted to borrow money from me. Many people told me just let go off the past but how many actually knows that it's easier said than done, basically like a heavy chain are anchoring to me. Nobody knows how it feels to be alone in this entire world, having no one to be there with you be it, the time where I'm happy, sad, having surgery, suffering and crying alone. Even though I can't end my life because of fear and lack of beavery, I'm living a life of monochrome just to wait for me one day to leave this world be it old, sickness, or accident. I really hope one day I will be free from this anchors of pain, fear and grief.
I do not dare to even think of what happened in five years time even though I previously try to plan because as I'm struggling to live each day, by working and study I do not know if I can handle stress with my condition especially when there's no one there for me. Even tomorrow I do not know what is it like, but I really want to be illustrator or graphic designer in future, with the realistic nature of Singapore and my status, can I even make it? There's so much I want to do evem like opening a art theme, or cat theme or anime, cafe that shllort mental health, but can I even make it ? With the harsh reality

Beetle 2012, bad door latch on driver’s side. Power unlocks with beeper, but but doesn’t power lock.
Same parts for Passat, Jetta, and GTI.
I’m curious as to which replacement would you guys recommend.

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I have just bought a Sapphire Pulse Radeon RX 7600 graphics card and have physically installed in the system, but am having difficulties getting the system to recognize the card/installing drivers. I've plugged monitor in via display port to the graphics card port and that is working ok. However when I run userbench, it says GPU missing, and when I look in device manager under display adapters there is only "Microsoft Basic Display Adapter".
Now for the driver installation issues.
I have tried downloading both the Auto-Detect tool and the RX7600 driver via the product selector here: AMD Drivers and Support AMD
When I try to run the Auto-Detect tool, it seems to install ok, then when running I receive a "Error 182 - AMD Software Installed detected AMD graphics hardware in your system configuration that is not supported."
When I try to run the 7600 specific file, I receive windows error "This app can't run on your PC".
System Information:
B450M Wifi Motherboard
Ryzen 7 2700 CPU
32gb ddr4
New GPU: Sapphire Pulse AMD Radeon RX 7600
Old GPU: MSI 1050Ti
550w bronze psu (min reccomended for the GPU, hope this isn't the issue!)
Windows 10 Home (Not activated atm)
Any help much appreciated, this is driving me nuts, thank you.

We just signned lease on a rental home that is the only property in our area we can afford with only one working adult. My dad is hard of hearing and didn't hear a bookcase scratching the floor, he doesn't even know he did it. we've had a massive string of medical and otherwise emergencies so our nest egg is in the negitives. It's a deep scratch and I don't need it fixed permanently but I need a practical or atleast less than 30 us dollars way to hide it for at least a month while I get spare money together and let my parents destress from the lastest circus of bad luck. I've already used a baking soda olive oil mix and cheap paint but it's still not well hidden. Anything will help I'm in a rough position and can try most things once.

Hello. I'm a first time mom and working from home. Also, I am due with my second in December. I currently have issues that are preventing me at the moment from being comfortable with my 2 year old going into daycare or cared for outside the confines of my home. (Complex trauma but working on it with a therapist.) Just wanted to ask what the average pay rate should be in San Jose, CA. It seems like they're charging $40 to $50 per hour for credentials that are somewhat similar to the following: CPR-trained, in college or taken some college units, three years of experience as a nanny, good personality. Is $40 - $50 really the average? Thank you.

My best friend of more than 20+ years just bought her first house. I'm diagnosed and medicated ADHD and we've always suspected she might have ADHD or a touch of autism since we are so similar and get along so well. That being said, I want to get her a practical, useful, slightly splurgey housewarming gift and if it's an ADHD home hack, even better!!!.
Also, she's doing all the renovations, painting, cleanup, etc. herself to save for her wedding and honeymoon she's also planning during all this. (She's got every talent/interest/skill imaginable and always has a million projects, but she's still never sought a diagnosis)
All the lists online are like wine, fancy glassware, monogrammed bs, signs with her son to change last name on them. I don't want kitchy. I want significant, meaningful, and something she might not be able to splurge on for herself rn. For example, as a closing gift, I got her all new locks, a pretty secure smart lock that's compatible with her home assistant (but has several safety features I like) and I rekeyed them all to use the same key for her convenience. It's something she will use ALL the time and they all match her aesthetic and they are all high quality. She might have just gotten cheap ones and used different keys for each to save time/money because, while great, it wasn't a high priority for her at the time because she was focused on other things. And as a bonus, I know she's safe.
Suggestions I've gotten so far that I like as inspiration: - a shop vac (she's currently redoing her hardwood floors herself and the sawdust is already a problem - a Costco stepladder which apparently can last like 30 years - high quality tools/power tools (this is the right idea, but unfortunately something she has) - a high quality chefs knife (perfect idea, but I'm not sure I'm the right friend to offer anything for a kitchen because I'm obvious) - lawn care tools (because she will need them for the first time, but her fiance is actually in charge of acquiring these as he wants to maintain their yard and garden) - a fire pit for her back yard (but she actually specifically told her mom she needed other things first right in front of me so I don't dare)
Basically, what's something that's going to make owning her own place easiebetter that might be something she can't afford to splurge on, but definitely should splurged on. Preferably something she will keep/need forever or something that non-ADHDers may not realize the importance of!!
Thank you all in advance!
For some additional context on why this is so important to me. This girl loved me at my lowest right after my parents divorce when I was too young to understand and thought no one in the world loved me (I didn't even love me). I was in my third school in a year and was bullied relentlessly at the last one so I had just accepted I would never have a friend again. She helped me up the stairs at school every day for months when I broke my foot and was on crutches in the fourth grade. She loved me through every stupid boy I dated (even when I deserved many I told you so's). She loved me through every death in the family. She loved methrough every achievement and every failure. Even now, when I live 5 hours away, she loves me when I feel utterly alone in this world. She's my person. I'd do anything for her. I want to pick a gift that shows her how much she means.

School is about to end and we’re about to go home for three and a half months. I broke no contact after a month to ask if we could talk before we both leave and he agreed. Yet, I am sort of dreading tomorrow. I know he still loves me and I still love him so much, but he can’t be with me right now. I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be really heartbreaking, but at least I’ll be able to get some answers and I’ll get to go home and be around my family soon. I know we’re not going to get back together anytime soon, but a small, foolish part of me still has hope. Our relationship was really special and ended due to mental health issues on both ends. I think he just needs some time to be single and focus on his mental health and himself while I also do the same. This has been really hard on both of us and I know that if not now, at least in the future there will be a chance for us to be together and be happy. The last few months of our relationship were really strained due to a series of events that happened outside of our control and I let it get to me and our relationship. Im sorry I didn’t get the help i needed sooner and Im sorry I didn’t listen. Im always going to love you :)

Some previous details. So in may 15th i had my baby boy. I had asked for an epidural which caused me to get a spinal fluid leak because the anesthesiologist was newer and poked me nearly a dozen times. I went home with out a blood patch because i was traumatized but by the 22nd of May i had to go back because the pain was unbearable. So May 22nd i had my blood patch.
Fast forward to tonight. I'm holding my baby and i was standing up bouncing him and trying to settle him down. He finally did settle down and i go to sit down on the rocking chair slowly. As soon as I'm trying to put my back against the chair i felt pain. It started from the top of my back and spread up wards at first to my neck. The pain was pulsating, i could feel my literal heartbeat there then it got really hot and my head started to throb a little. After that my whole back started to throb. I started to panic and i had the worst panic attack ever. I could not settle down, my husband was there thank god and grabbed the baby. I just felt burning on my back and was too scared to move. As of right now, as I'm typing, I'm laying down. My head does hurt a little and my aches and has a little burn to it, but sore. I was doing so fine.
What's the probably that my spinal blood patch undid it self? Would of it been worse? Maybe my panic attack made it seem more than it was? I don't want to go back to the hospital and I'm scared of going back to work (mid July) and risking my blood patch coming out 😭😭😭

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I'd even watch the construction workers leave home and take the tram to work.

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My mother was recently diagnosed with stage four metastatic breast cancer and it has progressed rapidly to the point where she is not able to care for herself. My stepdad is basically unavailable physically or emotionally, so I have stepped in to be her caregiver. We just started hospice care, and they come to the house three times a week to assess her medically and once a week to bathe and clean her. My job has been incredibly supportive and flexible, so I have been working remote for the past two weeks, stepping away whenever I am needed. Over the past couple of days I have realized that this is going to be a full time job. I also should note I have a young family three states away that I am missing terribly and struggling to do this without any support, since I am an only child. I’m not sure exactly where I’m going, other than I am so scared this is going to last for months, and I’m already feeling emotionally and physically exhausted. I love my mom so incredibly much, I’m just in a bit of a panic trying to figure out how to best support her and also not lose my sanity in the process. Guess I’m just looking for support. Maybe some ideas on what to do if I need to go home for a few days. For reference, my mother is on Medicare and MediCal through the state.
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I am tired of those who are around me, my so called ex friends. My friend, let's call her H introduced me to this boy. Let's call him E. E was a little unsettling, but I thought I could be friends with him, H didn't mean any harm, however he was a little out of hand when it came to rough housing. E was your typical edgy boy, well I only figured that out later, but he didn't have much family around. I don't know why I liked E now that I think about it. He was okay, but I figured I could get used to him rough housing. Oh, how stupid and immature I was. I decided to hang out with him at his house, because I wasn't really interested in hanging around with H. I just wanted to stop walking around, so I asked to hang with E since he was going home. When I got to his house, E's behavior became more extreme. He showed me his knife, and took two jabs at me. "Okay" I thought, nervous, and stupid for staying there. Eventually, later I started to play a game with him, and that's when he put a knife to my neck. "I like the fear in your eyes" He said. I knew I had to get out of there, and he noticed I was on my phone often. A person online I was talking to, we will call him S decided to ignore my plead for help, like he was doing for days. His bf probably told him to ignore me after I admitted I tried to off myself because of his bf mentally abusing me. I eventually reached a friend who helped me calm down, and got myself out of there. I didn't know what to do next, but I waited till the next day of school to even tell the police, but I told them. Sadly, they didn't find "enough evidence" to put charges. I was so mad at myself, I wish I called the police right then and there at his house. Now, I have to get arid my friends because they are friends with him. And, I can't even tell them why because they don't want drama, and I don't want it either. My old friend is now even dating him, and she knows about what he did. He told me at the end that he would hurt her if she left him, and he has been getting more violent with her, something another friend told me. I have to live with the fact that people hate me, or will get hurt just because I could've been hurt, or killed. And, almost nobody knows, and those who know barely even cared. I hate my irl friends, and I hate S for not helping me just because of his bf.

I (f43) and my husband (m44) have been married for nearly 20 years and together for 24. We are deeply in love and have an amazing relationship. I love him so much it hurts and I know he loves me too. However, since COVID, he has changed so much. He believes all the vaccine conspiracies, listens to all the conspiracy theory podcasts and has basically drowned in the COVID rabbit hole. Not to mention the political beliefs and just overall, what I consider, off the wall opinions. We've fought about this over and over again. I tell him he can believe what he wants (because changing his mind is a losing battle) but he has got to stop bringing it home to me. Tonight he mentioned again, about how someone was forced to take the vaccine and now they're blind and paralyzed. I got upset and told him to stop with the COVID BS. He yelled that I was being stupid, was pissed that I didn't believe him and would think it was a conspiracy theory and has now rolled over in bed and is refusing to talk to or touch me. We've been through this so many times the last few years and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm losing so much respect for him and it seems this isn't going away. It's absolutely ruining my marriage and I feel so helpless. We've talked about this so much and it gets better for a while then he'll mention something again and we'll argue and the cycle starts again.
I'm sure people will ask, and yes, I think if I pushed it, he would go to counselling, and I'll suggest it (maybe insist upon it!) but, in the meantime, what do I do? I don't want to lose my marriage - if it wasn't for this, we have no major issues. But it's hard loving a man you're slowing starting to not respect.
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Iman Gadzhi – Copy Paste agency is the latest course by Iman Gadzhi.
Copy Paste Agency is designed for established agency owners, who can use these lessons to scale their business.
In Iman Gadzhi – Copy Paste Agency, you will learn:

• How to continue to run a multiple-six-figure agency from home with a skeleton staff and minimal expenses
  
• How to command higher retainers… and retain those clients for longer
  
• How to automate, delegate, and optimize every area of your agency from lead generation and sales to service delivery and client communication
  

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